1. TURANDOT

From my high tower
Made of lead
I watch the princes falling
Into my gilt fortress
I celebrate their sad sacrifice
Wrapped up in hate
My precious ornament
To honor her lost innocence

Alone
Dancing with my trophies
Into the persuasive sound of your pain
This is my dwelling
Nobody could never open
Its marble portals never

(Fino al sepolcro
Fino al silenzio
Fino alla fine di ogni regno
Mai nessuno mi avrà, mai)

Till the grave
Till the silence
Till the end of every reign
Nobody will have me
Till the grave
Till the silence
Till the end of every reign
Nobody will have me, never

The only love
That makes my heart throb
Is the scent of their blood
Flowing incessantly
Each loving glance
Is a mortal challenge
That will come back to you

Till the grave
Till the silence
Till the end of every reign
Nobody will have me
Till the grave
Till the silence
Till the end of every reign
Nobody will have me, never


2. DUSK DANCE

Seeking solitude
I’m looking for myself
The noise of the world
Deafens me
The laughter of a child
Remember me everything I lost

I’m tired of all
I cry
And nobody hears me

I’m at the bottom of a tunnel
And there’s no air
I can breathe
I look at myself and I’m horrible
I watch everything
I’ve built just soft foundations

I hate the noise
I’m looking for my own space
Something that can marginalize me

I would fly away lightly
Feel everything around me
Moving away
Stroking as fast air
Crumbling slowly but surely
And eventually disappear
Looking like what I really feel
My body disposes all of the disappointments alone

I want to dance
Where there’s no light
To resemble more and more
A melody I do know
Is the only one
Who really understands me

I’ve lost
Everything that I wanted
And my life is a sham
That wears me out

I want to dance
Where there’s no light
To resemble more and more
A melody I would be ethereal
And evaporate among the indifference of people


3. MY LAST MURDERER

A distant memory
That’s all you are for me now

A bad memory
Though when I told you
“I love you”
I was honest
And I could really loved you forever
And I wanted

Sheets soiled with blood
My lifeless body in your arms
I saw my soul leaving
Detached from my body
Flew away
It could watch the horror
That I couldn’t understand
Innocence is dead

I would have wanted run away
But only to reach you
To be able
At last to touch
Even as you were posted
Yet there I was
Embraced by you
By my blond murderer
Irresistibly beautiful

(Beautiful to me
That I had not seen you in
I had not yet touched your heart of ice
Locked by your mouth
Sweet as love
But brutally cruel as the hate)

You are my last wicked murderer
You deserve my eternal hate, liar!

When my eyes were getting ready to close forever
They saw something in yours that they didn’t deserve
It was not worth bleed for you
It never was worth it but I understand only now
Innocence is dead and my hopes with it!

So I clench my fists
Grit my teeth
And scream to high heaven to give me
The strength to hate you more every day
Because you deserve it
I won’t ever let anyone else
Make me feel
Pain like that
Pain like that


4. SILENT LAKE

In the last night
A solitary star dances
In your deep waters
Reflecting my soul
Enchanted by the warmth
Of your body
Your hands are a fortress
Where I want to be chained

My heart is trembling
With each beat it begs you
Don’t forsake me
Over the silent lake
Throw in the dark my damnation
Let rise my dream again

Each day
That keeps me away from him
Cruelly invokes my fear
That lives in deep and ancient abysses
Ready to drag me down with it
In the middle of a black solitary lake

I’ve seen my purest part flying into your lips
And coming back to me full of life
Wallowed by a breath of you

Bind yourself to me
You must be mine

I’ll not remain humiliated
In this foreign land
Blinded by the emptiness that devours everything

The black lake will wait
For me in vain


5. RESTLESS RAIN (IL RUMORE DELLA PIOGGIA)

Everything’s so calm and quiet
That’s how it should be
The hours pass quickly
I don’t wonder if I’m happy
In this silence questions are scary

Voglio struggermi col frastuono assordante
Essere travolta da un’onda
Di piccoli frammenti
Che mi infondano un lieve dolore benefico
Essere risvegliata dalla passione
E godere del frutto
Di una mente perversa
Sentirmi uguale a quella sensazione
Che l’acqua irrequieta impazzita impersona
E sapere che sei tu
Poterti in fine avere in quest’onda
Di sofferenza e felicità ineguagliabile

And I desire a sudden violent rain
That wakes me up because
Of its mesmerizing pit from this peace
That scares me to death
I desire a sudden violent rain

I want to feel again that caress
Suddenly stripped away
But not fast enough to avoid the madness
I desire to jump in this storm

And I desire a sudden violent rain
That wakes me up because
Of its mesmerizing pit from this peace
That scares me to death
I desire a sudden violent rain


6. MY DARKEST SEASON II

I’ll keep on living
Close to this silence
Looking my life flowing
Under my eyes
When I taste our memories
I know my past was not just made of tears
Then I ask to myself:
Is right to live this way
Giving everything to receive just indifference

Feeling this eternal pain
For someone who has forgot yet
I can say I’ve lived
My darkest season

When I taste our memories
I know my past was not just made of tears
Then I ask to myself:
Is right to live this way
Giving everything to receive just indifference

Hope’s loss has corroded you
Anything but pain
And nobody to share it
All this will remain the same
There are no words to make you feel

Feeling this eternal pain
For you who forgot yet
I can say I’ve lived
My darkest season
My darkest season

I can say I’ve lived
My darkest season
My darkest season


7. TESTAMENT

I’m dying looking at the sky
My eyes towards the light
Nobody could taint my wings
I know what means
To die for love
To protect a dream

My warmth protected
My fragile soul

I have no regrets
I loved till the end
With my last breath
I bless my angels
My cold kiss forgive
The crows died at my feet

I’m here now
I’m just a ghost
In the morning light
All the pain is just fading fog
Next sunrise will see my heart beating
In each thing you love
I come back home

Life has been just an immense scar
Healed with death
I’m serene now
I feel warm arms holding me
I come back home


8. SUSPENDED IN A SPIRAL

(I feel strong)
Whenever I feel like this
After all
My mouth hints a smile
I look out my window
I feel stronger
I feel I can decide
My mind runs away
While all the others are not working
(Death becomes more and more a conviction in my head)

A jump and I stop thinking forever
A jump that will show everyone
What I’ve never been

I leave them all the mistakes
I feel stronger than ever
I grow more powerful
I choose
There will be no tomorrow
I’ll leave everyone asking questions unanswered

(At that moment I’ll be right
It will be given a meaning
For any behavior that I had
I upset everyone with what they fear most
My satisfaction comes to the maximum degree)

I stand firm
But I have a thought
What if no one cares?
What if it won’t be noticed?
It can’t be true
But that’s so actual in my head

I can really see that before my eyes
In the darkness of my room
This deprives me of my courage
Makes me feel even more vulnerable than before

(So I understand that this act won’t make me stronger
But this won’t make me stop
Thinking about it
Every day will be what I would not live
If I did that
So I lock up in my room
I fix my window again and hint of a smile)

I feel strong
I feel strong
Am I strong?
I feel strong
I feel strong
I feel


9. AMNIO

There’s no way to follow
There’s nobody who could forsake me
There’s no despot dream
There’s no home waiting for me

I believed
I hoped
I lived

My universe of broken dreams
Is the matter of my bones
I will wait each single day
Without fear
Without regret