1. DEMON IN ANGEL'S DISGUISE

How could you destroy something so unique, so powerful?
And leave me confused with chaotic grief in my heart? (With chaotic grief in my heart)
Experiencing you is not worth the pain, not worth a damn
When the greatest gift you give is hate with a taste of heartlessness

If I was a fool who knew love from the beginning
You meant the world to me and made me feel something I thought never existed
Do you remember the thoughts I wrote on that paper and read to you?
I was crying from happiness

May this torment lead me from black to white
FOR IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE NEVER BEFORE
May this catastrophe offer me a way out
FOR I FUCKING FEEL LIKE DYING

I know you couldn't fucking handle this, to wake up every morning aching for bliss
Instead you trust in retreating (so you shall gain nothing)
You're not a saint so neither am I, just a demon in an angel's disguise

No matter how much I weep, no matter how hard I try and scream
I so wish you we..re dead to me
But I will remain helpless to erase these sparks of humanity

Memories of your touch burned in my skin
Every single kiss from your poison lips corroded in my senses
Flashbacks of your gaze buried in my head
And no possibility to wipe it all away


2. AN OCEAN TO DROWN IN (DESPAIR SONG PT.1)

Somebody twist the knife, give me a reason to thrive
(Make me gasp for breath), shock these innermost pieces and drown me deeper
Bring chaos to this frozen emotional state of mind
May total tragedy force my heart to revive

It is so unfair to always end up buried in the same mud (in mud)
But let us not care if the shadows bind us because the enemy (agony) can be an ally

Every night I dream of the endless ocean
Born from all the tears shed in vain
And every night I find this ocean to drown in
(Again I realize) all my life I..ve been sinking

Hereby I refuse to crawl any longer (hollow no more)
I stop searching for darkness to follow (hollow no more)


3. PAINMAKER

Welcome to be trapped in a nightmare with no escape for all eternity

Oh the mighty creator of inferior armageddons
Fucking false god, now it is your turn to bow down (bow down)
Thy poison blood be spilled, that unholy body be raped
Punishing flesh and bone is only the beginning of your end
CURSED HELLSENT

Oh the divine murderer of clarity and harmony
Fucking false god, now it is payback time (bow down)
Thy filthy blood be spilled, that soulless body be raped
Torturing flesh and bone is only the beginning of your end

Welcome to be trapped in a nightmare for all eternity (enslave the colossus)

Painmaker, untouchable
Painmaker, invincible
Painmaker, meet the force that is capable to rise above your tyranny

Now you obey the orders of the stronger ones
And we command you to suffer (command you to burn)
Thy blood be spilled, that body be raped
CURSED HELLSENT, FUCKING FALSE GOD

Because we won't be let down by ghosts of serenity
Because we will always be haunted by those who believe (the voices of hope)


4. THE ONE WITH THE SMILE

I am sick and tired of waiting for time to pass
Everyday preventing a collapse from attacking my sanity
But at least I know how to be, what to do and where to go

I am not the one to run and hide (live blind), I will stand and suffer
So when all this is over (you shall see), I will be the one with the smile

It is too damn easy to turn one's back at the past
For most of us good things last only as long as one doesn't have to encounter reality
Sometimes I wonder if I should have chosen otherwise, to live blind and hide
But the answer remains the same; never, I will show no signs of compromise

Do not fight to forget / remember what you bleed for
And you will be the one with the smile

To recognize the right path that leads us on (leads us on)
Is to realize together we are not so alone
Please, let them endless fairytales be true
I am ready to do whatever it takes (to create integrity)


5. FROM THIS MOMENT TO ETERNITY

Hear this undying pledge of mine
As long as we are alive my passion for you will not perish
My passion will not perish, my passion will not be finished off

From this moment to eternity I will obey my lust for love
From cradle to the sweet grave I will never stop aching for bliss

And all I need, everything I ask for is a whisper
Telling me that I should not worry
As long as we are alive my passion for you will not perish
As long as we are alive we shall not worry

From this moment to eternity I will stay in my prison of feelings


6. WOUNDED (YET) UNDEFEATED

Now paralyzing evil reigns and I am set ablaze
Everytime I find a new way to rebuild harmony for future
So I begin war against my demons

(DARE) to reach for beautiful, prepare to change impossible
(DARE) to face ravage overpower, for you are wounded yet undefeated

(DARE) to reach for wonderful / prepare to break indestructible
(DARE) to smile as darkness falls / for you are wounded yet undefeated

Now that I have rejected peace and unleashed my declaration of blasphemy
I will find a new way to rebuild harmony for future
So I keep punishing my demons

Wounded yet undefeated


7. MY SUMMER OF TRIBULATION

My burden to bear is the ice that I was washed in
(And leaving) only freezing marks of depression, this burden is getting too heavy
(Somebody) cut the rope around my throat and break the chains that strain my hands
A psychic wound will not stop trickling unless the spirit is set free

That summer I held on to memories too tight wondering why
That summer I rejected peace by asking why (for there is no reason great enough to fill this void inside)

That summer I held on to you and for that I am sorry

My burden to bear is the fire that I was burned in
(And leaving) only heating marks of depression, this burden is getting too heavy
(Somebody) cut the rope around my throat and break the chains that strain my hands
A psychic wound will not stop trickling unless the spirit is set free

All I am, everything in me is meant to be set free

I held on to you


8. FROST REMAINS

Sorrow be unleashed!

Yesterday I believed in the relief to come (the rising sun)
But today I grieve for I stay deceived (we are abandoned by tomorrow)
Thus we the forsaken are spit upon by luck (this fight is lost, spit upon by luck)

If love must be drowned (love must drown)
If faith can not save the day (faith won..t save)
If hope must be burned down (hope must burn down)
Then our fate is to die in flames
If love must be drowned (love must drown)
If hope must be burned down (hope must burn down)
No matter the fire of struggle (struggle), only frost remains

Lying on barren earth, walking through the ruins of home
Knocking on hell's door and roaming beyond (morning never came)
Again and again I live my death
Killing my life I witness the end all that's left


9. CYCLE OF LOSS (DESPAIR SONG PT.2)

Is it safe to stand on my own feet again?
Can I take a breath without falling down on my knees?
Will I faill to create a shelter which does not collapse under pressure?
Will I ever forsake the hell upon and become reborn? (Become reborn)

I will carry my cross cherishing hope (until the end)
If I could only break this cycle of (loss)
I will carry my burden bleeding notes of sorrow (despair song)
If we could only break this cycle of (loss)

Can it be safe to stand on my own feet again? (On my own feet)
Could I take a breath without falling down on my knees?
I will create a shelter, curse when I am forced to pray for help
I alone will forsake the hell upon (write my despair song)

Become reborn, weak but strong
Become reborn, weak but strong


10. THROUGH MISTY BLUE

These seconds to minutes, these minutes to hours
With closed eyes I wait and dream

Spread the word (spread the word)
Share the message (share the message)
What has been hidden can be discovered, what has been buried can be unearthed
What has gone lost can be found

These hours to days, these days to months
With eyes closed I wait and dream (dream on)

Through misty blue, in the crowd I saw just you (just you)

These months to years, these thoughts to tears (I wait)


11. BUILT BROKEN

Oh father, the master of anger (nothing will ever end my fear)
Oh mother, born to abandon (nothing will ever make me feel safe)
In the name of my hatred (I despise) I curse you two who built me broken

Now, take these words

Look to the darkened sky, the stars shall bring some light
We will survive through the night (this life), we will be alive
Seek peace of mind, somehow the sun will rise
We will survive through the fight (this life)

Oh father oh mother, we roam amongst the orphans of love
Together we suffer knowing the world is the one to blame

I spit on this deep grave (on this grave), grave of mercy
My oath obliges me, I will not yield
I have lost my heart once again, I am torn apart
My spirit has been suffocated but still I will not yield

Täällä missä mikään ei ole pyhää, missä mikään hyvä ei ole pysyvää
Täällä missä mikään ei voi olla turvassa, mieluummin satutan itseni valvoen silmät avoinna
Kuin elän valheessa vailla rohkeutta kohdata tämän maailman todellisuutta
En halua elää tuntematta kaikkea tämän karun pinnan alta hohkaavaa
Sillä piittaamatta huolesta uskon että on olemassa paljon muutakin kuin murhetta

Fuck this world


12. WRITTEN IN SCARS

A whole journey of ruination tattooed on every single one of us (tattooed on us)
A painful story written in scars, a bond that unites and ties us closer to each other

Help one another / allow our souls to connect
Be honest shouting and screaming out loud
I don't need anyone, I don't wish for anything (I want nothing)
Still I need everyone, still I wish for everything (I want something)

We are forever and never together, we are forever and never alone

A whole journey of damnation tattooed on every single one of us (tattooed on us)
A creeping story written in scars, a bond that unites and ties us closer to each other

I don't need anyone, I don't wish for anything
Still I need everyone, still I wish for everything

And we are waiting, we are waiting, just like a thousand times before
But only now our dreams will come true, because all the fear is set to fall