Purgatory (IDN) : Beauty Lies Beneath

Black Death / Indonesia
(2006 - Self-Released)
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1. ANGERBALL

Maggots ate my flesh, Worms spread on my bones
Grain dust in my lungs, Blood shed from my mouth
...I saw death, I saw death…

Sadness and pain, sickness and wounds
All those judgments, questions, no answer, punishment
Denial and hatred, counting on nothing
All those hates, all those rages, all damages, I’ve created

Give me the strength to win this battle
A divine power - I'm gonna dance with the devil
A drowned man can be awaken, a broken man can be healed
Though must swallowed poison, embrace the fear

Free fall… hell awaits…
Gasping the last breath

Give up on YOU, nothing to say
Lay down my heart in YOUR hands on my pray
Give up on YOU, I'd like to say
I still believe that truth will find the way

Weakness and will and strength I need lost in every step
Don't label me a freak, I'm facing my own demon
Brutal, Rebel, ignorance, stubborn, selfish, arrogance, drugs and anarchy
Dead souls out of you and me

Symptom of anger… symptom of hate…
Symptom of wrath… symptom of rage…
Leading a tyrant… leading to dictate…
Feeding your lust, and we shall…
Fight... Force... Fight... I give up on YOU

I might be right… I might be wrong
This futile fight, it takes too long

Will YOU save me… Will YOU save me from myself
Will YOU take me home…


2. LORDS OF WAR (AHLI NAAR)

Don't say you knew but never learn and feel what you see
Don't say you're right but never see and be what you curse

You said you're big, you said you're strong
And nothing's wrong for what you're dealing

You said you're good, you said you're cool
You said you’re fine when you're killing

Lords of war… you put yourself into your hell
Lords of war… you suit yourself for torment of hell
Die... Ahli Naar
Rot... Ahli Naar

Don't say you're right when you are wrong
You said you're right when you're killing
Don't say you're right when you are wrong
You said you're right when you're killing

People are transgressing beyond their bounds

Drop your bomb… push the button…
Drop your bomb… NOW

It's too late
All that I see you drop your bombs on the children’s playgrounds
By deception you do your war

It's too late
All that I see by deception you do your war
Disbelievers
To those without faith is a grievous punishment
It's not about us, we believe in GOD
May GOD forgive us for all our fault


3. HELLACIOUS INFIDEL

Mungkin aku sudah bosan
Dengan s’gala basa-basi

Lifestyle, obsession and damnation
Freewill, prostitution, fornication

Mungkin aku tak peduli
Suatu saat akan mati

Dope mine, drug illusion to stratosphere
Angel dust, modern syndrome fantasy

Yeah, to stratosphere… Yeah, fantasy

Some people sold their soul to be damned
To get the grosses up on those fake happiness
Even though life will began after death
Some people sold their soul to be damned

Don't shed any tears for me, too much sins for me to confess
I'm just too dirty to bow-down myself
Put to death in fear or purity

I've tried to escape before
But it seemed temptations blocks my way out forever
I've dried my tears for all my faults
But I still can't stop this sins addiction ever

This body needs to fight the enemy I breed inside
Many things in this life need to be done before I die

Mungkin aku sudah bosan dengan segala basa-basi
Mungkin aku tak peduli suatu saat akan mati

Seharusnya ku berhenti dan tak pernah ingin kembali
Semestinya kupaksakan walau sakit ini takkan hilang

Tolong TUHAN, lepaskan aku
Dari semua yang menjauhkanku dari Mu

Tolong TUHAN, izinkan aku
Suatu saat mati hanya di jalan Mu


4. DOWNFALL : THE BATTLE OF UHUD

We fight, when you violate your oaths after your covenant Our faith, in the name of GOD we will never retreat Calamity, unstoppable cycle of violence Catastrophe, you started the time of ignorance You feel that you have become the master of your own fate You believe that all your wealth’d be certain immortality Wrong path, trapped inside power, pride, prestige, money and arrogance Judgment day, that times will be the most grievous and most bitter

We will face the judgment day
But voices sneak in through this line, greed infects some of our souls the only thing left in your mind is bleeding swords for silver and gold…
In your mind...
In the end all of us will face the judgment day

Can't you stay to realize, for the pain of faith that our fear defies All the pleasure of life is blinding your eyes
I’m not here for the price, and betray what we fight for

Greed, your spoils of war, your failure
Words, you heard him then obey him Greed of spoils of war your failure Words, you heard him then obey him Greed, your spoils of war

Can't you stay to realize, for the pain of faith that our fear defies All the pleasure of life is blinding your eyes I won’t deal for the price, and betray what we fight for

We still believe that we'll have more, your greed will be our downfall This misery won’t stay for long, but greed will be our downfall

Greed will be our downfall


5. JONAH

Just take my hand, and you should never let it go
Before you fall too deep cause then you'll never climb up

I just can't understand, how can it be so hard for you
To believe in these words of GOD, you're just too blind to see
So wake up…

I pray for you
Can't you see?
This is not the way how to live your life
It goes too insane

Denial and all despise
I can’t take it no more
There'll never be enough strength for me
To hold this pressure down

Your days are getting much too gray
It’s all just another hall of shame
Your time is moving too insane

Human aren't free in living their fate
Not even messengers of GOD
Human aren't free in living their fate
No one’s allowed to escape from…

Fate… If you just feel it
Blind… It's shouldn't be this way

As I leave them blind alone
Caused me sin that I bring along
All the pressure I can't hold on
Let me live alone

No one's allowed to escape from fate

Human are free for keeping their faith
But human aren't free in living their fate

As I leave them blind alone
All the pressure I can't hold on
All it caused me more

Drown... I can't breathe inside this hole
Drown... Forgive me for leaving, GOD
Drown... Please don't leave me all alone

There's no god but Thou
Glory of Thee, I was indeed wrong


6. 55:16

You burn as many people as you can find
Don’t even care if it should take your own kind
Desperate to sell lecture against
Our “so called” best modern civilization
Can only use a piece of faith is suicide
Dishonorable killing people action, it’s such a genocide
Still you name it sacrifice

War against undefeatable enemy
It affects more violence inside you
Horror, heroic mass execution
You kill… You burn…
Slaughter, killing in the name of GOD
You choose innocent lives to be victims
Terror of martyrs of blood religion
You burn everything to nothing

To die for a faith is the best way to end a life
To sacrifice, I’m not afraid to give my life for a better one

‘Cause in return we’ll be given the straightest way to heaven
Those who die in our way, no such human being innocent

Sinners shouldn’t live contagiously
Sinners should never take control
Sinners should never multiply
Sinners should be ended in misery

We fight to remove your errors
We fight for what we meant to be
Warriors of GOD’s execution
Terminate all our enemy

Terror talks about GOD - Sinners spread too strong
Terror looks for crowd - Sinners laugh too loud
Terror takes some blood - Sinners avenge too strong
Terror shed more blood - Sinners blame us all

War of possessions, the victim is religion
Between suicidal terror and disgraceful impious

Terror And Sinners… Defame Religion…

You won’t see through the line before you clear your mind
Between suicidal terror and Jihad fi sabilillah

You won’t see through the line before you clear your mind
Then you’ll see how precious is your life that GOD had been given

Then which favors of GOD will you deny
As mercy and grace control universe
Then which favors of GOD will you deny
As everything was made in pairs for balance
Then which favors of GOD will you deny
As lights always given after darkness
Then which favors of GOD will you deny
As sins are revealed for us to be avoided

Not to twist the words of Jihad fi sabilillah
GOD will judge for those who do destruction
Not to jeopardize the lives of human kind
GOD will judge for those who waste their own lives
It’s not that easy to reach heaven of the afterlife
GOD decides for what we all had been done
Learn the truth of Jihad fi sabilillah


7. ERROR

May GOD forgive for all misguidance and our sins May GOD forgive for our lies, greed and deceptions
May GOD forgive for all heresy and blasphemy May GOD forgive from our fake, deceit and hypocrite

May GOD shield me from pleasing temptations Forgive disadvantageous actions For all poisons and lust addiction Errors of heart and mind infection

Born as the best creature Live eat and sleep, sex and greed Fail as the worst creature Dead timeless agony

Government …Freaks Corruption …Leaks Conscious will …Weak Mass murder …Speaks
It's all up to you, the choices always free We're all have our fate, but don't you feel desperate
You think you can fly, but you better not try
You think you can disappear, someday we'll face our fear
It's all up to you, what you’re going to be
We're all have our fate, but don't you fell neglected
The storm's coming to you, the clouds would bring misery
Anything would kill, then we're all gonna pay ERROR… ERROR…!!!
We will die, and that’s for sure
We just don't know when, where and how Izro’il works We believe in our God… will never break any the promise that ever made

Fathers rape daughters what are we going to be?! Mothers kill babies what are we going to be?! Children kill parents what are we going to be?! Brothers kill each other what are we going to be?!
Obscenity Animal Heartless behavior Self control becomes Violence Freak show
Oh GOD, forgive us if we forget or fall into error


8. FRAUD

You don't have any guts, couldn't look me in the eye
I know you, Fraud !!
Too much pride, every word you say drags you to hell
Satan’s dwell, everything you sell
Now you call me "Martyr Freak"
Well I don't mind, suck on my face…
I don't care… you, suck on my face, I don't care…

This is your life… This is your dream
This is your world… All of your games

This is your world… These are your sins
Those are your fakes… All these are lies to me

Lie to me… you really got my anger
Lie to me… you make me pull the trigger
Lie to me… I don't wanna be no murder
Lie to me...

That's your lecture… That's your sermon
Demon's dancing on your bullshit prayers

Lie to me… you really got my temper
Lie to me… you make me pull the trigger
Lie to me… you twist the words of a prophet
Lie to me…

I wanna fight if you want to take my soul away from me
I won't give up until one of us can just walk away

Believe in you?
Have you lost your mind? Have you lost your soul?
I don’t believe in you
You’ve lost your mind, You’ve lost your soul

Warn you before the end of time
Listen, before GOD seals your hearts

Lies, your, life, get off of my sight
Fraud, liar... Worship a wrong God
Fraud, liar... Value your own life
Futile... !!

I've been waiting for so long…

9. ...AND OUR FATE IS DEATH

Conviction enabled Ibrahim to wade into the fire
Conviction is an intoxicant, which makes man self-sacrificing
Know you, o victims of modern civilization
Lack of conviction is worse than slavery

Don’t you walk away
Fight – for the sake of your own lives
From clues that leads your way
Fight – for the sake of the next world
Don’t you burst your fate
Die – for the sake of your own lives
For such a pleasing wealth
Die – for the sake of the next world

Conviction enabled Ismail decapitated by his father
Conviction is an intoxicant, which makes man self-sacrificing
Know you, o victims of ancient cultures civilization
Lack of conviction is worse than jahiliah

Don’t you dare to think that in each every moment of your life
GOD only give you 1 or 2 fates, there are millions!!
You will never know what the best is if you are out of guts, lack of faith,
Which is the best choice that focus to what life is for… obvious to die!!

Never say that you’re not able to choose your fate
With conscious of your faith
Never say that GOD would only give you nothing
But the worse of your fates


10. A REPENTANCE

Hey
Listen to me, I’m talking to you
Stop thinking about your self and start to pay respect

Hey
Listen to me, I’m talking to you
Don’t make anymore mess, stop trying to kill your self

Hey
You’ve promised me, I believe in you
Don’t make mistakes
‘Cause no matter what you did, it’s your choice

Hey, take your time
Gotta Diggin’ it, Fillin’ it,
Checkin’ it, drain your soul
Go bless your heart

Hey… Get up… Get up for your life
Don’t you die… Never give up
Don’t you hate… Now get up for your life

Aku bukanlah membenci dan aku takkan tertawa
Hanya ingin akhiri semua yang kurasakan
Aku bukanlah membenci dan aku takkan tertawa
Hanya ingin lepas bebas

Semua yang telah terjadi adalah isyarat-isyarat untuk kau mengerti
Lihatlah lebih jelas dan pasti, hidupmu jauh lebih berarti dari semua keluhmu

Berhentilah merasa kau lah yang paling tersiksa diantara yang lainnya
Sadarilah, kau pun tahu bahwa sebenarnya kau sudah tidak lagi buta

After all the places you’ve been, all the choices in life you’ve seen
Would you live your life with no despair
For the tears and pain you’ve given, and sins you beg to be forgiven
Believe me, GOD won’t leave you there


11. FLATLINED

Oh my GOD please forgive me

I got some pride for loosing my faith
I never got bored in doing sins I hate
I never did all the right things i've said
I didn't have time to pray for my death

I can't take my fall
Let me live once more

Dark... Tide... Blind... Pain...
I'm trapped in my pain
Undo my death, my Almighty GOD
I beg You, let me live...

I once thought “Life would end by the time I die”
Let me live once more
I didn't know how to save my last breath
Let me live once more

I promise i'll keep my life straight
Then guide me live through the right path

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