1. LOSE MY COMPOSURE

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
I got a third degree burn from the devil on my shoulder
So when the dream dies
I'll be tongue tied
No I won't cry
Bury this pain inside
But when I'm too kind
Rewind on good times
That's when I

Lose my composure
Can't believe the dream's over
Why would I bury this pain inside?
Promise I'm keeping your name alive
Lose my composure

They say that distance makes the heart grow fonder
I guess wherever you are, you're not in pain any longer
You're not chasing down a star on the boulevard
You must be a galaxy away from the trauma
But when I think of how hard you tried
And never said die
That's when I

Lose my composure
Can't believe the dream's over
Why would I bury this pain inside?
Promise I'm keeping your name alive
Lose my composure
Lose my composure

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
I got a third degree burn from the devil on my shoulder
So when the dream dies
I'll be tongue tied
No I won't cry
Bury this pain inside
But when I'm too kind
Rewind on good times
That's when I

Lose my composure
Can't believe the dream's over
Why would I bury this pain inside?
Promise I'm keeping your name alive
Lose my composure
Lose my composure


2. WISH YOU THE BEST

I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts

Green eyes are gone
Can't fall asleep
I'm moving on with what's left of me
I'm waking up
From this fever dream

We watered the flowers with gasoline
Now everything's dying in front of me
I fell in the fire
I love you but I'll never say so

I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts
I only wish you the best
Blurt it out like a curse
Yeah I'm still so obsessed
Over this four letter word
And I know I'll never forgive you
But don't wanna forget
I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts
I only wish you the best

Hold on to lust
Hold on in vain
Pictures of us
Keep me in pain
I'll turn to rust
If you let me stand inside your rain

But we watered the flowers with gasoline
Now everything's dying in front of me
I fell in the fire
I love you but I'll never say so

I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts
I only wish you the best
Blurt it out like a curse
Yea I'm still so obsessed
Over this four letter word
And I know I'll never forgive you
But don't wanna forget
I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts
I only wish you the best

I only wish you the best
Wish you the best
Wish you the best
Wish you the best
I only wish you the best

I only wish you the best
Even though you're the worst
And when I'm feeling depressed
I miss the way that it hurts
I only wish you the best


3. CONCRETE CLOSURE

We fell apart
And you're too afraid to say it
Yeah, you made your mark
But your fingerprints are fading
Now we're fighting the clock
Living under a rock
Why say we're something we're not?

Don't wanna lay the blame
We're circling the drain
There's nothing to explain
Quit standing in the way

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
But you're the one who keeps the door wide open
To emotions underneath cemented here with me
Can't keep my head afloat, holding your heart of stone

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
You say you're looking for some concrete closure

We're going numb
We could drag this out forever
Till we're skeletons
But we still won't be together
Should I stop the withdraw
And answer your call
Or just throw my phone at the wall?

There's nothing to explain
Quit standing in the way

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
But you're the one who keeps the door wide open
To emotions underneath cemented here with me
Can't keep my head afloat, holding your heart of stone

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
You say you're looking for some concrete closure

This happens every time
You say you're ready
But you never draw the line
Your heart is heavy
And it's weighing on my mind
The earth is shaking
You don't move at all
I'm bracing for the fall

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
But you're the one who keeps the door wide open
To emotions underneath cemented here with me
Can't keep my head afloat, holding your heart of stone

You're looking for some closure

You say you're looking for some concrete closure
But you're the one who keeps the door wide open
To emotions underneath cemented here with me
Can't keep my head afloat, holding your heart of stone


4. MEDICATE ME (FT. DAYSEEKER)

Dressed in all black like the reaper
Way she go down I could keep her
Digging this grave little deeper
When I resurface wanna see her
No we don't live in the past
Live in the moment you know it don't last
Trading the trauma to get me a plaque

When it's over we just leave the lights low
Roll back, eyes closed
It's suicidal
Coming off your chemical

Make it alright
For the last time
Take it slow I'm
Numb from the pain
Don't mess around
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby
Am I chasing a high
That I won't live down?

Am I chasing a high that I won't live down?
Am I chasing a high that I won't live down?
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby
Am I chasing a high
That I won't live down?

Traded my soul for a single night 'til I feel you coming
Killing myself for your love's not right and now I can't feel nothing
No we don't live in the past
Live in the moment you know it don't last
Craving the second that I get you back

And when it's over we just leave the lights low
Roll back, eyes closed
It's suicidal
Coming off your chemical

Make it alright
For the last time
Take it slow I'm
Numb from the pain
Don't mess around
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby
Am I chasing a high
That I won't live down?

I know you're leaving
And I tell myself I'm over your love
Hard to believe it
When I taste you on the tip of my tongue
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby
Am I chasing a high
That I won't live down?

Am I chasing a high that I won't live down?
Dressing all black like the reaper
Way she go down I could keep her
Digging this grave little deeper
Yeah


5. OVER ME

Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me
Pretty faces overseas
Keep me company
Faded from the memory
Of my evergreen
Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me

You might've messed me up
But I made it out alive
I got nowhere to go and I'm comatose
I never called your bluff
Could've been suicide
(Look atcha!)
No I don't wanna, don't wanna chase your ghost

I believe in dedication
I believe that I'm impatient
But I'm really leaving this time

Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me
Pretty faces overseas
Keep me company
Faded from the memory
Of my evergreen
Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me

I'm waking up wasted
When we're world's away
Chase the train into Scotland
Sippin' Lucozade
Knew that you would get high
When you felt low
Heard you moved on
With somebody I know
Never thought love could leave with no dignity
Ooh

Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me
Pretty faces overseas
Keep me company
Faded from the memory
Of my evergreen
Thought that you'd grow old with me
Now you're over me

It's killing me slow
Ain't no living down a ghost
Got me thinking
I'll die alone
It's killing me slow
Ain't no living down a ghost
Got me thinking
I'll die alone

Pretty faces
Keep me-
They keep me company
But I thought that you'd grow old with me
I faded from the memory of my evergreen
Now you're over me
Now you're over me


6. FROZEN

I thought the ending was the worst of all
But we both got issues that are unresolved
So we're making it
Bed of lies
Let you lay in it
One last time

Told you a secret that you couldn't keep
When I let you down you'd hold it over me
Gave you leverage
Intertwined
So I severed it

Staring at the screen
When I should be asleep
I thought I let you go
Let me suffer in peace

Feels like you're frozen
Stuck in my mind
Flooded with emotions
Blurring the lines
In between your curse
And the remedy
I've seen your worst
And it cut too deep
You're frozen
Stuck in my mind

Going insane chasing your spirit
Guess I made it up
Then I caught my reflection in your broken love
Did your arrogance
Save us both the embarrassment?
Cold as ice

I'm losing touch and I'm finding something cope with
But all I see is your body, it's feeling hopeless
Somebody save me from myself

Staring at the screen
When I should be asleep
I thought I let you go
Let me suffer in peace

Feels like you're frozen
Stuck in my mind
Flooded with emotions
Blurring the lines
In between your curse
And the remedy
I've seen your worst
And it cut too deep
You're frozen
Stuck in my mind

Oooh
I wish I was numb to you
Turning blue
I'm caught in the middle
Cause you've overused
My trust just a little
Would you celebrate
A heart that breaks?

Feels like you're frozen
Stuck in my mind
Flooded with emotions

Feels like you're frozen
Stuck in my mind
Flooded with emotions
Blurring the lines
In between your curse
And the remedy
I've seen your worst
And it cut too deep
You're frozen
Stuck in my mind

You're frozen
(Stuck in my mind)
You're frozen
(Stuck in my mind)
You're frozen
Stuck in my mind


7. NEVERBLOOM

I'm done learning these lessons
Why is life so cruel?
People calling me reckless
What would they say about you?
Left all of these questions
When you left too soon
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
I'm running too wild without you

Now I'm fading to black
A knife in the back
Left me alone
Nowhere to go

Tell me the reason
I don't believe it
Don't know where to lay the blame
Try to be so strong
Look at me choke on
Words I never got to say

All the moments that I wish I could show you
Oh, I hope I made you proud even though you'll
Never see my flowers bloom bloom bloom
Bloom bloom bloom

Don't wanna make a sad song into your legacy
Using the same four chords and stock melodies
The only way I know how to say what you meant to me
Swallow the pain, I'm getting drunk on a memory

Counting my blessings
Cause the world keeps score
I'm done learning these lessons
I can't take anymore

Tell me the reason
I don't believe it
Don't know where to lay the blame
Try to be so strong
Look at me choke on
Words I never got to say

All the moments that I wish I could show you
Oh, I hope I made you proud even though you'll
Never see my flowers bloom bloom bloom
(Never see my flowers)
Bloom bloom bloom

(Never see my flowers)

A heart broke in two
It's sad but it's true
I'm learning to live without you

Tell me the reason
I don't believe it
Don't know where to lay the blame
Try to be so strong
Look at me choke on
Words I never got to say

All the moments that I wish I could show you
Oh, I hope I made you proud even though you'll
Never see my flowers bloom bloom bloom
(Never see my flowers)
Bloom bloom bloom


8. AWARE

Praying, like you're waiting on some miracle in the making
But the fantasy was never worth saving
God's forsaken your charity, wouldn't let you embarrass me
Shaking, if the walls could talk then maybe they'd cave in

Lie, lie, lie, I'll let you lie with me
Another night, night, night, show me I'm wrong to wanna leave

Jog my memory, did I ever care?
Don't pretend to be aware
And don't you dare turn around, turn around
And act like you own me now

Let it bleed, let it bleed, let it bleed, slowly going under
We're deep in the devil's bite, you wait till the sun is hiding
Green eyes, green eyes, green eyes, we tear asunder
Say you're in love like you believe it, how long will you stay with me now?

Better savor it now

Jog my memory, did I ever care?
Don't pretend to be aware
And don't you dare turn around, turn around
And act like you own me now!

The sun is coming down

Jog my memory, did I ever care?
Don't pretend to be aware
And don't you dare turn around, turn around
And act like you own me now

And act like you own me now
And act like you own me now


9. DISARM THE HOURGLASS

Cigarettes in the ashtray, try to look happy
Already burnt on the next decade
Cinders in smoke, I'm in on the joke
I guess I don't feel like laughing

Keep this in mind when you pull me close
I fell behind trying to chase your ghost
The moment in time that I needed most
Might be miles behind me

Disarm disarm the hourglass
sinking into the quicksand way too fast
Disarm disarm the hourglass
Blue eyes blue eyes were built to last
sapphire in pyramids of ash
Disarm disarm the hourglass

Over the hill there's no way to win
Uncovered the fossils under your skin
Secret apostles, alien gospel
Sing in the choir of suffering

Keep this in mind when you pull me close
How many rocks up against the coast?
How many times at the whipping post
Before we lose all feeling?

Disarm disarm the hourglass
sinking into the quicksand way too fast
Disarm disarm the hourglass
Blue eyes blue eyes were built to last
sapphire in pyramids of ash
Disarm disarm the hourglass

All I can do is watch, all I can do is fall
Carving another notch, climbing the prison wall
And choke on the ashes of us all

Disarm disarm the hourglass
sinking into the quicksand way too fast
Disarm disarm the hourglass
Blue eyes blue eyes were built to last
sapphire in pyramids of ash
Disarm disarm the hourglass

(Disarm disarm) Try to look happy
Already burnt on the next decade
(Disarm disarm) I'm in on the joke
I guess I don't feel like laughing


10. ELUSIVE DREAM

Speak now or hold your tongue, no sooner said than done
A taste of the bitter things to come
If spirit is willing but weak, somehow we'll make ends meet
The bed's bare, I cried myself to sleep

I hear the sirens calling

Don't wanna fight fair, stuck in a nightmare
Tell me a lie when I'm caught in the crosshairs
Every night I grind my teeth
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet
Praying for guidance, suffer in silence
Twisting a knife in the heart of a lion
Chasing my elusive dream
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet

Egg on the face of god, for so long you beat the odds
A pale sun bleeding through the fog
Hollow graves, forgotten days, Cadillac driving through the barricade
Waves on the shoreline, wishing for more time

Don't wanna fight fair, stuck in a nightmare
Tell me a lie when I'm caught in the crosshairs
Every night I grind my teeth
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet
Praying for guidance, suffer in silence
Twisting a knife in the heart of a lion
Chasing my elusive dream
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet

At the bottom of the ocean, when they opened up the gates
Could you say what you believe and be reborn within a dream?

Don't wanna fight fair, stuck in a nightmare
Tell me a lie when I'm caught in the crosshairs
Every night I grind my teeth
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet
Praying for guidance, suffer in silence
Twisting a knife in the heart of a lion
Chasing my elusive dream
Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet


11. SACRIFICE

There's a tale that told
Of a noble animal with a taste for wrong and right
That wouldn't show its teeth
To the shepherd or his sheep
But the hunger never died

A hundred years of swallowed tears
When only blood could pay the price

Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice?

Would you sell your soul?
Would you live out on the road
Like a killer in the night
'Fore the setting sun
If you don't unload the gun
Then one day you'll leave behind
So much pain and heavy blame
Even your death won't make it right

Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice
And bring an end to light?
Would you sacrifice?

Lay at the altar again and again
Know this
For the strong to survive
Witness
The weakest among us must die

Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice?
Would you sacrifice
And bring an end to light?
Would you sacrifice?