Poisonblack : Lust Stained Despair

Gothic Metal / Finland
(2006 - Century Media)
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Lyrics

1. NOTHING ELSE REMAINS

Can't push aside this feeling no longer I'm able
I need to poison myself to stay sane and stable

I’ve lost control of everything I've kept inside me
Slipping on razors edge I hope you’d finally find me

But I
Justify
My desire
To no one

When I
Won’t deny
That I need it bad to go on

My jaded heart is yours to poison with your flame

Take me away
Over to somewhere
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains
Together alone
Waiting for nothing
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains

Looking through broken glass I see the twisted faces
Spitting and smiling at me with sharpened embraces

But I
Justify
My desire
To no one

When I
Won’t deny
That I need it bad to go on

My jaded heart is yours to poison with your flame

Take me away
Over to somewhere
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains
Together alone
Waiting for nothing
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains

Take me away
Over to somewhere
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains
Together alone
Waiting for nothing
In where the fire reigns
And where nothing else remains


2. HOLLOW BE MY NAME

I see black
I see red
All the other shades are beaten dead

You’re pure rystal
Tempting sin
Can't you see that I am giving into you

This is the state you left me breathing in
Struggling between this guilt and suffering

Come shake the leeches off me
And help me see through bloodshot eyes
Don't close the circle around me
For hollow will be my name

I feel black
I feel red
All the other emotions are playing dead

You're living fire
The cunning lie
Can't you see how we both deserve to die

This is the state you left me rotting in
Struggling between this guilt and suffering

Come shake the leeches off me
And help me see through bloodshot eyes
Don't say you won't die with me
For we are one we are the same
Come break the silence in me
And help me cleanse these bloodstained lies
Don't close the circle around me
For hollow will be my name

Come shake the leeches off me
And help me see through bloodshot eyes
Don't say you won't die with me
For we are one we are the same
Come break the silence in me
And help me cleanse these bloodstained lies
Don't close the circle around me
For hollow will be my...
For hollow will be my name


3. THE DARKEST LIE

There you lay
Innocence in heat
The tension builds up with the sin so sweet

And you close your eyes
And you give into it wholly
And you inhale the scent unholy

Come embrace the darkest lie

Here I lay
In my darkest suit
The afterglow's devouring all of the truth

And I close my eyes
And I give into it wholly
And I inhale the scent unholy

Come embrace the darkest lie

Come embrace the darkest lie
(And on and on we...)
Come embrace the darkest lie


4. RUSH

I...
Can't help but follow
In spite of going insane
For I know you'll swallow the whole of my pain

I...
I'm slipping out of the light
To feel what darkness can sow
I stare at the dead red lie, just one glance and I know

All disguised beneath the smile
Of the temptress, siren, evil child
The devil's sweetest whore

Cause you're feeding the fire within me
Cause you're making me feel so alive
Cause it's only the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush
Cause you're feeding the fire within me
Cause you're making it real for awhile
Cause it's truly the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush

I...
Was down now flying, going nowhere fast
There's no denying I need this feeling to last
I breathe in, I get higher
The ache fades from sharp to dull
The knives of desire

A thousand cuts still leaves me cold
Give me more, this soul's been sold
And I hope this time I won't wake up dead

Cause you're feeding the fire within me
Cause you're making it real for a while
Cause it's truly the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush

Don't blame yourself for what you can't ignore
Don't blame yourself for wanting more and more and more
Flesh on flesh, raising breaths on breaths
I love... I love the rush of death

Cause you’re feeding the fire within me
Cause you're making me feel so alive
Cause it's only the end of the suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush
Cause you're feeding the fire within me
Cause you're making it real for a while
Cause it's truly the end of this suffering
And I'm drowning in this rush


5. NAIL

A pure smooth pearl
A sweet disorder swaying in the dress
Electric fur in lace
A whoredom blooms between her legs

Just one look
Into those heavenly pair of "take me" eyes
Mine's the pleasure
As I force-feed her all my lies

The red hot nail inside of you
The red hot nail inside of you

I am the nail
Drunk on lust, I drown in you
Tension prevails
As it takes me over again
I am the nail
Forever within, I'm lost in you
Deeper with pain
As it takes me over again

I taste lead
In every drop I spit out my throat
I crave death
With every kiss I can't live without

An overwhelming state
Is burning through my every vein
Mine's the pleasure
As I force-feed her all my pain

The red hot nail inside of you
The red hot nail inside of you

I am the nail
Drunk on lust, I drown in you
Tension prevails
As it takes me over again
I am the nail
Forever within, I'm lost in you
Deeper with pain
As it takes me over again

I am the nail
Drunk on lust, I drown in you
Tension prevails
As it takes me over again
I am the nail
Forever within, I'm lost in you
Deeper with pain
As it takes me over again


6. RAIVOTAR

Queen of the damned
The witch of Hades, the serpent
Sixes tripled in her flesh
Lobotomize my thoughts
My mind, unleash me
Bring out the perfect sin I crave

Escape from you to stay alive
Escape from you, the liar
I crawl to you to feel alive
I crawl for same desire

And once again
She is dancing on my grave
Whipping shivers down my spine
She is dancing on my grave
Pouring down the mercy of death

Queen of the tease
The hot and cold, voracious
So deadly and deceiving eyes
Lobotomize my thoughts
My mind, release me
Bring out the perfect death I crave

I feel you're coming once again

She is dancing on my grave
Whipping shivers down my spine
She is dancing on my grave
Pouring down the mercy of death

She is dancing on my grave
Whipping shivers down my spine
She is dancing on my grave
Pouring down the mercy...
Pouring down the mercy...
The mercy of death


7. SOUL IN FLAMES

I cannot tolerate the pain
Still feeling
Still feeling
I cannot execute this pain
Still bleeding
Still bleeding

Come and set my world afire
Give me all that I desire

I am a soul on fire
With flames within, yet frozen to the bone
Why won't you come into me?
I'm holding onto desire
Which binds it all that I will fall for
Why won't you come into

I cannot flee from the pain
Still hiding
Still hiding
I cannot see from this pain
Still lying
Still lying

So come and set my world afire
Give me all that I desire

I am a soul on fire
With flames within, yet frozen to the bone
Why won't you come into me?
I'm holding onto desire
Which binds it all that I will fall for
Why won't you come into me?

I am a soul on fire
With flames within, yet frozen to the bone
Why won't you come into me?
I'm holding onto desire
Which binds it all that I will fall for
Why won't you come into, into me?


8. PAIN BECOMES ME

All this time
I've been dreaming of it
All this time
It's been haunting in my head
Tempting me
Inviting me
To fall asleep in it's arms
To fall from grace
To breathe it's ever dimming dusk

Through my eyes
You could see the hurt I crave
Through my eyes
You'd see there's nothing left to save
I heard you said “there's a light up ahead”
But I am heading towards a dead end
I just can't say no
I just can't let go for it's got me bent

I crave therefore I am
And that is all I ever feel
I hoped you'd understand
One love, one pain, one enemy
I toast to misery
As I dig into the devil's bone
And for eternity
The pain became me
And won't leave me alone

I crave therefore I am
And that is all I ever feel
I hoped you'd understand
One love, one pain, one enemy
I toast to misery
As I dig into the devil's bone
And for eternity
The pain became me
And won't leave me alone

Leave me alone


9. NEVER ENOUGH

I am waiting for the ricochet
As I'm reaching towards the shadow
I feel the scorching fire, redeemer
Desire to burn through alive
On and on and on

I am flesh and blood, the weakness
I am heart and soul, desire
Place my finger on the trigger
Make the darkness as my bride

My soul is spoken for
To the one I'm breathing for
(This pain for you is never enough)
Craving forevermore
For the one I'm dying for
(Do you know how much I want you?)
My soul is spoken for
To the one I'm breathing for
(This pain for you is never enough)
Craving forevermore
For the one I'm dying for
It's so much stronger that me
All that I want
Never enough

My soul is spoken for
To the one I'm breathing for
(This pain for you is never enough)
Craving forevermore
For the one I'm dying for
(Do you know I've lost control?)
My soul is spoken for
To the one I'm breathing for
(This pain for you is never enough)
Craving forever more
For the one I'm dying for
It's so much stronger that me
All that I want
Never enough


10. LOVE CONTROLLED DESPAIR

To flee and to be gone
Detached from myself
To see clearly what's beyond
The dreary and cold
Walls within my head

I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regrets

All I wanted is you to be there
And no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind

To set free and to forgive
An illusion of myself
To breathe and truly live
Without the claws...
The claws within my head

All I wanted is you to be there
And no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind

I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regret

All I wanted is you to be there
All I wanted is you to be there
And no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave...
Leave all behind


11. THE LIVING DEAD

Eyelash dead on a pale white cheek
Couldn't stay awake to bleed
To bleed

I drank long and deep from the fount
Unwillingly pouring it in
What I did suck from that scentless mouth
Was the taste of the nothing

What is the life for the dead at heart?
What is the life for the dead at heart?

What my soul is concealing
This life, unforgiving
Cannot take away from me
It’s buried so deep within
And so I confide in you
For nothing compares to you
I'm living in the moment
And in the faith that it gives

I wanted but could not outlive the pain
Constantly taking the blame
Wanted, but could not smother the flame
And then I heard you scream out my name

I've found the life for the dead at heart
I've found the life for the dead at heart

What my soul is concealing
This life, unforgiving
Cannot take away from me
It's buried so deep within
And so I confide in you
For nothing compares to you
I live in the moment
And in the faith that it gives

And as I close my eyes I see everything
So much clearer, clearer than ever before
And as I step inside to feel everything
I'm still the living dead
(I'm still the living dead)

What my soul is concealing
This life, unforgiving
Cannot take away from me
It's buried so deep within
And so I confide in you
For nothing compares to you
I live in the moment
And in the faith that it gives


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