01. Gasoline

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

When I saw that beauty queen
And watched her paint her face on
I wanna be the one unclean
That she wipes her ass on
Wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
She's got nothing but shame
She takes pills for pain
She's got no one to blame
Except for me.
For me…


02. 69 Tea

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost
Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere
Feed me bread and water
I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're bed wetters
I don't care if you are
Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills)
Say you will (say you will) faking ill


03. Fine Again

It seems like every day's the same
and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can't seem to get this through
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I'm not scared now.
I must assure you,
you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now.
And I'm not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything's gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now, and I am fine again


04. Needles

I never seem to find a reason
to let you in again, or forgive you
I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

I never reach my indecision
to let you see again all I give you
I'm sick of feeding your attention,
knowing I never did. I distress you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

Fuck you for killing me
Me.
Fuck you for killing me
Me.

Yeah. Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again
Again.
You're fucking killing me


05. Driven Under

Do you think I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I'm faking now?

Do you know I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I'm faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I'm faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there's nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I'm faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can't go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can't go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…


06. Pride

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it
In time you will
Find it. Maim it. Thrill it and shame it
In time you will
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me.
In time you will

Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
And leave me blind, blind, blind now.
Leave me blind, blind, blind now.

I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to find you
I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to fuck you up

Take me and break me. Rape me. Forsake me.
In time you will
Find me and maim me and thrill me and shame me
In time you will
Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. Hate me.
Well now kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me.

Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
And leave me blind, blind, blind now.
Leave me blind, blind, blind now


07. Sympathetic

And my words will be here when I'm gone
As I'm fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As I'm failing again now, never to change this

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam

And it seems I'm alone here, hollow again
As I'm flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As I'm failing again now, never to change this

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam

The same old feelings are taking over
and I can't seem to make them go away
And I can't take all the pressure sober,
but I can't seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can't seem to make them go away
And I can't take all the pressure sober
(I can't make it go away. I can't make it go away)

And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I'm falling apart again at the seam
And I'm falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam


08. Your Bore

You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

You always wanna steal the light
By stepping on the ones who fight for you
It's always gonna be the same
Get the fuck away

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me now

Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me


09. Fade Away

I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away

I wanna be there when you cry
And when you're down I'll help you fly
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh

But I'm coming back,
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have
And I'm coming back,
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away


10. Pig

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore? Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
(Yeah)

Have you ever wished for fire to burn away your mind restraints?
Haven't you been for hire or suffered those cheap complaints?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna hurt you anymore? Could it be that we don't have what it takes?

Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away
Take it away ‘cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away


11. Fuck It

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can't face myself in a mirror
(I'm left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I'm left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

I guess I like it when we fight
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can't face myself in a mirror
(I'm left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I'm left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

You're out of luck - can't get a piece of me
It's all blown up. Don't even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me


12. Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel right when you're gone away

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't want feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't want feel light when you're gone away