1. THE CORE

I took a hard road
To my inner core
It made me pass things like
You would never want to know

All faces turn shapeless
As I walk through my soul
Dusty mirrors of self-hate
Rusty chains for me to break

I only wanted to feel my core
I only wanted to hurt nomore

Love is nothing if all doors are closed
Hate feels better when all hope is gone
I wore my grief as it could save me
I locked the door and threw away the key

The first step is the hardest
Someone said long ago
Now it seems like those days are
Long gone and without a name

In the ruins of my past self
I write a better story to tell
I open my once blind eyes
and see for the very first time

I only wanted to feel my core
I only wanted to hurt nomore

Love is nothing if all doors are closed...

Lost nights of black cold
Without reaching out to you

Love is nothing if all doors are closed
Hate feels better when all hope is gone


2. MY BURNED PARADISE

The flames I saw once grow higher
Have all turned to snow
Flowers withering before my eyes
Still I thought they would grow

I should have known that my
Peace lies in the eye of the storm
I should have seen that my
Future starts when I let go

Closed eyes that see
Once more

The change of the heart
Challenges the dark
To lose its grip over my lost soul
The hope I knew,
Once lost, now new,
To rise me again like that bird once burned

And all those years
I cried in silence
I reached out for my
Burned paradise
And all those times
I tried to feel again
In my reflection I
Saw someone else

Time has turned some dreams to dust
On this road I once chose
Rivers of pain - they all look the same
Though they lead to the unknown

I should have known that my
World is bigger than it seemed
I should have foreseen that
Beneath the snow its evergreen

Closed eyes that see
Once more
Blind eyes that see
More than before

The change of the heart.


3. COLD BLACK SNOW

Once you said
We live in a dream
Once I believed
Now those dreams are dead

I can never promise
That my world will always stay the same
I could never tell you
All the lies that covered up this game
I never dreamed
That my way would lead to you
I could never see
That the dark would cover up the truth

Just close your eyes
And you will see
(when it's time to let go,
When it's time to let go)
A land hidden behind
Your beautiful disease
(covered up in cold black snow,
covered up in cold black snow)

I never promised
That my world will always stay the same
I could never lie to you
Though they made me play their game
I never dreamed
That my way would lead to you
I was so blind I saw
All but the truth

Just close your eyes
And you will see
(when it's time to let go,
when it's time to let go)
Your world was no more
Than a dream
(covered up in cold black snow,
covered up in cold black snow)

It was all just a dream

Just close your eyes
And you will see
(when it's time to let go,
when it's time to let go)
Your world was no more
Than a dream
(covered up in cold black snow,
covered up in cold black snow)


4. CHAOTIC DREAMS

Evenings they turn to gold
With the sun they fall
The moments of our precious lives
An eternal call

Will you grab your chance of fate
Or will you walk along
The only road you've ever known
The one that leads to nowhere

Follow me to the lands of
Chaotic dreams
Where only you could ever
Hold my keys

With time our hearts get old
Withering past loves
Those ones that never made you feel
Like you have found home

Will you grab your chance of fate
Or will you walk along
The only road you've ever known
The one that leads to despair

Follow me to the lands of
Chaotic dreams
Where only you could ever
Hold my keys
Cut these ropes for me
Let me breathe
Together we'll learn to be free
Fly away from here

Once you said
We'd never be apart
Once you said
We'd never lose our hearts

Follow me to the lands of
Chaotic dreams
(Once you said)
Where only you could ever
Hold my keys