1. HEAVY

It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy

They want it all
Turn you out
Skin you raw
You’re done

A shadow of your former self
A husk
For what?

Dragging the world
By a chain
Up a hill
Get through the pain

Hoping I find
Through the grind
A way
To sustain

It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy


They want nothing
But everything
Every day

You wanna resist
Push away
But you don’t wanna pay

Step by step
A living wreck
Can’t connect
No more

Hoping I find
Myself
Alive
After this war

It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy

Pressure

Weight pressing down
On my chest
But I can’t rest
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy
It’s getting heavy

Pressure


2. STONE COLD (FEAT. AMELIA ARSENIC)

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Ich sage fick dich
Ich sage fick dich

I
Wanna settle a bet
Let you back in my head
Let you do it all over again

Setzt dich, sei doch still.
Nicht wissen, was man will.
Ich fühle mich ganz verrückt,
liebeskrank, völlig kaputt.


I
Wanna settle the score
Can’t give any more
pick myself up off the floor

You don’t know when to stop (No!)
You don’t know when to stop (No!)
I’m here to settle the score
Fuck you!

Take your time, think it over
But there won’t be no counteroffer
Face to face, getting closer
Feel the minutes getting shorter

Ich sage fick dich
This is my proposal for you
Ich sage fick dich
A stone cold fuck you

Was ist los mit dir?

Du spinnst, für immer.
Dein Kern ist illegal.
Es ist mir scheiß egal
I
Wanna straighten the books
Call out all you took
Gonna make you look at everything you’ve done

You don’t know when to stop (No!)
You don’t know when to stop (No!)
I’m here to settle the score
Fuck you!

Take your time, think it over
But there won’t be no counteroffer
Face to face, getting closer
Feel the minutes getting shorter

Ich sage fick dich
This is my proposal for you
Ich sage fick dich
A stone cold fuck you

Wir sind ziemlich allein.
Vor Angst überwältig sein.
In Gedanken verloren.
Zärtlichkeit ist gestorben.

You don’t know when to stop (No!)
You don’t know when to stop (No!)
I’m here to settle the score
Fuck you!

Take your time, think it over
But there won’t be no counteroffer
Face to face, getting closer
Feel the minutes getting shorter

This is my proposal for you
This is my proposal for you

Ich sage fick dich
This is my proposal for you
Ich sage fick dich
A stone cold fuck you

Ich sage fick dich
This is my proposal for you
Ich sage fick dich
A stone cold fuck you


3. NOSTROMO

Sleepwalking the Nostromo
Walking in a loop down endless corridors
Awaken to a shadow cast across the floor
If I try and run, will I reach the door?

Cannot escape

A cursed vessel, echoes with the memories, machine bleeding energy
On every level, ghosts frozen in time, I’m living like I’m…

Sleepwalking the Nostromo
Walking in a loop down endless corridors
Awaken to a shadow cast across the floor
If I try and run, will I reach the door?

It’s not intentional, I’m just another prisoner, we can feel but cannot see each other
It’s diabolical, and at the same time sublime, I’m living like I’m…

Sleepwalking the Nostromo
Walking in a loop down endless corridors
Awaken to a shadow cast across the floor
If I try and run, will I reach the door?

It’s subliminal, a message buried in whispers, apocalypse for beginners
It’s a ritual, generational rhyme, I’m living like I’m…

Sleepwalking the Nostromo
Walking in a loop down endless corridors
Awaken to a shadow cast across the floor
If I try and run, will I reach the door?

Cannot escape


4. LOVE IS HELL

They talk about it like its instinct
Find your refuge in the other’s embrace
Hand in hand like our souls are linked
One heart, one mind, that can’t break, yeah…right

Lose my self
Wretched ego world, every thought burns

Still, I retain the being
Born of a gift but fragile
Always two of our selves are seeing
One blinded by denial

Are we going far away?
I’ll fall forever to you
Are you going to fall away?
I’ll fall forever to you

Maybe I’m perfectionist
Gotta get everything right on the first try (first try)
Or maybe I’m simply just a masochist
Looking for adversity were none exists

Awaken to the cold dark horror
I gazed into the abyss
A pale light in the distance

Are we going far away?
I’ll fall forever to you
Are you going to fall away?
I’ll fall forever to you

This is one that hurts
A patient reminder that there’s more
Then the cold sting and burn
Of the price we pay for all we’ve learned

Love and death, my first and last breath
Love is hell!

Are we going far away?
I’ll fall forever to you
Are you going to fall away?
I’ll fall forever to you


5. THE GRIND

Grow with it, own it
I should have written it down
Or just don’t roll with it
I guess it’s fucked up now

Don’t miss it, don’t live it
But I drag it around
a splinter in my mind
I Keep on living the grind

Manic Monday, wanna make it go away
Tuesday, fascist, I wanna disobey
Wednesday like a never-ending stairway
Thursday, Friday, everyday a hell day
Weekend, pretend, like I’m twenty
Relive golden age of plenty
Weeks fly by, I’m bleeding time
No way out, I live the grind

Hustle
Forget your needs
Hands up
Down on your knees
Glorified
You think you want it
Justified
I’ll sell you on it
We won’t back down
And let you bury us
Underground, we will break free
Who can stop this? Nobody

Hustle
Forget your needs
Hands up
Down on your knees
Glorified
You think you want it
Justified
I’ll sell you on it

When the chaos does recede
And a fresh calm falls on the scene
I think about all the empty vessels I occupied today

Manic Monday, feels like a rerun
Tuesday, too much, never gonna get it done
Wednesday, maybe shouldn’t have woken up
Thursday, Friday, startin’ to not give a fuck


6. BODIES

Bodies ride the wave
Somebody gonna have to pay

Bodies
Living on the shore in their sandcastles
Bodies
Sea is getting rough and the walls rattle

Bodies
Come with the tide
No where left to hide

Bodies
Bodies

A thousand thoughts ride the waves
Can’t save nobody, I’m too late

Bodies
No one cares about the coming last battle
Bodies
Waves crashing down and the ocean swallows
Bodies

Bodies
Bodies

On the shore living in sandcastles
No one cares about the coming last battle
Sea is getting rough and the walls rattle
Waves crashing down and the ocean swallows
Bodies
Waves crashing down and the ocean swallows
Bodies


7. PRAETORIAN AUREOLE

If we start at the beginning
We’ll only get lost
We’ve told ourselves so many stories
And failed to calculate the cost

These lies belongs to us
We raised them from the earth
Hidden by a masterful performance
So no one could observe

Written in our blood, this contract

We had to survive
On the scraps left to us
It wasn’t ours to decide
What life meant to us

So let’s start at the end
Sober from the fountain of youth
The wounds may never mend
Still, I wanna drink the truth

We had to survive
On the scraps left to us
It wasn’t ours to decide
What life meant to us

All the stained glass losing its color
Praetorian Aureole
Two people stare through a crystal barrier

Agnus Dei Wasting Away
A self-delusion in decay


8. RABBIT OUT OF HIDING

I’m in driving in our car
The rear view is black
Cuz I’m not going back
We’ve come to far

I’m chasing something that’s ahead
A shadowland
Inside my head
And it’s getting near

I had a vision
Driving east
Across the wastelands
I met the beast

I’m fleeing the scene
But taking myself with me
Stuck in-between
Life and a dream

Faith
Meet you at the Mending Wall
Reach for me before I fall
Rabbit out of hiding
Rabbit out of hiding

Fight or flight or maybe freeze
Decision fatigue
Drowning all my needs
I can’t hear me

I have a mission
Far away
It’s a decision
To live another day

Faith
Meet you at the Mending Wall
Reach for me before I fall
Rabbit out of hiding
Rabbit out of hiding

Stones will fall
Barren ground
Rains beats down
Meet you at the Mending Wall

Will fall
Barren ground
Rains beats down
Meet you at the Mending Wall

Meet you at the mending wall


9. APOCALYPSE FOR BEGINNERS

We all see it coming
It’s an apocalypse for beginners

We all see it coming
It’s an apocalypse for beginners
Photo-real dreams
Unseeing what we’ve seen
Disassemble our belief
just another timeline in the grand scheme

We’re all in the running
To be the first to jump off the cliff
Inching closer, don’t look down
Etch a smile across that frown
Think it’s quiet when you know it’s loud
can’t see the storm with our head in the clouds

Are we just gonna let it happen
Give in to the old pattern
So obvious, a child could discern
Like an apocalypse for beginners

We know what we’ve been summoning
There is a mirror in every room
Reject the reflection
Ignore the growing tension
Refuse any lesson
Attack any mention