1. DISSOLUTION

Lost in a thousand scenes
Searching for something to believe
The allure of acceptance
Pushes further from all that is me

Alone in this confusion
Force fed a disillusioned
The truth i hold so dear
Is all i have come to fear

Have you ever heard the voice
Did you ever have a choice

Blinded by the opinion
Of a decision never made
The truth lies unforseen
In the mistakes of yesterday

Life is the puzzle, an eternal maze
On the brink of freedom, why am i so afraid

Let me see you other side
Cast away destructive minds

The facade will cover the shame
As the past still casts the blame
Can the shackles be broken, will i ever see,
Seeds of anger, seeds of need,
Seeds of power, seeds of greed
Ask myself, is this grand design?
A lesson learned? A waste of time?

Life is the puzzle, an eternal maze
On the brink of freedom, why am i so afraid

Blinded once in search of meaning
Knowing life but not true feelings
I've become alive now
With fear receding

Doors once locked now open free
Strength within becomes the key
It was always there but never seen
Knowing now has rescued me


2. DESTRUCTION OF DESIRE

For Now I ask this reason why
Feel this horror within
Now freedom cries
Here comes your great downfall
These walls of chaos
Surround my soul

My heart dies inside
An obstructive mind
I wait for tomorrow
Forgotten yesterday

Theres no reason
And no way out for me now
Leave me here in sorrow
Wont remember you tomorrow
I cant forgive this pain
Inside I feel, wont you
Return this feeling
Had enough of your deceiving

And Now you see this timeless crime
This facade will cover
My pains inside
Here comes my great downfall
These walls of chaos
Surround my soul

Your heart brings the lie
An obtrusive mind
You wait for tomorrow
Ill live in yesterday

Theres no reason
And no way out for you now
Ill Leave you here in sorrow
You wont remember me tomorrow
I cant forgive this pain
Inside you feel, wont I
Return this feeling
Had enough of your deceiving

Theres no reason
you cant place this blame now
Now leave me here in sorrow
I cant see past a failed tomorrow
I wont forgive this pain
Inside I feel, you cant
Return this feeling
Had enough of your deceiving now


3. INFLICTED DAZE

Sit by as a passenger
Faces pass and drift away
Down a rushing stream
That embodies all existence
Head down the safest path
Never veer away
Theres no one left to blame

One more day
Seen through the last
Just another day
Self inflicted daze

Fighting with reason
Concealed within
A constant burden
An aching desire

This mental cell now closing in
Extinguish the flame
Perception of failure

Nothing ventured
Nothing gained

Falling through nothingness
No feeling
No life
Is this the only way

Another empty page
Leaving no story to be told
Living in a stupor
A type cast mould

Just another day
Dont let it slip away
Seize every moment
Always pushing forward
Never fear the fall

Chain reaction
Now set in motion
For things to change
It must be broken
This missing link rarely seen
Could be a new horizon
Lost in this realm

Now Im lost in this dream
I am
Seize every moment now