1. REPULSIVE MISCREATION

Catatonic state of being
Lying in a world of blur
Desecrated human being
Forced Impregnation
Innocence taken by force
Vulgar act of self indulgence
Sickened to her very core
Suicidal thoughts undone

Thoughts of abortion
Conflicted morals
Torn by my religion
Fetus growing inside of me
Visions of this nightmare
Constant flashbacks with me
Unwanted Repulsive miscreation
Defeated me - With rape and sin
Defiled existence - Lacking in the faith of humanity
What will become of my bastard son
Visions of this nightmare
Constant flashbacks with me
Unwanted Repulsive miscreation

Miscreation

Dragged away from public view
Forced to fuck - Against my will
Loss of strength I fear demise
Shame washes over me
Implanted his seed within me
Conceived child of pure evil
Fabricated spiel of lies
Kept hidden within my mind

Within my mind
Within

Vile child I have to raise
Force fed lies of my disgrace
Wretched being will be renounced
Abhorrent unborn runt
Hidden fact of my rape child
Unwanted humiliation
Sickened child is impending
Abnormal childhood

Thoughts of abortion
Conflicted morals
Torn by my religion
Fetus growing inside of me
Visions of this nightmare
Constant flashbacks with me
Unwanted Repulsive miscreation
Defeated me - With rape and sin
Defiled existence - Lacking in the faith of humanity
What will become of my bastard son
Visions of this nightmare
Constant flashbacks with me
Unwanted repulsive miscreation


2. GODFORSAKEN CASTIGATION

Legs spread, weans head, blood shed, giving birth now
Torment, distressed, nightmare, hallucination
Ruptured membrane guts spilled against my will
Born unwanted - Child of my violation
These anguished cries in vein
Left alone here writhing in pain
Scarred with this mental image
Impregnate - In my mind
Fear - Setting in to my brain
Wish I had aborted his wean
Gag - At the sight of my child
Afterbirth piece of shit

Defect birth of the rape child
Aftermath of molestation
Contact ceased because of beliefs
Godforsaken castigation
Disregard the bastard child
Spawned infection no protection
Life of hate and misery
Godforsaken castigation

Cunt - Destroyed by childbirth
Runt - My life is ruined
Lies - We're forced to live them
Sickness - It never leaves
Abandoned by - Her beloved faithful husband
Defiled by him - Sick attack in pitch black
Loathe - Her only child
Hate - His own existence
Scum - We can't escape him
Pure - In no one eyes
Life of misery - Rejected by his own kind
Unforgiven - Condemned action of his father
Forced conceivement penetrated
Despise the life of his legacy

Child born - Worthless - Enslaved - Feels deceit now
Malignant - Offspring - Punished - For her one sin
Unrelented abuse forced upon her
Domination - Truth soon to be uncovered
Vows - Have been disregarded
Powerless for resolution
Wife - Mauled and mutilated
Two black eyes - Broken nose
Cleanse - Out abomination
Structured beliefs overpower
God - Fearing right wing christian
Blasphemous piece of shit

Defect birth of the rape child
Aftermath of molestation
Contact ceased because of beliefs
Godforsaken castigation
Disregard the bastard child
Spawned infection no protection
Life of hate and misery
Godforsaken castigation

Beg - Plead - Kneel - Pray - For absolution
Rape - Child - Forced - Into - Life of punishment


3. MALIGNANT FORM OF INHUMANITY

Forsaken by my family
Stabbed and beaten forced on my knees
Vulgar action overpower me
Life of misery
Disgusted by my existence
Kept in darkness blood stained mattress
Subject of my fathers outbursts
Inhumanity
Lacerated - Fresh veins exposed
Blade serrated - I wretch at the sight of gore

Twisted - Nature of my father
Beaten - Abused he's not mine
Victim - Of rape violated
Pleasure - Of rape its all mine
Malignant form of inhumanity
Living with the lie - Stick it in his pie - Rupture
Malignant form of inhumanity
Putrid form of life - Vicious as my wife - Take it
Worthless - Offspring - Glad you're not mine
Broken - Possessed - By hatred
Subject - Denounced - Through his childhood
Disgraced - Condemned - One last time

Sickness swells with every swing
Within these walls I am the king
Narrow escape from a coma
Subdural hematoma

Molests me - Strangulate - Black out from the pain
Violate victimize sodomize innocent gleam in his eye
Impending - Rejection - Disfigure - Pathetic son of lies

Falsify this imperfection - Keep him hidden from reality
Falsify this imperfection - Secrets hidden from the realms of social interaction

Lived alone with this constant nightmare
Hold my breath and pray for mercy
Benediction pray goes unanswered
Falls on deaf ears
Tremble at the sound of his footsteps
Reoccurring daily beatings

Twisted - Nature of my father
Beaten - Abused he's not mine
Victim - Of rape violated
Pleasure - Of rape its all mine
Malignant form of inhumanity
Living with the lie - Stick it in his pie - Rupture
Malignant form of inhumanity
Putrid form of life - Vicious as my wife - Take it
Worthless - Offspring - Glad you're not mine
Broken - Possessed - By hatred
Subject - Denounced - Through his childhood
Disgraced - Condemned - One last time

Disgusted by my own father
His sadistic captivation
Deluded by his subconscious
Systematic acts of evil
Disregarded by my mother
Raised by lies and suffering
Pleading for my own salvation
Systematic Inhumanity


4. ENGINEERING RETRIBUTION

Distorted vision - Wipe the blood from my eyes
Subject of abuse - Will I survive?
Son - Force fucked
Arse - Hole is seeping
Cocks - Red Raw
Anal rape is my pleasure
Where is my saviour - The one that I pray for
Give me my freedom - I will survive
Scar - His face
Cut - To disfigure
Wounds - Will heal
Internal - Thoughts left mangled

Helplessly call within these walls
Psychological
Rot has set in - Forced to loathe him
Overpowering stench of hatred
Contemplating my own demise
Why should I suffer
Engineering retribution
I am not done

Plotting my evasion
Cut from captivation
Bringing forth damnation
Suffer my wrath
Blinded by the vision
Of my first Incision
Cut with sheer precision
Grave revenge

Fuck - Your - Rape creation
This - Will - Be your nightmare
Exposed the truths of your wrong doing
Cleanse myself from impurity
Protesting for my injustice
My day will come
Imprisoned in the family home
I'll butcher each like they're my own
Preach to me that I'm not your son
I'm not your son

Bleeding - Needing - Medical
Attention
Lie there while I make you
Suffer - Take it - Domination
Punished
Worthless piece of wretched
Scum

Knew I would kill you - Horrendous thoughts engraved
Envision torture - Through your demise
Roles - Reversed
Purge - Take my revenge
Going - Insane
Killing you will be a pleasure
Silence the terror - Rape child is kept enslaved
Hateful obsession - Fed by his lies
Defiled
Stripped of purity
So vile
Physically scared by my father

Helplessly call within these walls
Psychological
Rot has set in - Forced to loathe him
Overpowering stench of hatred
Contemplating my own demise
Why should I suffer
Engineering retribution
I am not done

Thoughts of mutilation growing stronger with each swing of his fist
Stimulation by the passion of the pain and suffering inflicted by my father daily
Focused on my retribution

Blurred Vision
Of my nightmare haunts me
Decisions
Of my father taunts me

Blurred Vision
Of my nightmare haunts me
Decisions
Of my father taunts me

Plotting my evasion
Cut from captivation
Bringing forth damnation
Suffer my wrath
Blinded by the vision
Of my first incision
Cut with sheer precision
This will be your end...

Engineering retribution


5. CONSUMED BY HATRED

Escaping from this insanity
Sickening acts that he has done to me
Terror hidden within these walls
Fathers at his weakest while my mothers being punished for the torture and abuse he forced upon me
Daylight burns on my skin as I break free from the shackles while the fresh air fills my lungs with hope of vengeance

Anger boils under my skin
Vein pulsating with pure hatred
Voices haunt with grotesque visions
Consumed by these psychotic thoughts
Prey on weakness worthless creatures
Frenzied by the constant reminders
Murder flows with every victim
With each kill my guilt ebbs away

Isolated
Miscreated
Desecration
Ravished at the thought of his death

Actions consumed by his ignorance
Arrogance impairs his vision
Torture slaughter I am forced to kill them
Loath each victim
Lust each martyr
Twisted nature defect childhood
Pungent stench of rotting carcass
Screams of horror cherished as I bludgeon
Loath each victim
Lust each kill

Each kill

To murder and to kill
Certain to perish when
Stalked for my release
Of venom and hatred

Hallucinate I am homicidal
Sickening act that I will do to them
Execution so delightful
Slaughter feeds my anguish as I push the knife deeply inside
While I strip the carcass of their falsifying hide
Organs start to rupture as I twist the blade around inside
Disembowel their torsos as they hang with pride

Anger boils under my skin
Vein pulsating with pure hatred
Voices haunt with grotesque visions
Consumed by these psychotic thoughts
Prey on weakness worthless creatures
Frenzied by the constant reminders
Murder flows with every victim
With each kill my guilt ebbs away

Isolated
Miscreated
Desecration
Ravished at the thought of his death


6. SERVANTS OF ENTRAPMENT

Fabricate so elegant
A plan to hunt and slaughter it
Fantasies of the torture
Flash so clearly

Stalking out the family home
Captured her, she was alone
Gagged and bound she made no sound
Silence!

Flashbacks force the rightful bloodshed
Set my eyes and lust to kill
Mother will be my first victim
Servants of entrapment

Years of abuse gone unnoticed
Turned his back on your own blood
Scarred for your life, turned a blind eye
Through my fathers endless torture

Servants of my entrapment
My will be done
Servants of my entrapment
Worst has yet to come

Resistance prolongs your suffering
Gagged, you're forced to endless misery
Tormented by your own flesh and blood
First incision feeds my adrenaline

Thrust the blade in deeper
Feel my pain and anguish
You stood there during it
Feeding my adrenaline

Suffer at the hands of god
He'll watch you while you lie in pain
Victimized of his own sins
Rightful torture
Father forced to witness acts
Committed by the bastard son
Remind him of the horror done in his own home

Your flesh boils as flames penetrate
Bones char, flake away
Feel your veins pulsate

Inspiration for this carnage
Rabid I am craving gore
Savage I will slaughter you
For being such a fucking whore

Desecrated by my blade
Your body lying there twitching
Knife embedded in your skull
Father you are next!

Muscles spasm with pain
Gripping tighter, nails tear
Welding your flesh to the chair
Slit you open, final execution

Pull back your head with force
Incision peels back the scalp from your skull
Tear back your pale white flesh
Satisfied, your pain is pleasure to me

Years of abuse gone unnoticed
You stood there during all of it
Hold you closer and watch your agony
Colour drained from your limp carcass
Purified through your own suffering

Servants of entrapment!


7. THE VILE EXISTENCE

Your bone fragments I will scatter
Your brain matter I will splatter
Vulgar instincts uncontrollable
Father I defile
Grinding of your bone and flesh
Skin peeled back I will not rest
Hacking at your helpless body
Father I will ravage

I am the vile existence
Elegantly I will slaughter
Eliminate my diseased father
Say goodbye to my old life
Cleansed - From years of torture
Free - From years of abuse
I am the vile existence
Freeing you from your sins
Father I am your saviour
Blackened walls surrounds this nightmare
Basement - Fills with torturous
Sounds - As I mutilate

You watch her bleed out in front of your eyes
I will take each of your worthless lives for my - Revenge
Lust as I torture and maim you with my blade
Body turns cold with the truth of my actions relentless my hatred takes over

Kept in darkness - Stripped and bound - Blindfold tightens
Helpless victim sealed your own fate corrupt father you will suffer
For your sins against a child your subject to a taste of torture
Lacerate - Strangulate - Tear your flesh
Victimized demoralized decapitate you while alive
See the fear within your eyes salvage your head for my prize

Carving deep amongst your veins
Blinded by a spray of blood
You pull tight against your chains
Father I defile
Trousers pulled down to your ankles
It's your manhood I will mangle
Dick cut off nothing will dangle
Father won't defile

I am the vile existence
Elegantly I will slaughter
Eliminate my diseased father
Say goodbye to my old life
Cleansed - From years of torture
Free - From years of abuse
I am the vile existence
Freeing you from your sins
Father I am your saviour
Blackened walls surrounds this nightmare
Basement - Fills with torturous
Sounds - As I mutilate

Deafening silence down here
Pathetic father chained down
Fulfilled my oldest dreams now
Time has come to take your life

I will - Take your - Life now

Standing over your body
Prolonged your pain enough now
Listen intently for your
Death rattle

Driven by my instincts as I rip the blade across your throat
Decorate the room with blood - As I'm cutting through your flesh
The murder of my tormentor - Brings me satisfaction
Left to bleed out in the cold


8. RITUAL ACTS OF MALEVOLENCE

Palms are sweating, fantasizing
Smell of the blood - Reminiscing
Visions of their brutal murder
Turn me on - Skull fucking my dads head
As I begin to ferment at
The mouth - Like an animal
Visions of my sickening passion
Thoughts of death I'm - Weak at the knees

Panic - Sets in - My crime has been witnessed
Eyes glare - At me - In darkness
Chased down - Hunted - My spree has not ended
Tied up - Captured - In my basement
Hands are shaking uncontrollably
Ritual acts of malevolence
Focused on my weakened victim
Ritual acts of malevolence
Bludgeoned - Hacked up - Witness will be silenced
Hands tied - Eyes plead - No remorse
Killing - Instinct - It is overwhelming
Your corpse - Will be - Left on display

Blood sprays over
My face as I
Bathe in your
Human fluid
Waste
Human fluid
Waste

The urge to kill's been haunting me
A vision of pure fantasy
I'll butcher in my unique way
Teeth knocked clean out - Flesh cremated
Picking at your molten chunks
Swigging bucky from the monks
Body dragged into my trunk
Limbs are cut off - Heads my trophy
Heads my trophy

Wipe clean the knife
Smear his gut on my clothes
Sickening acts
They always haunt me

Decorated by the slaughter
Clothes are stained - With brain matter
Hammer reigning down upon them
Bones broken - Life has come to an end
Desecrated parents carcass
Pain and torment I carved in them
Blade meets bone and snaps within them
I relive their brutal murder

Panic - Sets in - My crime has been witnessed
Eyes glare - At me - In darkness
Chased down - Hunted - My spree has not ended
Tied up - Captured - In my basement
Hands are shaking uncontrollably
Ritual acts of malevolence
Focused on my weakened victim
Ritual acts of malevolence
Bludgeoned - Hacked up - Witness will be silenced
Hands tied - Eyes plead - No remorse
Killing - Instinct - It is overwhelming
Your corpse - Will be - Left on display


9. SELF CREATED ABYSS

Trapped within a living nightmare
Caught amongst my putrid sins
Live my life in pure disgust
Parents butchered, bodies buried
Spill the blood of my own kind
Feel the pain as I die inside

Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted
Flashbacks of my actions haunt me
Self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror
Mutilation
Morbid truth I cannot hide from
Got to face the consequences
Visions of the blood I've spilled
Doesn't seem real

Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them
How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come
Endless agony - Having to endure - My action
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss

Voices eat into my brain
Rotting mind is now corrupt
Screaming screeching of their souls
Lucid figures looming over
Their presence forms the darkness
Their existence dilutes my mind

Commanded by the mass infection
Lead through life by their deception
Exploited misconception
Wretched - Display - Of the - Puppetry
Waste of skin I'm forced to sin the voice they wont lie to me
Hanging over every day they curse my soul in every way
Suffering this wrath upon me pain is sure to be eternal
Wretched - Display - Of the - Puppetry

Awoken in an ice cold sweat
Dreams blur into reality
Grotesque image of the slaughter
Witness the knife plunged into him
Sordid actions forced upon me
Voices drive me to insanity

Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted
Flashbacks of my actions haunt me
Self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror
Mutilation
Morbid truth I cannot hide from
Got to face the consequences
Visions of the blood I've spilled
Doesn't seem real

Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them
How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come
Endless agony - Having to endure - My action
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Last
Escape from this nightmare
Repressed childhood memories
Escape from the voices
Dark passenger controls me - Forcing me to kill again

Red mist forming - Killer is reforming
Dark passenger taking over - Forcing me to kill again


10. CONFESSIONS INSCRIBED

No escaping from all my sins
No escape from misery - No turning back the hands of time
Suicide's my only option - Should have been put for adoption
I don't want to die alone - With the witness I've deboned
Return my parents to their home - End my life here with my own
Life - Not - Worth - Living alone
With - The - Thoughts - Of my torture
Drag - Them - Down - By their ankles
Head - Kicked - Down - It's a toe poke

Pull at their flesh as I scribe my confession
Struggling to remember if it's their, there or they're
Corpse used as canvas - Expressed through incisions
Regret flowing through me - A life of bad decisions
Flesh is taught - As I carve it
Confessions inscribed
Knife expresses - All the horrors
Confessions I slice
Flesh is taught - As I carve it
Confessions inscribed
Knife expresses - All the horrors
Confessions I slice

Tortured raped and punished child - I did not know how to smile
Locked away for days on end - Weakened body can't defend
Pleasure taken as I killed them - Haunted by that voice again
Driven to insanity - Knew I'd have my way one day
Bridge
Mother Father I am sorry - Only child has destroyed you
Mother Father I am sorry - Forced into this hate filled life

Pull at their flesh as I scribe my confession
Struggling to remember if it's their, there or they're
Corpse used as canvas - Expressed through incisions
Regret flowing through me - A life of bad decisions
Flesh is taught - As I carve it
Confessions inscribed
Knife expresses - All the horrors
Confessions I slice
Flesh is taught - As I carve it
Confessions inscribed
Knife expresses - All the horrors
Confessions I slice

Mother Father I am sorry - Only child has destroyed you
Mother Father I am sorry - Forced into this hate filled life

Butchered - Mangled corpses lay before me
Feel remorse for my actions - Mangled corpses lifeless stare
Fumes of burnt flesh fill the air - Mangled corpses lay before me
Charred bones cracking under their skin - Mangled corpses lifeless stare
Maggots feed on puss filled boils - Flesh fermenting weeping oils
Blood congeals in blackened crusts - Flesh displays my misery
Nauseated by infection - Flesh fermenting weeping oils
Open wounds will tell my tale - Flesh encrusted

Drag their bodies by the feet - Knot tied tight to hang the meat
Father left and mother right - Pale white flesh the rope grips tight
Noose pulls tight the ends in sight - Veins erupting under pressure
Body hangs between them deathly - Silence

Violently body twitches - Gasping for my last breath
Gravity crushing wind pipe - Die with no regret