1. TIME...TRAPPED UNDER A ROCK

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2. THIS LIFE

You've got no self-esteem, and you think you're so mistreated.
You can't stand your face, and you cannot,
Cannot believe that you cannot control your fate

(chorus)
This isn't what you wanted
Someone to break you down and it never goes away
It's not the life you wanted
Someone to break you, someone to make you

Bruises on your face, I guess you fell down the steps again
And that's such a shame, cause you let it,
You let it happen over and over again

(repeat chorus)

It's just another day, the last day he touches you again.
But that's the price he'll pay.
You pull the trigger, it all goes away in one determined flash

(repeat chorus)

(b-verse)
Pay!! Close you eyes, you better, hold em' tight, you'll never,
Don't keep telling yourself it抣l be alright, don't keep telling yourself it'll be alright.

(solo)

(repeat b verse)


3. GROWING

Crossing the line again, it's all fundamental.
Feeling like there抯 got to be a way to control.
But some people keep to themselves.
And with a little luck it goes away with in time.
Pushing everybody out the way / so get the fuck away
Pushing everybody out the way / inside
Of me there's a place I keep it's so sentimental,
I create to watch you all from inside.
Take a deep breath because it's time, I gotta let it out.
Let you know, way too much inside.
Impurities the shape and mold you.
You better run, you better open your eyes.
Listen to what the fuck I抳e gotta say.
What the fuck you say?
Listen to what the fuck I gotta say / one time.
Self-control I don't wanna indulge you,
So I guess I抣l keep taking my time.

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This is the life I lead, you抮e so sentimental
Hold my tongue, I gotta keep it inside
But you gotta be so damn sentimental
Too sensitive, I gotta keep it inside.

Always ending up at the place that I started.
Running around in circles, fake sense of control
I know that better days are coming,
Open the treasures their hidden inside
Counting all the lies along the way. Count
1 2 3
Count another lie, look it up it's mine.
This monsters almost grown, this angers not my own

(repeat chorus)

(b verse)
So take away my sun
My only means of shelter
I抣l try again,
Well I抣l try harder
Chew it up and swallow
Push it down inside

Growing.


4. TEXAS

Gigs up girl, I抦 calling your bluff
Where your bed at? Baby where your handcuffs
One time and you can't get enough
I know your a freak girl, I know you like it rough
Make a man scream lord have mercy
Baby girl scream lord have mercy
Yea, you know you sure look good to me
Yea look good to me

(pre chorus)
Won't you take me there?
Take me where I wanna
Won't you take me there?
Head back to Texas

I抦 in the water and I抦 testing my luck
You got the line, baby here comes the hook
The videos and the pictures you took
Your a freak ho, so let me have myself a look
Shake your ass girl, lord have mercy
God damn, lord have mercy
Yea your loves like ecstasy
When your next to me

(chorus)
Won't you take me there?
Take me where I wanna
Won't you take me there?
Head back to Texas
36-24-36 got those girlies all up in my mix
Shaking hips on the poles doing flips
And you know this
Head back to Texas

Those pants got your ass lookin tight
I know, you know, you know you shake it just right
From the back from the front from the side
Hush your mouth girl, I know you do it just right
Make a man scream lord have mercy
Back it up girl, lord have mercy
Yea your shit feels good to me
Feels good to me

(chorus)
Won't you take me there?
Take me where I wanna
Won't you take me there?
Head back to Texas
36-24-36 got those girlies all up in my mix
Shaking hips on the poles doing flips
And you know this
Head back to Texas
Where the girls bounce 24/7 right?
And they do it to you every fucking single night
You get yourself into a little sticky icky situation
Head back to Texas

(outro)
So where my girls at? Texas
You know I抦 talking about Texas
Good times in Texas
You know I抦 headed back to Texas
Girl, let me holla at you, said girl
Yea I抦 talking to you
So where my girls at? Texas
Good times in Texas


5. TRICYCLE

I wake up late for school and I run like hell to try and catch the bus
Never thought about it but those days meant more than I thought they would.
Hanging out late with my friends, having fun like punks will do.
I never thought those days would ever end so soon.
But time goes by and all your views on life, they start to change.
When you see the world for what it is, it never looks the same.
You walk around with a chip on your shoulder.
Cause everyday you know you're just getting older.

(pre-chorus)
I never thought it would be
It's just a way of life
I never though it would be
Such a petty life

I wake up late for work and I drive like hell
Trying to make ends meat.
Gotta borrow money cause my baby don't have shit to eat.
Staying up late, got two jobs, work my fingers to the bone.
Spending more time at those jobs than I ever spend at home.
And I can't help but feel the stress, all my bills keep adding up.
Its days like this, wish I was a kid, because I抳e had enough.
Look in the mirror; see my face getting older
Cause everyday I see feel the world getting colder.

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I never thought it would be
It's just a way of life
I never thought it would be
Such a petty life
All of my memories keep coming back again
All my securities I抣l never have again
Wanting so much to be, to be myself again
Give it all back to me
I want it back

(bridge)
Bring it back
Bring it back to me
The innocence I felt
The happiness I felt
No matter what the cost
And everything I抳e lost

(repeat chorus)

It's how I live my life, so fuck you,
Get the fuck off my back.


6. PILLS

I think it's time to fade away
From all the shit inside my head
I go instead, to a beautiful place
You know I抣l find it.
I've tried so hard to stay away
Far away from all these days
That never change
And with these things that

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Make me take those pills (oh yea)
Amputating my emotions
Make me numb so I don't care
Keep checking my vitals
Still no sign of life in here

Let the sedation take the place
Of all ambition for myself
There's nothing left
And now and then I抣l hide behind it
It's in this place I try to stay
Far away my life has changed
And everything is fading into gray

(chorus)

(bridge)
Give me room so I can breath
The walls keep closing in I抦 feeling
Claustrophobic, increase the dosage
So I can feel alive again
Don't wanna feel sober, don't wanna feel pain
I really don't wanna feel the emptiness, the stress
And all those things that make me take those pills


7. LESSONS

Learn shit the hard way, takin' the wrong way
Always believing the lies they tell.
And I抳e learned my lessons well.
Always the wrong place, always the wrong time,
Always end up with my pride on the shelf,
I always fuck myself.

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Sorry I抦 anti-social, but people make me sick.
Give me just one good reason, I should put up with this.
Every time I turn me back I抳e got a knife in it.
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Never believing, you were deceiving telling me shit
That I wanted to hear, and now I don't trust myself.
I gave you money, I gave you shelter
I gave you everything I had.... Everything I had.

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(bridge)
I should have learned this by now
(waiting and I抦 left here waiting, I gotta let it go)
And I should have known you by now
(waiting, and I抦 still here waiting, waiting for you to go)

(solo)

(chorus out)


8. (502)

When jeniffer rides in on her 502
God damn i don't know what to do
She does it all for the satisfaction
Of the beard
Of the beard with gravy
Gravy and wavy
Niffers gettin lazy
Hazy, lazy, crazy, beardy, niffy, 502
502


9. LOU EVIL

Open up the door and come in.
I take off my coat
Take a good look, take a good look around
Tip toe across the room
But I take my time
Because I抦 in no hurry
I've got all night yea-

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Won't you spend time with me? All night,
Just you and me, candle lights, red wine, our time
Here in the city.
I love your company, all night, just you and me
Let's dine, unwind
Our time, here in the city.

Still waiting, so I proceed
Two steps to the bar
I take a glass, pour myself a drink,
Turn the music on real low
This will do just fine, set the mood for me.
Set the mood right yea-

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I hear movement in my bed.
And I feel the urge, should I proceed?
I said should I proceed?
I stumble down the hall, to the bedroom door.
Open it just a bit, so I can see you

(repeat chorus)

(bridge)
Here in the city
Biding my time, losing my mind
Things I can't hide, no longer inside.

(solo)

(chorus)


10. HESITATION

Feeling like I抣l never understand this
All the things I hate about myself
The mistakes I made, I never planned this
Every time I抦 good, there's something else

Realize I抦 always over thinking
Never learned just how to let things be
Search inside myself to find the answers
I am not the man I want to be.

(Chorus)
Look inside of me, tell me what you see
Pick it apart tell me what you see
Just don't you give up on me
And I don't feel the same in my own skin
And I抦 fed up with battles I can't win.

Constantly in fear of isolation
Is someone after me? I just can't tell
Never felt like leaving myself open
Living life, depending on myself.

(Repeat chorus)


11. NO SLEEP

Well I抣l never, give up again. You know
Well I抣l never, betray myself again.
I toss and turn because I can抰 sleep.
Can't concentrate because I can't think.
Well I抣l never, let go again. You know
Well I抣l never, go back again, again.
Another night that I can't sleep,
I block it out of my memories.

(chorus)
Falling further down, face first to the ground
Chance to keep me sober, get up, get up, get up
Take the offer.

Well you'll never, believe in me. You know
Well you'll never, look down on me, again.
I'm breaking down my insecurities.
I'm in control of my stability and,
I抣l never, look back again and
I抣l never, look back again, again.
I'm putting all of this behind me;
I抦 in control of my memories.

(chorus)

(b verse)
Well now come on, give it up say buck, buck, buck

Give it all back to me.


12. MY GIRL

Me? It's always me.
Never seems to go away
Everything I say and do to you is wrong in every way.
And I cannot believe anything you say am real
I doing everything I can to prove to you exactly how I feel.
And this has got to change, it's must go away.
I'm so sick of screaming, sick of fighting with you everyday.
So down down baby calm down, you gotta take control now
You gotta watch yourself now.

Time and time again, always gotta find a way to
To make you happy, try to take you to that special place
Now try, and try to see, try to be just what you need
Never feeling good enough for you, never seeing what you see.
So think, before you speak don抰, say things that you'll regret
You'll criticize, you'll never realize that things don't come to you like that
So down down baby, calm down, you gotta take control now
You gotta watch yourself now.

(chorus)
And then I take it away
You're not the only one, who knows me, and makes me feel this way.
Not the only one who told me that I抣l never change.
You're not the only one who showed me
A darker side of you.
Not the only one who knows me
And feels like I do....

Play me? Day by day
These little games you play, it's so hard to keep my temper when you fucking call me names. I cannot believe the things you do to me.
All I try to do is right by you and still get blamed for everything
Lets, lets spend the night you'll see
You'll realize, you'll never criticize and things will workout easily
So down down baby, calm down, you gotta take control now, you gotta watch yourself now.

(chorus)


13. RICOCHET

I can't stand your fucking bullshit, liar!
Turning me life into nightmares!
Pick apart my head inside, my head inside!

(chorus)
Turn your back and you look away
Pray to god there抯 a brighter day
Feel my sanity slip away
Get me through another day

It's my bed I made, I抣l lie there
My hole, my grave, I抦 fine here
These thoughts they cloud my mind
The cloud, my mind

(repeat chorus)

(solo)

How's your life without me so far?
You whore, you cunt, you suffer?
Rehabilitate my mind, how's your life?
Mines just fine...


14. ALL IN THE FAMILY

Some people never change their lives
No matter how fucked up it gets
Some people never question why
Never did never never did
Nobody wants to waste your time
Nobody wants to hear you whine
Make you feel like a piece of shit
Never did never never did

(chorus)
Don't fake it, gotta keep it real
Don't censor the way you feel
Nobody cares about us but us
All in the family
Keep your head up, don't put it down
Down sell out, just be yourself
Nobody cares about us but us
All in the family

Don't depend on noone but yourself
No matter how hard you want to
That way noone will ever let you down
Never will never never will
Don't waste another day
Don't piss your life away
There's way too many running around
Run around run run around

(repeat chorus)

(bridge)
All up in your face, like whoa
Think I抦 playing? Well I don't think so
Do you think I won't? Do you think I won抰?
Don't fuck with my life, don't spit in my eyes
Don't swallow my pride, don't, don't

Some people do what ever sells
That doesn't surprise me
So slit your throat or be yourself
Gotta do what you gotta do
You get just what you see
No fake ass shit from me
There's way too many running around
Run around run run around

(repeat chorus)