1. REBIRTH

I give up
I keep this gloomy stare in me
His eyes break through
My mind looking for the truth
I’ve chosen to sail
Without a rudder
In this cruel lifestyle
I need to guide into my head
Reborn to avoid
Dying in this pain

While my world falls down
He deepens my wounds
I stand my pain with false prayers to nowhere
Feeling of disgrace
Colours my dark trail
I don’t feel reaction of this attempt of saving me

Right here, right now
I hear his steps so loud
The light of sun
Submerges me in life
White dressed staff
Welcome my birth
In the middle of sunshine
Whisper my name
Sense of regret
I think I’ll never be reborn again

Now he’s disappeared
Sweating blood and tears
Only a change in my brain
Could me make forget about him
Now my blood is free
Thirst of agony
I can still hear his steps
Over my head and resist

In my loneliness
Light shines in the end
I have changed a cage
For another one in my head
Open gates of fate
Things to maturate
I respect my life
Although I don’t find any sense

Something’s going to break
Deeper in my head
Closer than I see


2. DESPAIR

Maybe it isn’t worth
Searching for the purpose
Of this life
Of this existence
The questions that occur
They hit my head until I’m down
Can’t go on
Wondering every dawn

Is this a normal life?
Trying to escape from my dark side
Suddenly I see it all clear at last

You are here to behold
To undergo
You are here to behold
This grieving storm
Like a newborn crying with
The first light in his eyes
Cause he knows what this life is
Cause he knows what this life is for

Forget these stupid words
From those misleading all your hopes
Life is life
Don’t try to drive so far

You are here to behold
To undergo
You are here to behold
This grieving storm
Like a newborn crying with
The first light in his eyes
Cause he knows what this life is
Cause he knows what this life is for


3. CYCLES

Don’t lie to me with your tricks
This spiral can’t be real
Don’t try to look behind
This time I will leave

Remind me who you are
I wonder when I’ll die
The last time I met you
You looked into my eyes

Before this cycle starts
I’d like to rest in peace
God wants to set me free
While I look to the sky

I feel the change arrives
I only have my cry
Help me to find the light
Why should I step outside?

If I could see
My future in a wheel
I could never believe
The cycle starts
My life again has cracked
Fate is waiting for us

Fear of my destiny
I can’t go on like that
This nightmare comes again
I'm the axis of this life

I always try to explain
The reason of this hell
I’m a captive in this circle
Cold, dark and bleak

If I could see
My future in a wheel
I could never believe
The cycle starts
My life again has cracked
Fate is waiting for us

A hole in my mind
A fracture in time
A scream in time
I’m writing my life
My life is made of threads of time
Can never remember who I am

If I could see
My future in a wheel
I could never believe
The cycle starts
My life again has cracked
Fate is waiting for us

If I could see
My future in a wheel
I could never believe


4. RAIN OVER MY TEARS

Cannot avoid this
My regret’s just mine
They left a void here in my life
Wish I was near you
Wherever you are
Walking the fields of death with you

I’ll have to settle
For you in dreams
For eternity you’ll be with me
Leaving my life
You passed away
Filling my voids
Leaving my life
I still can hear
My story
Reflections of you
My reason to be

Memories come up
Sounds of sea arise
Inheritance from my regret and pain
Still can feel you here
It feeds my affliction
The rain wets my tears in this hole called life

I’ll have to settle
For you in dreams
For eternity you’ll be with me
You passed away
Leaving my life
My story, my reason to be

I’ll have to settle
For you in dreams
For eternity you’ll be with me
Drown in my tears
You passed away
Only pain seems real
Leaving my life
Alone for years
My story
You were my reason to be
Reason to be


5. H2SO4

Wastes of past life
Your hate goes revived
Bitter thoughts
Break into your mind
Your rage spreads so fast
Like poison in a glass
Never cry
Never cry

And I try to see
Your thoughts within
Just a glass bubble made of dreams
Your weakness shines
But you can’t cry
Cause violence is your lifestyle
If your heart breaks
You are to blame
You’re so destructive to yourself
An acid gaze, a silent place
A chance to see your character

Your greed to constrict
Everything I build
Time decides, acid runs
Through your veins
Years to realize
You try to arise
From your bed
Full of roses’ thorns

And I try to see
Your thoughts within
Just a glass bubble made of dreams
Your weakness shines
But you can’t cry
Cause violence is your lifestyle
If your heart breaks
You are to blame
You’re so destructive to yourself
An acid gaze, a silent place
A chance to see your character


6. OH, MY CROSS!

Years of decay waiting for my moment
Losing the chance I left behind
Keep your beliefs despite what others tell you
Don’t override your peace inside

Oh, my cross
The shield of my life is my cross
I feel I stand back from the tricks
It’s my reaction on decline
Indoctrination brakes me…

Behold myself and see a generator
A wailing heart about to fail
Don’t criticize the love you’re begging for
Hide in your cross until you die

Oh, my cross
The shield of my life is my cross
I feel I stand back from the tricks
It’s my reaction on decline
Indoctrination brakes me so hard…

Behold myself and see that cross means all to me


7. AN OCEAN BETWEEN US

Look at that star
Lonely in this blue
As I realize
It shines the same for you
Distances produced
By the shocks of sea
Make me look behind
And see again your eyes

It’s a lack of faith
You desire me
There is a whole sea
Sown of silence

Closer than you see
Deeper than you feel
Dweller of my head
I am my own slave

It’s a lack of faith
You desire me
There is a whole sea
Sown of silence

(A lack of faith
A silent sea)


8. DUST AND DAWN

Feel me slowly as I fade in
Falling into spaces
That are so sacred
Within you

Sinking so deep
Trying to reach
All the motions in you

Slip into the tears
Into the shades of mine
Losing my silence
Across this quaking night
Now you are whispering
As the night’s coming in
Could never sleep
Until this breaking dawn

Hold me cause it’s something inside me
The eyes are open
I’m losing in them
All my fears

Breathing through skin
Sighs are melting
All the motions in me
Out of control

Slip into the tears
Into the shades of mine
Losing my breath
Across this quaking night
Now you are whispering
As the night’s coming in
Could never sleep
Until this dusty dawn

Slip into the tears
Into the shades of mine
Losing my silence
Across this quaking night
Now you are whispering
As the night’s coming in
Could never sleep
Until this breaking dawn


9. HOPELESS

Tired of all that is around me
Afraid of life’s darkness and strives
Trying to reach another surface
With my wings between my hands so trapped…

I come away
Try to show us
That your life’s not only pain
That hope could change your dark side
Begin again
Although it hurts you
All this time will disappear
And with it the things you love

So estranged from what I have been
Isolated from outer life
Darkening all my directions
With no will to choose
To live or to die

I come away
Try to show us
That your life’s not only pain
That hope could change your dark side
Begin again
Although it hurts you
All this time will disappear
And with it the things you love

When our existence fades into decay
So inexorably will mourn
As we’re no more than falling leaves
Taken away by the cruel wind

Oceans of life I’ve crossed
In solitude
At the end I know
We all, we all die alone

Oh, hopeless soul
Let me attain your pain
When you’re aching
Don’t be afraid
If you do
Take my hand
If you cry
And fly away
From all this death
Embrace me in death


10. IN FREE FALL

Unlock my life
Sweating my hands
Shivering possesses my mind, my body
Fever closes my eyes, invades my being

Feeling like being thrown
From tragic heights again
Only a hand left on the edge

Falling against the stream
Undone my open skin
But all my scars will speak for me

Take me higher than all my senses
Help me stop the pain
Time is squeazing me
Whip me, infect me as you wish
Fill me entirely
Every drop of me
Choke me, heal me
Embrace my innermost understanding
Help me move forward
Elevate me

(Giving myself
To your immortality
But unexistence)

Feeling like being thrown
From tragic heights again
Only a hand left on the edge

Falling against the stream
Undone my open skin
But all my scars will speak for me

Feeling like being thrown
From tragic heights again
Only a hand left on the edge

And for the grief I face
If it’s my cross to bear
I know I’ll stand until the end


11. REMEMBRANCES

Look at me
This sea of memories
Touch my skin
And see all that is beneath
I’ve seen a hundred risings
I’ve lived to see them fall
I’ve seen it all

But as the days now wither
Rain pours down again on me
And though I’ve been forgotten
I shall remain always here

I’ve been so far
In search for the light
Within my mind
Remember nothing is in vain

After these years
Blessings and sins
I am released
The moments lived now seem so faint

My old hands
So tired of writing
Letters to people already dead
Near to the gates of death
About to knock on them
I know I’ll live

I’ve been so far
In search for the light
Within my mind
Remember nothing is in vain

After these years
Blessings and sins
I am released
Tears dry as days seem to fade

After these years
I’ve been released
These memories
Are all I’ve been
And as I leave
I am in peace

Rain hits my skin
Light pearls the air
Fears left, tears dried
Now I remember a timeless essence
My soul enlightened
I know I’ll live
When rain hits your skin

My spirit ascending
I am one with the light