1. YOUR RUIN

I will be your ruin !!

How do you feel when I´m pushing you
how do you feel, when I´m shouting right into your ears
When I´m slapping your face, then I´ll have to shiver
That you´ll explode and beat me down

I will be your ruin !!

So why won´t you just let me go,
just step aside and go away
Just one more word out of your stinkin´ mouth
And just one more touch,
And I´ll rage and overrun you

Can´t you see, oh can´t you see,
that I will be, I will be, your ruin
Can´t you see that you will face your own nemesis

I will be your ruin !!

Long enough you were in my way
You blocked the words I said and everything that I did
Just one more word out of your disturbed mind
And just one more touch,
And I´ll rage and overrun you

I will be your ruin !!


2. INTO THE LIGHT

I see you tied to the bed, what you have
To go through is bad
The pain is eating you inside too weak to speak,
To move, to cry
Connected to machines
And tubes regulating what´s left of you
The only thing that is still alive are
Your eyes and they´re begging me
Release me, end my life
Release me, from this life

Please trust your intuition
Release me from this condition
You know that I am right
Let me go into the light

My conscience hurts like hell am I chosen to toll the bell?
I will make the pain go away even if I´ll have to pay
I pull the plug, silence is near the only thing I can hear
A soft voice is passing through, it´s whispering:
Thank you…
Release me, end my life
Release me, from this life
Chorus


3. FUCK MY BRAIN

I told you before to leave me alone
Keep your proposals to your own
I thought I made it very clear
Just be quiet, reprieve my ears
Don´t push your luck, I´ve had enough
One more sound and I´ll get ruff
You just can´t stop and start again
My heartbeat´s rising, you´ll be in pain
Fuck my brain….Fuck my brain !!
You´re driving me insane
You are fuckin´ my brain
Why can´t you let it go
I can´t take this anymore
My promise is, that you´ll die
You see this gun – I do not lie
If there´s another word I hear
Better turn around and disappear
I can´t believe you take a breath
And start to scream, this is your death
Unloading the gun into your face
It is not pretty, it has no grace

This silence so sweet, I start to smile
birds are singing, I walk for a while
Nothing disturbing on my way
The sun is shining, such a beautiful day


4. PAIN

An evil pain in my head, I can´t think straight,
It feels like two, but it´s already eight,
My hands they shiver, I got a bad taste in my mouth,
The whole body aches, I fall towards south,

There´s only one thing, that would make me feel good,
But I don´t know, if I really should,
It doesn´t last long, just for a little while,
It kills the pain and it makes me smile

Give it to me, give it to me, set me free
Give it to me, give it to me, let me be me
I promised to myself, to make it an end
For sure a challenge that I can´t stand
And I surely know, it´s a promise I can´t keep
While I´m just waiting for the next opportunity

Give it to me, give it to me, set me free
Give it to me, give it to me, let me be me
Whenever I get it it´s all okay
Whenever I don´t – I´ll be slayed
Give it to me !!!!


5. THEY

No way to escape, no rescue on the street
They are out there, craving fresh meat
Barricade the door, don´t make a sound
They´ll shred you to pieces, if you are found
They stumble around, searching for you
Wondering, will they come through?

They are coming to get you
They will tear you apart
They are coming to get you
To get brains

The heartbeat it shifts from first to sixth gear
You know they can sense your fear
Suddenly silence… maybe they´re gone
Just wait inside, till the break of dawn
So many lost… your own child and wife
Windows are breakin´, now run for your life

They are coming to get you
They will tear you apart
They are coming to get you
To get brains and your heart
They are coming to get you
They will tear you apart
They are coming to get you
To get brains


6. PLEASURE

I gotta have it, every day I need somebody to obey
I´ve got a craving for penetration
Only thing on my mind is fornication
Invading your precious hole
Just want your body, not your soul
The bodies strain in ecstasy setting all the tension free

This force takes control of me, a nasty vibrant energy
Pumping through my precious bit,
I´m pretty sure that it will fit

This pleasure makes me scream
Feel the fire, taste my cream
This pleasure makes me high
Just let go and touch the sky

I gotta have it, every day I need somebody to obey
I´ve got a craving for penetration only thing on my mind is fornication
Invading your precious hole just want your body,
Not your soul
The bodies strain in ecstasy setting all the tension free

This force takes control of me, a nasty vibrant energy
Pumping through my precious bit,
I´m pretty sure that it will fit

This force takes control of me, a nasty vibrant energy
Pumping through my precious bit,
I´m pretty sure that it will fit


7. TRAPPED

These claustrophobic feelings
I can´t get away from them
Don´t know with what I´m dealing
Don’t know where I really am
These unbreakable walls
Desire to break free
Too weak to shout or call
Why does it have to be me

Trapped in this dark and airless hole
Drugged with some crazy shit
Slowly removes my soul
No strength, no will, no grit

What did I do wrong
Why am I punished here
Torturing me for so long
Steering me like a puppeteer

I can´t take this anymore
Life it seems to fade away
so sick of being your whore
will I ever see the day
Trapped in this dark and airless hole
Drugged with some crazy shit
Slowly removes my soul
No strength, no will, no grit


8. BLOOD BABY SHOWER

Wandering through the house, late at night
Feeling really bad, something is not right
Looking at your pictures on the wall
So innocent so sick of it all

A higher power is starting to move me
Feels like I´m trapped in my own body
I can´t help it I open your door
What I want and need is…gore

Again and again, i told you to go away
leave me alone get out of my head
Again and again, I told you to go away
Leave me alone you order me to slay

I´m starring at you lying in our bed.
Warm blood is running down your neck
A wide opened gash in your throat
pieces of flesh flowing down like a float

Dream or not, I want this to end

Fighting against it but I stand no chance

Standing in front of my daughters bed
Oh my god, I wish I were dead