1. LOST

Lost In my weakness and fears
I fought all the time and lost it all
I threw away all my wishes
I closed my drawer
I closed my drawer
And I wonder
If my loneliness will ever warm my heart

I have no emotions
I have no emotions here
My screams want to reach the stars
I want to run

I'll never belong to you
Belong to you
No never
I'll never be strong like you
So strong like you
No never
I'll never be scared to die
I'm free inside
I fall

We've lost
My wounds are still bleeding
My way has no return

I'll never belong to you
Belong to you
No never
I'll never be strong like you
So strong like you
No never
I'll never be scared to die
I'm free inside
I fall

What you see is false
Everything's distorted
The truth you look for
Has been blown down
What you feel
Is something you can't break
A bunch of fucking lies
Now you know
Those traitor eyes
Now you know how to make your dreams of ice
Choose another way
A life
Without falling down
Now you have your golden crown
Proud to be out before your meltdown
You can open that door
You're ready to die
But not today