1. I LOVE LUCY

She's always with me, always with me

Every night I close my eyes, all I see is you
Either way it goes, my heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new

Just look into my eyes, from the trauma they start to gloss
Stand right the back up forever, it's always fuck the loss
Stand right the back up forever, I walk in with the sauce
About to self checkout motherfucker, I need some help
Every time I look up, reminded that I'm in hell
Fuck getting dope sick, little suboxone just to get well
Just to get well

Every night I close my eyes, all I see is you
(All I see is you)
Either way it goes, my heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new
(It ain't nothing new)

Just look at my eyes, been broken, I'm learning how to stay
I won't run away, won't let you take this weight
Lost my grip but I felt you near in my final breath
I'm not perfect but I'm learning how to do my best
I thought about my grave
Your face makes me afraid
Not of death but I don't know what I'ma fucking break
I let myself escape
Would never heal the same
My soul was yours to take
You're the reason I remain

She's always with me, always with me
My soul was yours to take
You're the reason I remain
She's always with me, always with me

She's always with me, always with me, oh

Every night I close my eyes, all I see is you
Either way it goes, my heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new
Every night I close my eyes, all I see is you
Either way it goes, my heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new