1. APOSTASY

Inner hatred
Death in your eyes
Splitting up
Mortal fight

Cursed to creep
Degradation
Suffer in truth
Scorn, betray

Never ending pain
Oppressed by a power
'Shut up and follow'
This is now the past

Come down, feel the truth
Be yourself, find your own soul

This is what you're
Searching for
Damned belief
Damned faith

Changed the season
Saw the reason
Fucked it up


2. DROP DEAD

Shatter the thoughts
Of a dangerous step
Respect my mind
Don't need you now

This is the end
Of your way
Your own fault
Don't want you now

Drop dead

Feelings control my mind - crack up
Can't think what I wanted to - crack up

There's no hope for my life being rescued - crack up
The bough broke, it's too late

Drop dead
I crack up

What do you want to reach?
I just want to see ya burn!!!


3. DISILLUSIONS

Went back to the roots
Found what I sought
This was eternal hate

In a mental cage
Infernal bliss
The antagonist
I wanted to find
Eliminate
Crucify
Destroyed my mind
Couldn't stand this crap

I am now what I'm not

Bleeding - Screaming - No one sees me dying

Ruin the vision

Of living in this chaosphere
Don't understand
The meaning of being fortunate

Feel the pain
Listen to it
Can't stand no more
Fucked up my brain
Lost my intellect
Saw my life
Passing by
And always feeling pain

Went back to the roots
Found what I sought
This was eternal hate

Then I thought it's time

To forget
Living this way


4. ERASE

I hope your life
Will soon reach the end
I don't believe what
I got to do now

You'll suffer
Till the end
No way out
Die

Face down
Smashed down
Blood on my hands
Fractured skull

Why don't you just
Shoot yourself
No one likes you
No one needs you
This is not the end
This I swore

Destroyed
My life
You did
What I'll do

Face down, smashed down
Hate in my eyes, death to my enemy


5. STILL ALIVE

Imagine yourself in a burning coffin,
And still alive Your lungs are full of dust,
Your heart is cold as ice
Like a dead flower in the waste land
Like a lamb under the butcher's hand

I saw the light at the end of the final tunnel

It was darker than an empty battlefield before war
You know I felt like this.

I felt like a visible tombstone
But now I'm free I'm riding to hell and I feel free on the big highway

You have nothing
You've never understood what I wanted to say or what wanted to fee

You've destroyed my thoughts for a moment You've killed brain cells

But now I'm free of strings and my time machine can fly away
Fly away darkness, darkest night
I live in flames


6. QUINTESSENCE

(Instrumental)