1. MASK OF DESPAIR

Chase the line of a broken wing,
To find it on the mirror.
A bleeding sky burns the time I’ve been here,
It takes me to a new world.
The barrel of lies take control over me,
I can’t erase the voices.
The path of destiny is a broken dream,
A story without an ending.

It come’s closer and closer to me,
The illusion of time.
And endless tale of the powerless might,
That made me standing here.
A child were born on the veins of doom,
It runs far away.
A flashing light blinds my eye,
What I have to say?

A scary circle is watching us,
We see it every day.
Why your face is made out of scars,
When it turns away.

I wash my hands to get of the splinters,
I never knew why I stole them.
They were in you, deep enough.
You never thought I would take them.
Flowers fade away, no saving water,
Maybe that’s the reason why.
It turns to gray, when the sun awakes,
It’s just another lie.
Truth is another word for pain,
The structure of denial.
Stop the drudge, feel the pressure.
It’s what I’ve heard so long.

The brain is forcing me, my body escapes.
I can’t stop to sleep awake.
Tell me it’s just another dream,
I’m afraid to listen.

The black snow is freezing me,
I’m unable to move.
The storm is getting out of sight,
I’m too slow to run.
Remember the day I stood here,
It will find you again.
Deep water streams in my soul,
Waiting for the outcome.

My lifeless body is stumbling,
The road is blurred and broken.
It’s hard to find a way out,
Nobody’s here to catch me.
I believe in hopelessness,
It never dissapointed me.
The only way is an untold story,
Roaming through my head.

The sinking flame is exposed,
In a prison of eternity


2. UNTOLD STORY

I’m standing here, where it all began
Thinking of the man, who said again
Don’t seek, just find
But what I find is an endless line
In this night, the judgement’s clear
I see a ghost coming near
He wants to tell me just whats up
I will listen, I can’t wake up

All the words I used to know
Flew away and I’m alone
The ghost tells me to follow
I’m corious whats there

All the words I used to know
Flew away and I’m alone
The ghost tells me to follow
I’m corious whats there

This life began
With fragile feelings
Taking me down, I can’t stand up
I’m fighting and fighting
But I won’t wake up
I’m grabing the line to see something
Something I can’t forget
I hear whispers calling my name
You know I’ll follow

Could it be reality
Could it be the paradise
My eyes are closed but I still see
The ghost in me, my enemy

All my needs, are the weapon to see
The fucking madness within
I see the promise my leader made
To forgive my sin
All the time I’ve been searching me
I didn’t find one thing
I lose my control just to preserve
My heart that’s still breathing

It won’t take long I look forward to see
The final darkness again
Like when I was born I still don’t feel
Your hand that grabs for me

You want to take me with you
You want to have it all
I want to give you everything
I will give you all

Is it what you wanted
Is it what you need

Is it what you wanted
Is it what you need

Drowning in silence I fall into sleep
The moment I lived for arrived
I’m happy I made it, I don’t want to leave
I will follow the light
No place’s like home,the last thing I thought
Before the ghost speaks to me:
“I’ll pull the trigger that’s in my hand
To end this fucking thing”


3. AGAIN, IT CROSSED MY WAY

Sit down and watch the murder,
The sense of independence.
A world of pain or is it a lie?
I can’t blame you for tyranny.
The bridge burns,I can’t go on
Why don’t you give an answer?
My ugly soul won’t save you now,
It’s just empty and lost.

If you can’t see,
The wings are spread out.
You won’t say,
The change made you doubt.
The door is closed,
Painted black again.
Endless redemption,
Awaits my guilt.

The virus of life awakes my blood,
It rushes down, I can’t get enough.
The hope falls on a red floor,
Disturbed by the lifeless.
The dark night of ignorance,
Destroys every part of me.
Driven by madness, consumed by torn.
If that is what you want.

The hand keeps away all my aims,
Crushes down on what I create,
This is too late,dark blooded hate.
Blisters and air are all that remains,
The growing gras of twisted thoughts,
Judges beyond, knows who I am.
I became the dust in your lungs,
Are you able to breath, to receive, my revenge.
The face of fear is a beautiful picture,
Looking straight at my face, to erase all my rage.

New day’s enslaved!
Old tragedy!
Wild growing plants!
Design my ways of life!

Tossing the coin of violence,
To see the price of senselessness.
Is it the judge of brutality,
That made me doubt.

It’s not the dance of minded creatures,
Pulling me down to this black ground,
What is that sound, could it be found?
It’s a special offer to me,
Why do I go, am I alone to see the ground?
What I see is an angel crying,
To resolve conflicts with thoughts, that fall apart,
We are the thunder that calls out the dragon,
To enter defenders of life, could
I survive, the arrival of time.

A monster spoke to me for years,
Why I can’t see the choice that I made
A aim that controls all the light,
Bright shines the dawn.
To respawn what I created,
It takes more than a word.
The silence of loud words destroys all days,
Where I build my goals.

If you can’t see,
The wings are spread out.
You won’t say,
The change made you doubt.
The door is closed,
Painted black again.
Endless redemption,
Awaits my guilt


4. AFTER EVERY SETTING SUN

Cold war on a damaged soul.
Black demons, day by day.
Waking up in a grave of emptiness,
As a part of minority.
Watching the light which provides inspiration,
Thinking of an angel, who became a plague.
The walls are laughing,buried with no way out.
Hell reveals an opened door.

The condition to be petrified, is the basis for contentment.
An invitation to a cold winter, a cell of purified feelings.
Was spoken out by the face of solitude.
Was executed by the crying heaven.
Thrown in a bloody sea
To learn how to swim.

Watching the forest of helplessness,
Swapping life for the moment.
A chamber of lost tears,
Explodes in a few long seconds.
A growing rage wrapped my body,
It made the final step.
There’s still the echo in my head,
That made me moving forward.

The Sleep for hours, with a bleeding wound
To remain the fortitude.
Locked in a tainted cell,
Filled with lunatic thoughts.

Drown, Drown
A shape comes out of nowhere.
Filling out the blind corner.
The thirst of my instincts, revives that blind eye.
Pictures pursuing me,
They bother me everywhere.
They want to be deleted.
four walls and one fearless roof,
below that little castle.
The invisible eye is watching you.
Every move is recorded.
Dusty toys wanna play with your mind.
As you played with mine.
In the shadows, outlines stand out,
It can’t be prevented.
Clouds still crawl on a rainy sky.
The horizon is falling deeper.

On a little island without a sun,
With a hole in the middle

Significant traces on the wall,
They will stay forever.
The masters view is plugged in,
It won’t miss one thing.
No!
No!
The first layer’s dissolved,
The entrails are cold and raw
No!
No!
I began to take of your protecting skin
Skin

My home, my refuge
Is free of you

It’s done, the construction is made,
The plague left the building.
Nothing is twisted, everything’s saved
My master takes the proof.
Leaving my home with bloody tears,
Carried on dirty hands.
A worthy soul with an unsold heart,
Has been taken to hell