1. KICKING & SCREAMING

An original crazy in a world that I've never known
My life is so rearranging
Where you end up
Can you ever know?
I gotta get out
And tear this whole place to the ground

In the night we'll be kicking
Screaming
Pickin' through the pasts remains
In your eyes
A future again
Make me go insane
Where we go
We can never tell
Just take my hand & lead me through this hell

You whispered prendimi ora
I'm roaring take me now
You can't imagine the horror
That you save me from
Somehow

I gonna get out
From under the weight of this world


2. MY OWN WORST ENEMY

Another place
Another face
Forgetting who I am
I'm screaming out to them
This time
It's more than insecurity
A blackout today
Just push me away

So
Who am I?
And is it really just temporary
Or permanent
Look away

So what's the news on the situation
Am I running from myself
A blinding light
I can't see what is real inside of me
what's the truth
I can't believe
I'm my own worst enemy

What could I do?
What could I say?
That wouldn't matter anything
Anyway
I see the way it works
A pattern never lost
I try to make you see
But you wouldn't change a thing

So
Who am I?
And is it really just temporary
Or permanent
Look away
Deny myself again

So what's the use of the situation
Am I running from myself
A blinding light
I can't see what is real inside of me
What's the truth
I can't believe
I'm my own worst enemy


3. TUNNELVISION

Who are you to tell me where I been?
I'm staying underground
Not comin' up again
Tell me why I gotta start & when
I swallow my pride and let it begin

Even though I've known you for so long
It's feels like the first time
First time I met you
Again
I can't live a lie
Or fantasize on
Who you think I am?

Look at me and you reminisce
You're looking back in time
Think about what you miss
You can't hear a single word I say
If it don't sound the same as yesterday

Even though I've known you for so long
It feels like the first time
First time I met you
Again
Facing indecision
Tunnelvision
Won't get in my way

Feels like I'm starting over
One less bolder
One step closer away
Seein' tunnelvision
Indecision
Don't get in my way
Even though I've known you for so long
It feels like the first time
First time I met you
Again
Can't live a life for you to
Cling onto
I must be who I am


4. DANCE ON YOUR GRAVE

A far cry from a perfect life
Your words is just a twisted lie
If I could ask you why your word is such a blur
It'd be a never ending question
Will you ever give an answer

And I know the reason why

I'm gonna dance on your grave
For throwing all my love away
Dance on your grave
You take it all away
Dance on your grave
You're sick and tired
Won't be no slave
Dance on your grave
You took it all away

Broken dreams
Like a taste of fate
There's nothing left to love or hate
Try to cross the line of fire
Pulling hard on me
But I won't play your game no more
Will you ever let me be?


5. CAUGHT IN A DREAM

Alone in this world
In madness I'm floating
I can't find a way to the other side
Long overdue with nothing to lose
Subliminal keys for 2 lives that collide

And there's nothing shown when I close the door
Cause your sticks on bones have broken before

Caught in a dream
Lookin' in from the outside
Longing to be what'll soon set my free
Trapped in a dream
I'm caught on the outside
No one will take me and no one will save me

A new day will come that shows what you've done
Is there an end to this thing you've become
Desperate to find my own piece of mind
Lead on as nothing
Led on as blind


6. AS LONG AS I GOT THE MUSIC

You don't me a thing to me
I got my axe in hand
It's all I need
And what you said don't even sting
I got the open road and my 6 string
Cuttin loose is all I know
It don't matter where I go
Out of luck
No soul to spare
Broke and stranded I don't care
Broke and stranded I don't care

Cause ain't nothing bothers me
Ain't nothing weighing me down
As long as I got the music driving me
Ain't nothing bothers me

I miss out on so many things
All my friends and family
Chasing after all my dreams
Being who I meant to be
The lows are low
The highs are high
It chose me
So I don't ask why
Racing down this unknown road
Broke and stranded I still go
Broke and stranded I still go

The days are wearing me out
But I can't just run away
Cause there's nothing left
I might not make it far
As far as I'd like to be
As far as I can see

Cutting loose is all we know
It don't matter where we go
Out of luck
No soul to spare
Broke and stranded we don't care
Broke and stranded we don't care


7. I'M ALIVE

I have it all
I have nothing
It's all in my mind from another time
But who am I to complain about circumstance
Give me another chance at finding the truth

Cause I'm alive
This love's a fake
Wake up tomorrow
Brand new day
Was it a dream
As real as you seemed
Leaving me without a thing
Cause I woke up with someone else
Not me

All these years have come and gone
In a night
My whole life
I built it all on nothing
Cause I never knew just who was who
Was living with this truth

Cause I'm alive
This love's a fake
Wake up tomorrow
Brand new day
Was it a dream
As real as you seemed
Leaving me without a thing
Cause I woke up with someone else
Not me

I have it all
I have nothing
It's all in my mind from another time
I gotta start over again
Cause every night is just black and white
I'm living with this truth


8. DIRTY POWER

I feel like striking back
I got a bad reputation
Or have you heard
No
I don't feel like coming back
I got a lot to say
You got a lot of nerve

You try to tell me how to live
Don't even give it a try

Your dirty power's not controlling me
And I ain't to blind to see
Don't cast your shadow in my eyes
Don't tell me how to be

In the season of the witch
A new enemy could be your best friend
You fall in love with a crazy bitch
You're gonna know what you end up with in the end

I can't control myself
I got a bad reputation
Or have you heard
And I can't convince myself there's any lessons yet to be learned
I spit in the eye of contention
I spit in the eye of the past
Our unions dissolution
Over now
But nothing lasts


9. LIVE THE LIFE

You look to me and read between the lines
I can't even see what's right or wrong this time

Cause I haven't gone too far
I slip away and see my memories fall so hard

So c'mon
C'mon
C'mon live the life around you
Don't hold on
Hold on
Hold on how it used to be
C'mon

Paint a picture of this place in time
To see the means ti which we know is fine
Bodies burned from every side
And when I close my eyes
There's still no place to hide


10. DREAM FOREVER

All I believe is what I see
Can't feel you anymore
Another day in front of me
Just lying on the floor

Thinking of the things I could have been
Just before I close my eyes
Fall asleep to rid my mind
I close my eyes again

I don't wanna live forever
Stay forever
Feel forevermore
I don't wanna dream forever
Wish forever
Be forever at all

What I want
No what I need
Can't get it either way
Sometimes I even forget to breathe
With nothing left to say
Sitting here by a midnight streetlight
I begin to close my eyes
Fall asleep to rid my mind
I close my eyes again

Who really wants to live forever
When your soul is dying alone
And all the days that pass don't matter
And all the people who care are gone

All I believe is what I see
Can't feel any your judgement
I see myself running through the door
Leading me nowhere running fast
I spiral down
Doesn't mean a thing
A new day's already part of my past
Life is nowhere
It's permanent
Can't say goodbye
And it's killing me inside


11. ONE GOOD REASON

I've been mistreated
kicked down on the floor
I try so hard to get up
But I can't take it no more
Cause you're living in a daydream
I exist in the now
And I got no time for looking back
At the jokers and the clowns
No

You turned your back on me and I lost my faith in you
And now I just can't see what we are gonna do

Give all I have to give to find myself away from this
There's no truth in words you say
So give me one good reason to stay

I'm sick of betrayal
Taking all you can get
You treat my world like your trashcan
Baby
Like a ring around my neck
Never silent but deadly
Stick my head above the crowd
Take your aim
Take your best shot
You'll never stone me down
No

And now I just can't see what we are gonna do
You turned your back on me and I lost my faith in you

Give me one good reason to stay
One good reason to walk away


12. LOST IN THE LIGHT

Looking for a new horizon
Don't wanna live life secondhand
I'll make my own mistakes
find my own way
On my own beliefs I stand
I got a sense of where I'm going
I only know just where I been
I don't need your advice cause after tonight I ain't never gonna see you
Again

Darkness can't pull me under
You know where I'll be found

Lost in the light of what I might find
Of what I might deny
Chasing time of what I might be
Of what I may someday see
I got you right where I want you to be

I'm not looking for a savior
Keep your handouts
It's alright
Are you the man who knows the answer
Or a man who's caught in time


13. WISHING

Life is so far from perfect
Sometimes the plans we make
Don't turn out how we pictured them
Best intentions break
And we all need somebody
To help us see it through
If I could change the way things were and the way things are
Here's what I do

I'd wish the world a better place
Wish a smile upon the lonely face
Wish I could be everything to you
But wishing won't make it true
Oh no

We all have our own fantasies
Of things we wanna see
Sometimes it takes blood
Sweat and tears to make reality
I'd wish the world a better place
Wish a smile upon the lonely face
Help the helpless carry on
And ease your mind till the pain is gone
Find a light in the darkest hour
Take your dreams and give them power
I wish I could be everything to you
But wishing won't make it true

One day we'll wake up and be where we want to be
And all the hard times will be memories

We'll never have the harvest
If we don't plant the seed
I wanna help you have it all
Please tell me what you need


14. JUMPING OFF THE WAGON

Tonight I'm jumping off the wagon
And I ain't getting back on
Somebody call somebody
I need someone to carry me home
Drop me in a whiskey river
Drown me in a get drunk song
Tonight I'm jumping off the wagon
And I ain't getting back on

I'm getting tired of sipping water
I need sip of champagne
For my pain
I need a little something stronger
I need some Jack in my veins

I can't remember what I need to forget
Just wanna cuss and light a cigarette
I try to get there but I ain't there yet
I swear the first chance I get

I'll be jumping off the wagon
And I ain't getting back on
Somebody call somebody
I need someone to carry me home
Drop me in a whiskey river
Drown me in a get drunk song
Tonight I'm jumping off the wagon
And I ain't getting back on

I need to pop a top
I need to twist one off
Don't need no lime or salt
Somebody get me a shot