1. INNER HELL

All that I am, is everything I despise
All that I feel, is everything I dislike

every morning feels so painful
every night I dream of rescue
can't you see how I am suffering
well I can see how you are smiling

so many lies, are hidden behind blue eyes
life is a game but, I don't roll the dice

welcome to my inner hell see how I'm under your spell
see the beast that you made
welcome to my inner hell find out the things I can't tell
share my thoughts and my dreams

The lack of self confidence, the heart you crushed and burned
no one can realise, the hell that burns inside

every morning feels so painful
every night I dream of rescue
can't you see how I am suffering
well I can see how you are smiling

Now I look back, the life I forgot to live
No going back, there's just too much I've lost

welcome to my inner hell see how I'm under your spell
see the beast that you made
welcome to my inner hell find out the things I can't tell
share my thoughts and my dreams



2. CUTTING ME OUT

Stand down captain,
you're not in charge
field is empty and
time has stopped still

like my raging mind
and I'm not the only kind

I've lost my chance to grieve
It's taking this piece of me
Can't you see my eyes which shout
I am cutting me out

Foreign force had cut
the string, no chance
to settle for peace
not enough image
to cure the disease

Emptiness of cracking dawn
in shame I'm gonna fall

whispers which I hear in my head
are telling they are making me dead

I had to pull you under
Remorse was just a word on cover
Deep down I know it's wrong
It's just that (What's going on)

Life sucks I know it well
guess you wish me to burn in hell
without the shadow of doubt
I am cutting me out


3. TAKING OVER

Let's fucking go!

This world doesn't revolve around you,
but hey man! Who the fuck cares, if your world ends!

Taking over is what I'm doing
Lack of respect is what you're missing
Burn your life, I don't care
But when it's others it's your time to fear

Hey motherfucker! What's your problem?!
Touch me and I'll make you bleed
Don't care if I never be freed!
I don't care if I never be freed!
This lesson you will need

Hate! So many times again [Again!]
But where will it all lead [Lead!]
Shattered reality [Reality!]
Unmattered, broken.
(Is you...)

Parasites live by others, and you're not far from that!
See the trail of desperate cries you've left
And know that the end of this road is me!
End of this road is me!
This lesson you will need.

Taking over is what I'm doing
Lack of respect is what you're missing
Burn your life, I don't care
But when it's others it's your time to fear!


4. WON'T BRAKE

Inside my head, where the voices don't rest,
where the demons awake, is a place I can't take

I won't brake and I won't hate, I won't brake for my own sake
I fall no tears though I will fear

I lay, my rest now, I have no force to stay up
I've tried, my best now, it's time for me to fade out
these feelings, I carry, I have no time to worry
these feelings, I carry, I don't know how to be sorry

I still recall, the things you've done
but I'm not the one, to fire the gun

I lay, my rest now, I have no force to stay up
I've tried, my best now, it's time for me to fade out
these feelings, I carry, I have no time to worry
these feelings, I carry, I don't know how to be sorry


5. FALLEN TOO MANY TIMES

Hoping for help, "I wanna help you!"
But you're not here, you're there.
Leaning for someone, I don't care,
I just need someone to guide me.

Fallen too many times, (Too many times I've tried!)

I wanna feel, wanna touch and laugh but no!
I feel I'm cursed, cursed or just forgotten,
Useless waste, of human flesh, no place to go but home

Don't know the meaning of the word blessed,
born to fly through the scenes of life,
But what's the purpose, what's the use?!
Hoping for help, wanting for death...

Fallen too many times, (Too many times I've tried!)

Hoping for help, wanting for death...

I wanna feel, wanna touch and laugh but no!
I feel I'm cursed, cursed or just forgotten,
Useless waste, of human flesh, no place to go but home

Fallen too many times, (Too many times I've tried!)