01. Gasoline

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

When I saw that beauty queen
And watched her paint her face on
I wanna be the one unclean
That she wipes her ass on
Wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
She's got nothing but shame
She takes pills for pain
She's got no one to blame
Except for me.
For me…


02. 69 Tea

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost
Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere
Feed me bread and water
I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're bed wetters
I don't care if you are
Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills)
Say you will (say you will) faking ill


03. Fine Again

It seems like every day's the same
and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can't seem to get this through
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I'm not scared now.
I must assure you,
you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now.
And I'm not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything's gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now, and I am fine again


04. Needles

I never seem to find a reason
to let you in again, or forgive you
I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

I never reach my indecision
to let you see again all I give you
I'm sick of feeding your attention,
knowing I never did. I distress you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

Fuck you for killing me
Me.
Fuck you for killing me
Me.

Yeah. Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again
Again.
You're fucking killing me


05. Driven Under

Do you think I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I'm faking now?

Do you know I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I'm faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I'm faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there's nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I'm faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can't go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can't go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…


06. Pride

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it
In time you will
Find it. Maim it. Thrill it and shame it
In time you will
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me.
In time you will

Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
And leave me blind, blind, blind now.
Leave me blind, blind, blind now.

I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to find you
I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to fuck you up

Take me and break me. Rape me. Forsake me.
In time you will
Find me and maim me and thrill me and shame me
In time you will
Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. Hate me.
Well now kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me.

Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
And leave me blind, blind, blind now.
Leave me blind, blind, blind now


07. Sympathetic

And my words will be here when I'm gone
As I'm fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As I'm failing again now, never to change this

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam

And it seems I'm alone here, hollow again
As I'm flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As I'm failing again now, never to change this

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam

The same old feelings are taking over
and I can't seem to make them go away
And I can't take all the pressure sober,
but I can't seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can't seem to make them go away
And I can't take all the pressure sober
(I can't make it go away. I can't make it go away)

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam


08. Your Bore

You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

You always wanna steal the light
By stepping on the ones who fight for you
It's always gonna be the same
Get the fuck away

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me now

Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me


09. Fade Away

I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away

I wanna be there when you cry
And when you're down I'll help you fly
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh

But I'm coming back,
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have
And I'm coming back,
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away


10. Pig

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore? Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
(Yeah)

Have you ever wished for fire to burn away your mind restraints?
Haven't you been for hire or suffered those cheap complaints?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna hurt you anymore? Could it be that we don't have what it takes?

Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away
Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away


11. Fuck It

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can't face myself in a mirror
(I'm left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I'm left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

I guess I like it when we fight
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can't face myself in a mirror
(I'm left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I'm left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

You're out of luck - can't get a piece of me
It's all blown up. Don't even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me


12. Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel right when you're gone away

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel light when you're gone away


13. Sold Me

Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Are you stronger
For cutting me open
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?


14. Cigarettes

They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry, yeah
Making you feel like a hyprocrite
because you cannot lie, yeah

You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you- we wanna be so cool
Just like you

They're hanging you out with their whiskey breath
While leaving you out in the sun, yeah
Making you feel like a hyprocrite because you cannot run, yeah


15. Love Her

I met a girl who hated the world - she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay - tear out her heart, and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness and pain kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face,
and the scratches she'd hide

You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees, she wept on the floor - this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone - she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried - all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried - the rope so tight on the night that she died...

I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness inside

I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness inside

I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness inside


16. Take Me Away

As beautiful as fire,
Against the evening sky,
You feel the lost desire,
I no longer want to die
Take me by the hand,
And see beyond the light
Strip away the fences,
Leave me needing, leave me high

I know you're so, so low
that I can't...

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Leave with all the pain,
You let me see again,
Delivered from my shame,
Now I am lost for what to say.
Cleanse and pure the weak,
I suffer when I dream,
I need to find a purpose,
I need to feel you needing me.

I know you're so, so low
that I can't....

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Pure and weak,
I suffer when I dream.
Cleansed of me,
I suffer when I dream.

Want you to stay,
You take the pain away,
I want you to stay,
I need you here to keep me sane.
Want you to stay,
You take the pain away,
I want you to stay...

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Want you to stay,
You take the pain away
I want you to stay,
I need you here to keep me sane.
Want you to stay,
You take the pain the away
I want you to stay
I need you here to keep me sane


17. Got It Made

So I said this once before
I'm never gonna give you in, no
Not again
Cause I've wasted all I've known
To watch it fade and slip away now
From my hands
What I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends
I don't belong here

Now I hide myself away
I never want to feel again, no
Not again
Cause I faced this all alone
And let it seep and wash away now
It's all the same
What I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends
I don't belong here

And I don't
Never run away this soon
Never run away soon
Never run away soon

Cause what I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends

I don't belong here
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
Like I don't belong
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
Like I don't belong


18. Out Of My Way

Out of my way!
Out of my... way!

I can't pass up this opportunity
To make myself observed
I can't pass up this opportunity
To let myself be heard

Would you... like to... be the one who sees me lose this all?
Would you... like to... be the one who sees me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way

You like to think the worst is over now
But you can't breathe at all
You like to think you're owed a favour now
And you've seen it all

Did you... want to... be the one who pushed me off the wall?
Did you... want to... be the one who let me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way

You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down

I can't pass up this opportunity
To make myself observed
I can't pass up this opportunity
To let myself be heard

Would you... like to... be the one who sees me lose this all?
Would you... like to... be the one who sees me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I'm doing this my... WAY!

OUT OF MY WAY!!!


19. Hang On

Well now I found myself
Wish I was someone else
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could take it away
I hid behind the shell
In time the pain will melt
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

You take it in your way

My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can't control the need
To weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I can't pretend we're the same
I can't pretend we're the same
I can't pretend we're the same

Oh now I found myself
Wish I was someone else
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could FAKE

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

You take it in your way
You take it in your way
You take it in your way
You take it in your way


20. Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore