1. Load Of Lead

Bled my beliefs into the pit of pain,
Chain of disappoitments drove me insane.
Rip a page, rip a page, now rip it and throw it on your face,
Uuh. I hate you, I hate you and I hate myself!

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Now join the pit, with hatred you embraze,
I taste the fear in your body, now give it to me..
YEAH, YE!!!
EVEN THE SCORE!!!

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I press my head against the pipe,
With one sadly sigh, I wish to die.
Only one thing going through my head,
Uuh.I hate, I'm bitter, the trigger, I'm better off dead,
Better of dead!!

Spit on my soul and burn it away,
Blood on my hands, collect your debt to pay.
I won't cry, I'm not sorry, no regrets, no I'm not afraid.
Just one thing I believe and thats the load of lead!

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The load of lead, one step away from your relief,
No need to fight, what's your's is mine to keep.
YEAH, YE!!!
EVEN THE SCORE!!!

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Ending my time, I'm a soldier of life.
I'm never satisfied, I'm reaching the pipe.
Blasting my head, makes me all numb again.
Life tasted shit now hell awaits!!

Collect your body parts!!
I'll fix you up yeah.
Collect your body parts!!!!!
I'll tear you up...

I feel like million bucks, got shotgun by my side,
This pain, I can't take it, I'll blow my brains away!!!

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2. Painbox

Time to get down with anger and wrath.
EU MATA VOCE!!!

Edge of patience, let all anger flow.
Don't try to talk to me, I will abuse your soul.
You got away by your sweet innocense.
But things you said don't mean shit to me or anyone else.

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YOU CUT MY ARMS!!
You slit my throat, can't run away,
You paralized my legs, made me your slave!
MENTALLY MURDERED!!
The ruins what was left of me,
and my sense of goodness, now go and disappear!
GO NOW!

So sick and twisted, hey can't you see yourself,
Your satisfaction is guaranted when I'm in pain.
My mistake, was that I played alone along your game,
But in the end, you'll see what you became!

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Go and disappear!


3. ...Hate...

Laid down my bitter heart, down on my grave
Northwind the witness of, what I became
Out of the faith battered up, and left to bleed
Reborn of hate and anger, torn down to SUICIDE

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I walked with my fears disgraced by years I bent down
I left myself in blessed misery
You murdered my virginity, raped the daze in me
(That's) why, I'm falling on this gap of misery

I never had a chance to, say goodbye
I went away and started my SUICIDE
So torn apart, dead breeze tonight
Slayed in blood, I'm drowned in life
So tired of begging down on my knees.

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Shame, fear, lies filled with all my cris
(but) no more tears come out my eyes.

love - ANGER
free to be - GET IN THESE CHAINS
life - DIE
burnt my dreams.

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