1. DESOLATE

(Instrumental)


2. PITY THE SADNESS

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune
Morning...

Morning's calm, inside i cry
This painful live has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
From sorrow's penetration
Morning...

Life is there for me
Hell is there for me

Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...

I've cried for god
And I’ve cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
Crushed my spirit to its knees


3. GOTHIC

Denying our restlessness
Frustrations tension eludes
The past was clean
Where thoughts were mild
The present day horrors alive
Slowly passing timeless horrors
Lives within all fear
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fail
The light is dim before us
Shadows appear and fall
A barrage of savage ways
Only the darkness can filter through


4. THE WORD MADE FLESH

It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I’ve been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away

Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool - forever be
Burning me...

Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
Pass through my dismay


5. DEAD EMOTION

Struggle with emotion
Feel the pain burn deep
Within our nerves
The mourning of lost life
Commands our actions night and day
The foul realism is unleashed
Upon the earth we'll bleed
Banish all fond memories
As the lord beckons us to judgement
Degeneration is close at hand
The mortality coil is weaker
The pain is close to heart
Now leave the real world to your God
The kindness of death's grasp
Relieves us from the pain


6. NO FORGIVENESS

I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born
And I'm lying through the night
My solemn end
And a cold touch of death
Takes my hand
The only way... the only way

Well, I'm fighting for my life
And I'm wasting away the time I've got left
The only way... the only way

Hearing you talk is a waste of silence
I can't bare... I no longer care

I create the cross that I must wear
And I am flying to my plight successfully
The only way...

Turning around to an empty space
I cried despair... I no longer care

Feelings of remorse
Now locked away, another day, to live again

Feeling the pressure high
Holding on to the fire


7. SHATTERED

Stare at the dark foreboding walls
I turn and look away
The fear it haunts me
While I sleep
Now as life is torn apart
The walls they lead the way
This tortured journey
Almost at an end... Look at time upon the skies
I turn and look away
The truth it haunts me
Wake me from sleep


8. DAYLIGHT TORN

I am oppressed by lack of power holding on until the end
Helping me tread on your life is the game, strengthen my anger
Reshape the misguided times see me then, die, fate has control of us all
Blemish the quest of all create the dread

Waiting in line, lost in your prayer lost in your insanity
It seems to be real soothing the pain that you feel
Can't find the key to destiny life is your quest, erase your quest

Your Christ is failing you, like poison running through
Does God know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth
While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn
The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see

Lord, smile at me
My ashes have scattered the plains they won't return again...
Lord stare at me
Wait here for me to rise, rise again, rise again...

Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed
Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest
You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send


9. AS I DIE

As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... the love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harm's way
Until I can decide
You push me, can't you see, I'm not real
Tears are flowing free, passing by, as I die


10. THE PAINLESS

Locked inside this peaceful tomb
Entwined on seas of endless bliss
The painless... Strength is released
The horror passes through our eyes
Diversions cast upon our souls
The meek shall inherit our fears
Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fear
Submit now to this curse
In out plight for existence
Reach the sky not falling down
Sunlight shines in heaven
Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fears


11. ETERNAL

Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave here
Emotion has withered away
Our burnt out love has decayed
Obsessed to leave the earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth
Now our righteous father's weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
Cry at all that remains
'Chosen words' fail to sustain
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Are we lost forever more?


12. BREEDING FEAR

Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life
Breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon.

My sorrows are breeding on my fear.

The tombs of 1000 lie near,
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying here, minutes from my death
The nausea breeds on my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my calls.

My body falls to the depths
And darkness has engraved my mind...
No visions or solution
Gagged for air, deeper below I sink...