1. STRUGGLE WITH YOUR CONFLICT

As a tormented child with broken wings
Turned into a man with struggles and shattered dreams
Certainly can not escape what I've become
My struggle feels real I'll turn the gun

It's in reclusive silence I'm in this box
My words will remain unspoken thoughts
My life my wishes my sacrifice
My personal failure is my own demise

My struggle with conflict holds me down

Dreaming of a life that doesn't exist
Dreaming of the past I can't resist
Unvarying nightmares keep haunting me
Relentless mental suffer and agony

Set my mind free and my restless soul
With each passing day the pain will dull
Injustice I've received and will not endure
My purpose in life feels very obscure


2. BENT TO KILL BY YOUR BELIEF

The day will come you will rebel
Against your God oppressor of hell
Falsified deity whose hate remains
Lawlessness in death suffers in pain

Bent to kill by your belief
Killing at will rejoicing in grief

Watching alone in complete silence
Centuries of wrath desolated ambience
Preaching deceitful words of salvation
Dooming the souls to eternal damnation

Bent to kill by your belief
Killing at will rejoicing in grief

Your religion's based on tyranny and lies
Books of scriptures seeking your demise
It's the church you learned to hate so much
The deceiving truth you will face as such


3. LOUDEST SILENCE

At this point my mind's down in a hole
My sick body declines to stay in control
Refusing to make the same blunders and mistakes
Over and over I will do what it takes

I can feel the built up violence
I can feel it in the ambience
I can hear the loudest silence
Loudest silence killing me insane

Looking for the answers staring straight at the wall
The emptiness I feel is my real eternal fall
Noises in my head feel much stronger than my greed
Something I don't desire, want nor I need

The walls are closing in
Suffocating me inside
Ravaging my mind
deemed to dangerous
Pushing down on me
I can’t change the world
Stopping at the threshold
Of my insane imagination

I can feel the built up violence
I can feel it in the ambience
I can hear the loudest silence
Loudest silence killing me insane


4. OUT OF THE ASHES

Locked away a hint of light
In the corner of the world
Nothing to do time stops
The waiting grows old
Somber thoughts unanswered
Calls will cross your mind
I won't be the only one You
Will leave behind

Out of the ashes
Silence and stillness all that remains
Out of the ashes
The reign of power each life proclaims

Last hour deprivation to run and hide
As the clock ticks away it's time to die
Your death's so near lose signs of hope
At dawn you will hang high from the rope

Out of the ashes
Silence and stillness all that remains
Out of the ashes
The reign of power each life proclaims

Raging fires, smell lingers up in the air
Charred bodies, ashes and bones, life was unfair
Close your eyes, darkness descends it is defying
Time begins the slow process of dying

Out of the ashes
Silence and stillness all that remains
Out of the ashes
The reign of power each life proclaims


5. DEAD ON ARRIVAL

Tired of the system kicking me around
The time has come to stand my ground
Tired of the system holding me down
I’m walking away never to be found

Turning the gun in the direction of my head
Slowly and dangerous walking close to death
Pulling the trigger without a reason why
Killing myself leaving dissatisfied

Toeing the line to the beat of the snare
Watching life with a thousand miles stare
Feeling uneasy the unstoppable abuse
Spinning in my head still very confused

Dead on arrival alive in the asylum
Will have to solve my new problem
Over again from the bottom

All I've ever done in my life was wrong
For I've been that monster all along
The truth lies buried within my mind
It's only eternal moment lapse of time

In my horizon the sun is never out
Seems like ages under a black cloud
You know my face but don't know my heart
Not knowing what to say never a good start

Dead on arrival alive in the asylum
Will have to solve my new problem
Over again from the bottom

Dead on arrival alive in the asylum
Will have to solve my new problem
Over again right from the bottom

This old road that I have traveled
Has led me to insensate trouble
The subversive mind of a rebel


6. WICKED ONE

Hailed northern prince of evil
Enshrined since medieval
Instilling despair at night
Rejoicing aloud outside

Ruler of the hordes
Spat on the sacred cross

Alone in the land of emptiness
A growing plague, a pestilence
Displaying hatred and wrath
Way to the left hand path

Master through the centuries riding his steed
Sinister God shining through his evil deed
Bow down to - to thy one that makes you bleed
Ashes and dust will carry his seed across the sea
Wicked one apostle of hell God supreme

Belial


7. DARK PAST

Full moon sleepy town
Menacing burning down
Never speaking of the past
Questions never to be asked

Looking over my shoulder
Shadows keep getting colder
Clamping my teeth together
My life is ruined forever

Blood runs cold through my veins
Mayhem keeps running in my brain
Hatred is seared in my conscience
Victims laying down unconscious

Feel them hiding in the dark
My memories tainted in black
Never look into their eyes
Staring straight to my demise

Seduced into a falsehood sin
The deal will remain sealed
Living my life as an outcast
Reminiscing on my dark past


8. EYES COLD AS ICE

Today seems like another perfect day
I will pull the trigger away
Spraying bullets everywhere around
One by one bodies hit the ground

Keeping dark my most regarded secrets
Darker and hidden without any regrets
There's no reason why to be concerned
Soon they will have to learn

I am seeking your demise
I hear you begging plead and cry
No matter what you do nothing will suffice
I keep staring with eyes cold as ice

Do not worry about stupid morals
Annihilation of the innocent immortals
Keep them shouting through the ensuing chaos
For centuries the system has betrayed us

No one can explain
the reasons why
Why would those in power
will always lie

13 will forever be the lucky number
13 are the victims of my rage and anger


9. PATH OF DESOLATION

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