1. EXIT

Now it's time to breathe
Your first breath
Welcome to the real world
No longer are you held down
By these imaginary boundaries

The time is now

Can you hear me?
Can you hear me
Looking down at the earth?
Is when you call yourself King

That's when you call yourself King


2. DELIRIUM

See? I told you
You can't love a monster
You can't even look me
Straight in my eyes
Why are you afraid?
Does the simple thought of my
Being alive make you pray for the exit?

I am a monster
I'm not sick
I am the disease

I have
Fallen in love
With the
Feeling of

Being filled with all this toxic
Being filled with all this toxic

I am numb
My vision spiraled into cycles of darkness
What I've become
Is something more than I thought I could be

In order to find the truth
You must make the questions
To become more than a follower
You must make the answers

The answers


3. VAIN WORDS FROM EMPTY MINDS

Waking up on the other side of the sunrise
My diolation will stay the same
I've grown accustomed to these cold winds
Sending shivers down my back

This is how I live
This is how I will die
You can tell me I'm sick
I still think you're full of shit

My serenity is in the empty half
Of the hourglass
And when the time runs out
I will turn the tables

We are no different than the ones you stand by
On the outside
The differences between you and I
Lie inside

A life
Consisting of a constant high
At least I'll always know
That I'm alive

At least I know I'm alive

When will you realize that you take all this too seriously
Live life by the owl's call
Fuck the ones that try to tell you how the system breathes
Live life by the owl's call

My serenity is in the empty half
Of the hourglass
And when the time runs out
I will turn the tables

It's so sad to me
The worst part of you
Took away the best part of me, away the best part of me
I used to tell myself
That I would never become someone else,
But I thought I told myself
I was going to be somebody

It's not coincidence
Things played out this way
I know you had this planned from the start

Luckily for me
I can see right through you now

I can see right through you now


4. BRIDGES

Tell me again how my life should be
My eyes don't see the way you see

Why does my mind play all of these tricks on me

Yes, I know now
My decisions
Have led me down this path with no escape
Your nightmares
Are only my dreams
This is home now, at least that's how it seems

Have you ever walked with one who wanders

This is forever

For so long, I've been searching for
The other half of my heart
But now I see, the other side of me
Isn't quite who I thought I was

I am so lost
Inside of my own head

Tell me
Who do you think that you are
Walking over others' bridges
Like you built them yourself

You
Ruined me
You
Took it
All away

Now stay gone


5. LOST PAGES

[feat. Becka Graham]

This, this is your moment
So take your first step through the door
This is what happens when you ignore
The ones who say dreams aren't worth fighting for

Every mistake
Every single moment of regret
It can all be left behind
If you have the strength to let go

If you have the strength
To let go

I know that the hours seem like days
With my heads in my hands I beg
For my peace,
My peace of mind

I see as
The days pass
And I see
You forgetting
My face and
It hurts so much
I cannot explain
How much I wish
This would go away

Do you see
The way that things could be
Or do you only notice
The way that they are

I was lost
In a place with no light
And somewhere down this path
You turned away, away, away

I'm wondering where you've gone

I'm wondering
I'm wondering
I'm wondering
Where you've gone

I'm wondering
I'm wondering
I'm wondering
Where you've gone

This will not be
The last time you see me
I promise

This will not be
The last time you see me
I promise


6. MY CANCER

To be honest, the truth is I’m afraid
I fear losing the only thing I’ve ever held so close

The fact is you never cared
Half as much for me as I did for you.
No matter what you say,
You’re filling your head with lies

Telling yourself you’ll be here,
When you’re not anywhere to be found

How can you just close your eyes
And pretend I’m a ghost,
When I am haunted by the thought of you

To be honest, I wish I was like you.
I wish I could forget these memories
Did you not see me falling down
Into endless shades of grey
You watched without taking a step

I just wish you could disappear
But maybe I’m the one who turns to smoke
Maybe this is my destiny
Maybe this is my destiny


7. CANDLE

I am not afraid to let the world know
You ripped my soul from my fucking chest
I have opened my eyes
Only to see you are my enemy

The candle is burning out

Is there any escape?
And if there is, can you show me the way?
I don't want to play this game
I just want to disappear
And if you take my hand
Well I can show you who I really am
Wave away to all the pain
Were bringing all the light back

This candle is burning out

You put the blame on me
To take the weight off your burden
Someday you will see
You can't escape fate

Is there any escape?
And if there is, can you show me the way?
I don't want to play this game
I just want to disappear
And if you take my hand
Well I can show you who I really am
Wave away to all the pain
Were bringing all the light back

The reason
You are alone
Is because you left us all behind
I know
That you know why
We turned our backs for the last time


8. THIS HOUSE

This house is an empty home
The thought process of an abandoned child
Left alone to sort out all the answers
To questions he has never heard

And when he falls asleep
He cannot dream
It is only a fantasy of a brighter place

Only a figment of a taunting imagination

(Let the sleep last forever)

How do I seem to fall to the floor
Hopeless and broken
Every time that I convince my mind
The other side is sunshine

I'm so sick of letting myself
(Letting myself, letting myself)
Be a victim to your bars and chains
I let myself walk away from who I was
Just to see if you could love me
And all I found
Was this empty path
Left alone
To walk on my own

A nightmare
Is only inspiration


9. STORIES THROUGH STORMS

Well here we are again
Same song, same dance
Will this day ever not replay
Stuck in a cycle
Known as the only way

Why won't you open your mind
Everything they told you was all a lie
There's nothing wrong with your eyes
What you see is simply
The other side of the spectrum
The other side of the spectrum

It feels like everything
That you say to me
You're trying to force feed
Down my throat
Give it your best shot
I know I will not
Let your words be believed

Everyone that I ever
Have put my trust into
Has let me down except
The ones I consider blood

I'd stand through any storm
Just to show you that I'll never leave again
And that nothing could ever take me away
The stranger in the mirror
Has gone forever
And for the first time, for the first time
I know who I am now
No matter how much it hurts


10. EXIST

I can see it in your eyes
You're becoming invisible
Do you even exist?
Do you even exist anymore?

I can see it in your eyes
You're becoming invisible
Do you even exist?
Do you even exist anymore?

Do you even exist anymore?
Do you even exist anymore?
Do you even exist anymore?
Do you even exist anymore?