Schizoid (NIC) : Liver

Thrash Metal / Nicaragua
(2013 - Self-Released)
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1. THE SLOTH

Darkness my past, destroying my present, future unseen
Envelops my dreams, eating away, at the good man I’ve been
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
I sense revulsion, aversion, an odd antipathy… loathing

Awakens an oddity to walk the world of the dead
Revealing a message of secrecy for all that’s still unsaid
Trigger the apathy, disconcert remnants of pain
Darkness that swallows reverence for those I’d like to claim

No bloody communication, next to a silent enemy
Agent of evil and betrayal and irreverent blasphemy
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin

As far as I can see, the past is not done with me
Truth shows its ugly face to end all uncertainty
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin

The dark seduces the will of man, like a black widows’ kiss
Enshrouds the day and encircles the sun, in a total eclipse
Lowers my head, blackens my eyes, undoubtedly controlling my Fate
Within my asylum, mind control that refuses to dissipate
Buried cemetery lying still, godless vulnerability
The sloth swallowing my mind and soul lethargically

Turning and twisting to besiege grasp of the bitch
Loosen its grip, surrounding my neck, stone cold witch
Passive aggressor, your time has come to pass
Out to find deliverance leaving nothing up to chance

Throughout my life been criticized, I’ve been held in Contempt
By those who wouldn’t even make the slightest of an attempt
A future in shambles, my world would seem to fade
Not until all who have wrongfully scorned their equally Repaid
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
All I sense is revulsion, aversion, an odd antipathy

No bloody communication, next to a silent enemy
Agent of evil and betrayal and irreverent blasphemy.
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin

As far as I can see, the past is not done with me
Truth shows its ugly face to end all uncertainty
In love and hate there is no absolution
Agony, triggers the pain of my evolution

Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
Trigger the apathy, remnants of pain
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
All I sense is revulsion, aversion, odd antipathy… loathing


2. VERTEX

Blackened, darkened places of the mind
Darkest of reaches we have set aside
Far from the surfaces that we hide behind
Convinced there’s nothing left from which to hide
Surgery to peel away the skin
Establish that your hollow from within
Truly the image of inadequate
Bury all memories, a future to create

Barren, empty, cloaked in hopelessness
Place of quiet ‘n’ constant lightlessness
Robbed of life, meaning, and allusion
Sloth I left behind was only an illusion
Driven to forget your departed stare
Surmount your death to end the nightmare
Blood now frozen, my thoughts entwined
On the path less taken in search of a sign

Got to find my way again
Probing footholds in loose terrain
Won’t deny that our differences
Are what brought about this belligerence
Full offensive to leave the vertex
Riding a spearhead towards an apex

Uncover a truth, only time will tell
Of how you rose and rampantly fell
I, the lucky one, to have to deal with you
Uncertainty, desertion, all that would ensue
Your sudden death relived in me a monster
Alcohol induced, in search of the hereafter
Not a fixture on my imagination
Death, hope, the rise of my reflexion

Got to find my way again
Probing footholds in loose terrain
Won’t deny that our differences
Are what brought about this belligerence
Full offensive to leave the vertex
Riding a spearhead towards an apex

Distance an ally, rewards the path I’m on
Pushing me headlong, away where I belong
Destruction, redemption, vengeance on my mind,
War machine a march to leave it all behind
Bury the past, be a little bolder
One must die to grow a little colder
Nothing to show, it came to an end
Uncovered the truth, entombed another friend

Got to find my way again
Probing footholds in loose terrain
Won’t deny that our differences
Are what brought about this belligerence
Full offensive to leave the vertex
Riding a spearhead towards an apex


3. SUPERCRITICAL

Chaotic movement, friction, collision, reaction
Fission differed, maximum condition, rejection
Uncontained chain reaction critical mass surpassed
Energy driven monster reaching its supercritical mass

Displacement, supercharged to escape criticality
Avoiding extinction to elude all normality
Revolting under suspicion evade changes that deform
Or returned to find your run-of-the-mill typical human form

You have a talent for the theatrical
Faking the supercritical
The game does not come natural
Soul crusher I was just collateral

Gun type fission weapon exact a nuclear blast,
Demolish the ego that feeds on some imaginary caste
Unstructured, out of fuel, subcritical your veracity
Usurper super nothing feeding off others is your reality

You have a talent for the theatrical
Faking the supercritical
The game does not come natural
Soul crusher I was just collateral
Soon your time will come
Aware of what you’ve become
Your fall has been so evident
I’ve no respect for the dissident

Subcritical is your normal state, un-sustained is your Reaction
Below sub-standard reality, void of action
Holding on with all your will, driven by money and status
Distorted is your state of mind…you defeat us

Weakened condition… red… collapsing unto yourself
Face to face with treason and the emptiness that befell
Compromised positions unearthed by your betrayal
There is no guilt when willfully you have failed

You have a talent for the theatrical
Faking the supercritical
The game does not come natural
Soul crusher I was just collateral
Soon your time has come
Aware of what you’ve become
Your fall has been so evident
I’ve no respect for the dissident

Supercritical
Supercritical
Supercritical


4. MOCKERY OF WORD

Warped by conceit and the lack of humility
Wrapped in distrust, the lies of humanity
Killing me slowly, draining my pride
Wasting time in the peak of my prime
Words of love, words of pain
Only the numbness remains
Truths and lies are all same
Worsen the pain of those they maim

Words of hate, no words to heal
Unmask the truth, the mockery revealed

There lies a balance between peace and war
Serving the mockery to even the score
Lies that would right the wrongest of wrongs,
These are the words on the tip of your tongue
The mockery´s purpose to guide the lost
To win the battle at any cost
To every man his particular doom
The sums of debt he must assume
Words of hate, no words to heal
Unmask the truth, the mockery revealed
Words of hate, no words to heal
Unmask the truth, the mockery revealed

Single out the mockery on which you feed
Holy persuasion, you knew where this would lead
Through the window inside the asylum
In a darkened refuge lost in delirium

Locked away, in the company of galileo
Wrongfully condemned, forced to go incognito
Forced fed the mockery, I stand corrected
Something in me died, no longer rejected

God and the devil are one in the same
Possessing power to heal or lame
Lost in discussion, dealing out blame
While church and State make good on their claims
Your message distortion dispersed
Your thoughts like daggers the meanings perversed
This is the mockery of words
Cursed elation, sermons of pain

Words of hate, no words to heal
Unmask the truth, the mockery revealed
Words of hate, no words to heal
Unmask the truth, the mockery revealed


5. THE DEVIL'S SERVANT

Mind control, inhalation
Priming your mind for thought sedation
Leaving no pain but a feeling of impotency
Feeding your fears of co-dependency
“Devil’s breath”, my free will inhibited
Normal to all, yet rationally demented
You think you are in control
Till the devil tempts your mortal soul

Mind control, inhalation
Trapped in this hallucination
Following orders with childlike confidence
Raped my will, total incompetence
Wholly vulnerable to your suggestion
I wont remember this possession
No resistance you have taken it all
Mind, body, and soul, decadent fall

Mind control, mind eraser
Drug related thought suppresser
Devil’s breath controls the slave
I’ll decide how you behave

Mind control, inhalation
Mind destroyed, blood-devil infusion
Evil intended wholly cognitive
Out of control, there is no alternative
Gained my loyalty, dropped my guard
Chemically changed, permanently scarred
Devil has pitted man against man
Theft, betrayal, an exploitation plan

Mind control, mind eraser
Drug related thought suppresser
Devil’s breath controls the slave
I’ll decide how you behave
Mind control, mind eraser
Drug related thought suppresser
Devil’s breath controls the slave
I’ll decide how you behave

Stumbling, not unlike the living dead
Deathlike, your numbing spirits in my head
Frozen, incapable of being changed
You are my dementia, am I deranged?
Fallen, am I close to collapse
Distraught, a condition of relapse
Absent, will never be myself again
For good your slave to constrain

Stumbling, not unlike the living dead
Deathlike, your numbing spirits in my head
Frozen, incapable of being changed
You are my dementia, am I deranged?
Fallen, am I close to collapse
Distraught, a condition of relapse
Absent, will never be myself again
For good your slave to constrain

Mind control, inhalation
Stranger’s clever conversation
Coercive persuasion, the tormentor
Zombie in me is now your soldier
Reaching for my thinking cap
Will I live to endure this death trap?
Stranger will you release this abductee?
From the merciless effects of the poisonous tree

Mind control, mind eraser
Drug related thought suppresser
Devil’s breath controls the slave
I’ll decide how you behave
Mind control, mind eraser
Drug related thought suppresser
Devil’s breath controls the slave
I’ll decide how you behave


6. IMPRISONMENT

Here you find yourself.
Passing freely amongst the living, functional
Operate instinctively, borderline correctional
Hiding in shadows, concealed in reality
Ruin contained, the epitome of normality

What’s the meaning of this?
The archetype, the standard, of all humanity aside
Weak, aspect driven, your eyes will decide
Wave upon wave of blame and attrition
Forthcoming your eradication

Enclosed on all sides, imprisonment,
Subdued, suppressed mind detriment
Stored away, rage restrained
The will to kill has now been drained

Now you trapped inside.
An epoch of moral division, socially defined
Rancid humanity, filth driven here confined
Common treachery amongst all men
At war with my race since time began

Enclosed on all sides, imprisonment,
Subdued, suppressed mind detriment
Stored away, rage restrained
The will to kill has now been drained
Enclosed on all sides, imprisonment,
Subdued, suppressed mind detriment
Stored away, rage restrained
The will to kill has now been drained

You are the prisoner, bent on self-reward
Tired from fighting, an unwinnable war

A product of what you see, built to un-impress
Reinforced bastion, to dwell in surreptitiousness

Break the walls down
Take down your crown
Dead night cometh
Steal your last breath
Ends with your death
Break the walls down
Take down your crown
Dead night cometh
Steal your last breath
Ends with your death

Entombed on all sides, imprisonment,
Subdued, suppressed mind detriment
Stored away, rage restrained
The will to kill has now been drained
Entombed on all sides, imprisonment,
Subdued, suppressed mind detriment
Stored away, rage restrained
The will to kill has now been drained


7. THE PRODUCT

Cloth, the symbols, my oppression
Army, high rises, silent repression
Weight of your god is on my shoulders
Weight of the dollar is making me older
Filling my veins with guilt and suspicion
Blood runs cold with conceit and derision
It’s constant hypocritical bombardment
Pay your tributes, show your commitment

There can be no viable end
When you find they´re unwilling to bend
There are no words to heal the scars
Your end beheaded or pinned to a cross
Exposed, demeaned before your peers
Pray that I can pay off my arrears
The product, the wealth, patriarchs of gold
House wins, your life you fold

Devil that guides my thoughts
A product the cloth has wrought
Profits in gold for prophets of pain
None-the-less saints they remain
Feel the hand… feel the weight
The weight of the world on your back!
Bend the legs… bend the head
While the back of your neck goes crack!

Pluralism will not be tolerated
Monotheistic regime created
God forbid you hadn’t with to pay
Beware an early grave you lay
Leave behind this submergence
Search your own resurgence
Do not wait for revelations
Strengthen your own foundations

Devil that guides my thoughts
A product the cloth has wrought
Profits in gold for prophets of pain
None-the-less saints they remain
Feel the hand… feel the weight
The weight of the world on your back!
Bend the legs… bend the head
While the back of your neck goes crack!

Taught to accept the truth
Confess in a wooden booth
Look for corporate heaven
Political submission

Worn-out tired speeches
Theft and internet breaches
Reveal the truth behind
A society resigned

Taught to accept the truth
Confess in a wooden booth
Look for corporate heaven
Political submission

Worn-out tired speeches
Theft and internet breaches
Reveal the truth behind
A society resigned

Exposed self-indulgence and extortions
Massive bankrolls and secular perversions
Corporate fraud and party decay
Causing the sheep to stray
Their shamelessness, no regret
Fallen idols, ill-beset
The product, the end, chaotic society
Depraved and deprived, a collapsed deity

Devil that guides my thoughts
A product the clothe has wrought
Profits in gold for prophets of pain
None-the-less saints they remain
Feel the hand… feel the weight
The weight of the world on your back!
Bend the legs… bend the head
While the back of your neck goes crack!

Devil that guides my thoughts
A product the clothe has wrought
Profits in gold for prophets of pain
None-the-less saints they remain
Feel the hand… feel the weight
The weight of the world on your back!
Bend the legs… bend the head
While the back of your neck goes crack!


8. WALKING AMONGST YOU

Moved away, left behind a big empty
You died and something died, emotional lobotomy
Somewhere, where my world stopped turning
Where everything ended and I stopped thinking
Perturbed by a severe exodus
Began with a bang, faded to silence
Was your ass a small price to pay?
Integrity, distrust, the price?

Revelations, it’s evident you have a price
Puzzle of silence, sneaking and lies
Self-respect for humiliation
Spirituality or immorality

We are the ones who see it through, endure
One of the few, walking amongst you, remain
From the ashes rise, the ill-fallen, respect
Rather die almighty, than live long in shame

Escape the vertex, my lowest moment
The mockery complete, the lies been spoken
Yellow moon gives way to day
With no regrets, sloth falls to ground
Consumed, banished, dumb-found-dead
Shortsighted fool, so easy to bed
Was your ass a small price to pay?
Integrity, distrust, the price?

Revelations, it’s evident you have a price
A puzzle of silence, sneaking and lies
Self-respect for humiliation
Spirituality or immorality

We are the ones who see it through, endure
One of the few, walking amongst you, remain
From the ashes rise, the ill-fallen, respect
Rather die almighty, than live long in shame

Are you only in it for the money?
Sacrificial souls of wealth and honey
Sold out to yourself before I came
All your life is just staking claims
Is it just survival of the fittest?
Nothing this ass can’t get me?
Out of control your aspirations
Cut short by your obtuse nature

Revelations, it’s evident you have a price
A puzzle of silence, sneaking and lies
Self-respect for humiliation
Spirituality or immorality

We are the ones who see it through, endure
One of the few, walking amongst you, remain
From the ashes rise, the ill-fallen, respect
Rather die almighty, than live long in shame

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