1. NODUS TOLLENS

(Instrumental)


2. LOATHE

Maggots live under my skin and only I can see
I feel them crawling and eating in my flesh
The unmistakable feeling of death
Festering in a lonely world as anxiety

Rips apart my mind
Look at what you've done to me
What you've turned me into
A once loving, caring person lives a life of hate and distrust

If I could show you how I see the world now

I feel them crawling and eating in my flesh
The unmistakable feeling of death

You'd be pleading to be fucking blind
You're a shit excuse for a person (x2)

The unmistakable feeling of death


3. BATTERED

The rights to my life have been revoked
I'll wrap this hate around your neck and make you choke
Is this a fucking joke ?

Spit on and lied to
My hope and well-being is six feet deep
Pull back the hammer
Freedom to my cancer

In this place honesty is a myth and trust is but a folklore
Sinking deeper whilst pain consumes me

Pull back the hammer
Freedom to my cancer

The rights to my life have been revoked
I'll wrap this hate around your neck and make you choke

Forced into a state of immeasurable agony

Hate digests the fibers of my being
Left alone to dwell on vengeance
Freedom to my cancer


4. ODIUM

I will show you a fucking monster
Mentally unstable and emotionally disabled
Peaking through the fog of lies
I see your eyes and they're full of deception

Don't think that I don't know you've made me a victim
A simple bullet in my head will relieve me of my symptoms
Left beaten
Scared and empty

Not a hint of love left in me
No longer will I know clarity
Insanity has it's grasp around my throat so tight I can't help but choke
Choke until my eyes can only see red
Choke until my heart stops
Choke until your fucking twisted delusions make fucking sense

I'll show you a fucking monster


5. CRUEL

(Instrumental)


6. GRUDGE


Spiraling downward in this dismal eternity

Safety forever we seek
This dried up existence is bleek (x2)

Forget family
Forget trust
Your home is a fucking sinkhole fueled by selfish whores and lust

Bow to the executioner
He's come to set you free
He'll have you begging for his cold blade to the back of your neck

Forget family
Forget trust
Your home is a fucking sinkhole fueled by selfish whores and lust
No one told you the world would be a cruel twisted place

Cling to your cross and fucking beg repent


7. SPITE

What exactly do you think you're looking for?
What do you think this shit hole has to offer you?

Spend your days rotting from the inside out
Such a revolting mess

The emptiness you feel is what makes you human
We are all empty and we will die empty
We will die empty

Do yourself and the world a favor
Kill your fucking self

We deserve to die
Were better off dead anyway
We deserve to die
Rot in a fucking hole (x3)

What a grueling way to spend what you call a life
We will never know what it's like to be alive
We are all empty and we will die empty
Your fucked up frequencies can't handle physical existence

Spend your days rotting from the inside out
Such a revolting mess


8. TORN

Racing violent thoughts have always gotten the best of me
Fantasizing about my fingers wrapped around your fragile throat

I want to watch the life leave your eyes

Creeping slowly in through your window
My eyes rest upon your still, sleeping body

No one hears me as I saturate your home in gasoline
Oh how I've waited for this moment
All thats left to do is light the match and throw it
Let the neighborhood listen to you burn

Flames engulf the bed as you squirm

Racing violent thoughts have always gotten the best of me
I have set you free
I have relieved the world of the burden you are

No one will miss you
No one will hear you cry

I wish I could watch the maggots in your casket fucking eat you


9. DREAD

I can't help but hate my fucking self
I'd do anything to escape this hell
Robbed of my innocence
Robbed fucking blind

I gave up everything just to be left behind

What did I do to deserve a life like this
I sit silently, waiting for my thoughts to convince me to end my life

Absorbed by my sphere of self hatred
I didn't ask for this
I never asked for this

Such overwhelming negativity

I see one way out
I gave up everything just to be left behind

I can't help but hate my fucking self
I'd do anything to escape this fucking hell
Robbed of my innocence
Robbed fucking blind (x3)