Paradise Lost : Bizarre Festival 1999

Gothic Doom / United-Kingdom
(1999 - Self-Released)
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1. SAY JUST WORDS

You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me

Cause you presume the winner is you, but that's not true, so say just words to me

Unreal what your hates providing, say just words to me
Your talk is always contradiction, say just words to me
Won't feel warmth of friends around you, say just words to me
Is it true that there is worth inside, so say just words to me

Your designs, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning
I'll show you the way, a pleasure that's for the taking
You're trying it more, you won't get satisfaction

Cause you presume the winner is you, but that's not true, so just say words to me


2. SO MUCH IS LOST

What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life is changing
You're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear
All of my life is changing, always some rearranging

So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy

My identity, my identity, is not real
All of my life is changing
All of my lies you're facing

So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy

What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted

So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy

So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy


3. TRUE BELIEF

Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried

Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption

I don't know about a true belief here
With the 'lost' it's the same as always

All I want is the same, a true belief

You can't wait to become a memory
With the 'weak' it's the same as always

Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-aroused by a thought of madness

And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the only I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins

Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, you've lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more

I don't know about a century life
When the love of generations die

I can see no good in taking your own life
When any moment death calls...

All I want is the same, a true belief


4. IN ALL HONESTY

Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change

But their all washed away with laughter

As we wait to perish, turn to ashes
Things we've all gone through....

Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone annihilate all words of praise

When it all seems to spell disaster...

Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Its just fiction, your religion
No apology

There's no concealing the things that I do
There's no concealing the things that I choose

Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change

But their all washed away with laughter

Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Your religions contradiction
But you cannot see

Words of wisdom add frustration
To our agony
Constant knowing, always showing
Endless sympathy


5. MERCY

You live for times of solace
Within a sign there's a promise
Don't lose all faith cause you shake at night
It's in the art of the process

In another rhyme, beyond this place
The healing's fast enough...
Done a thousand times, a thousands ways
Until you've had enough

It's mercy you're asking for, cheating life by taking more
It's mercy you're asking for, take my life or give me more...

The loss of prize possessions
To cure the mind's obsession
Could trade your soul for that normal life
Elite to all objections...

See beyond all tears, and broken years
Your senses giving up
Lose all confidence at your expense
Your courage swallowed up


6. NOTHING SACRED

My life is not too whole
Its understanding why
I take when I owe
I can't explain

But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again

My life is oh so cold
Misunderstanding now
It seems that I'm slow
Its seems obscene

But you steal and you're on the run again
And you steal and you're on the run again

Without the strength to hold
Onto what's sinking
I'll pretend its all show
I can reveal

But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again
But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again


7. CHARMING TO THE LAST

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8. ONE SECOND

And for one second, I lost my head
And for one second, I wished that you were dead
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me

And for one second, I lost my breath
And for one second, I cherish what you said
And for one second, it seemed that I was here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me

And for one second, I understand
And for one second, my life was in your hands
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me, they fall alone


9. DISAPPEAR

In living with a fear of chance
The chance of fears the only reason you're awake
We decrease in size when burdened with your mind
But you know escape is to run

In a constant commotion
When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disappear

Recall the past when you were strong
Those distant days it seems are now forever gone
You'll increase desire to wander and retire
But you'll know escape is to run


10. PERMANENT SOLUTION

For the end, the time I'm feeling host
And I'm turning it around for you

Lord I feel I tried much more than most
And I've done the things I wanted to

It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again..

For that very sign to leave this world
And I'm turning it around for you

On the edge of life it seems so low
And you've done the things you wanted to....

It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving instead...

It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again...

It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving instead...


11. SOUL COURAGEOUS

I could not care less for oh, so many things
Tales of your distress and what tomorrow brings
Alluring you on sight
I'd harbour my delight
You could not care for what tune sorrow sings

In this battle of ages
A breath of fire would light your pilot
Are you soul courageous
A breath of life would make you maybe see
You bring me to the ground
You bring me to the ground

Victory's in vain unless one knows the score
Inner peace reclines, in place the bitter scorn
Spirit maketh man
Always at hand
The spirit fails to save the ones worth waiting for


12. BEHIND THE GREY

I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken

I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken

I've seen it many times

Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil

You've felt an omen...
"Oh another" I've heard this many times
When I speak, silence
So assured that you could find... I seek it more

Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil

I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken

Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil
Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day, and that night you came
You came and saw the earth...


13. MADE THE SAME

You may need some honest words to heal
You may need some honest words, so I’ll say them..
Oh lord knows why..

Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way

You may have fortune enough to breathe
You may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then..
Oh lord knows why

Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I choose to fear rejection that's my way...

Do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost
You control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost..
Live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause
If you think you'll live forever the games already lost

Its so cold... many years to go
Its so cold... many years to go

Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I choose to fear rejection that's my way...

Cause I'm made of the same as your made


14. AS I DIE

As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way
Until I can decide
You push me, can't you see, I'm not real
Tears are flowing free, passing by, as I die


15. THIS COLD LIFE

I can take one day to achieve my goal, then it starts again
In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don't deliver

I never needed foes
Forever feeling low
Cause they break me down
Cannot fake this frown

I never took offence
I never swore in advance
But I'll break you down
With my poison mouth again

I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion
It's a certain way that I'm feeling host to a new deception...

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