1. TOMORROW

See my self
Going crazy
I know you
See it too
I know what you're all thinking
You are holding on just trying to be cool
But know that come tomorrow
All your worries will be gone (along with me)


2. THE CREATURE

A creature
Clad in tatters of dead joy
Bleeding
The red of the holly berries
And crowned
With their spiky leaves
By the light of the sun
I'm running through
Failing my search
When did my strenght fail?
Seeing the sun die
Year after year
There's nothing new
Get's ready now
To terrorize
So pure I am
Where I bleed
Shreds of fate
Given life
By my fierce scream
I am mad
(And some black metal rubbish)


3. LIES

I am truth
But it's killing me
Mankind cannot bear too much
But I am a man and the truth is all I can bear
And the lies and lies and lies are killing me
Great deceptions
You talk the talk
But are you there?
False receptions
The ultimate
In failure and fear
Lies and lies and lies and lies
I'm so fucked in the head
It's not funny
And the love of my life
Can't save me
Because
I have to save myself first
My son
We must prevale
Go get daddy's gun
We'll make a call for hell
Not for me
While I stare at the cold moon
Ironic
That something so clean
For the staining blood
That will splat at me
For the secret that it is


4. SUICIDE

The voices inside my head
Drives me insane
Say hello
To my little friend
And we are living in it
I want to tear my skin
Tonight it all ends
The bullet hit my brain
Blew it up to pieces
Look at the mess I've made
Say hello to my little friend
The world is so ugly


5. AT THE GRAVE

Grieving
I stand before the gravestone
I say my last goodbye
Self righteous indignation lies
Behind the mask of apathy
Seduction
To an
Artificial thrill
Dionysus'
Takes her hold
As I embrace
I
Choose
To
Make
A Stand
But to be a martyr
First you have to die


6. DEATH APPROACHES

So, why didn't I see you coming?
In my breath, In my walk, In my eyes
You have been there for long and long
I saw you and recognized you
For what you were
Screamed at
Run from
And I thought I had accepted that
And it's only someone that I've fought with
For these many years
Always there
Always waiting
We have our differences
Death and me
But we are so similar
So very alike
Two stiffs in a village
Always comes to blows
But you're here now
And come between me
Me and my life


7. METAL CHURCH

Many, many years ago on a distant shore
Men did gather secretly beyond a hidden door
They travelled long and travelled far
Dark into the night
Yes, this is the place they've chosen
To build the Metal site.

Congregation rises, starts to chant a hymn
Of evil, lust and hatred, the roots of every sin
The priest he stands before them, tells them why they are this way
Why they worship metal gods each and every day
By the hand of Oberon, dark into the deep
Love the evil things we do, the secrets that we keep

Metal church, unholy, who'll be the sacrifice
Metal church, the only, don't you know the time is right
Metal church will find you, can't run very far
The metal church inside you,
It knows just who you are, knows just who you are.

No use in speaking out against anything we do
While the men of earth they sleep, haven't any clue
Now the story starts again, all the time is lost
Metal Church begins anew....
Saving souls that are lost.

Metal church, unholy, who'll be the sacrifice
Metal church, the only, don't you know the time is right
Metal church will find you, can't run very far
The metal church inside you,
It knows just who you are, knows just who you are.

The metal church


8. ROOM SERVICE

Kept inside
Where to turn?
Bottled up
When to burn?
Eating away
Filled with hate
No more cheeks to turn


9. THE RED RIVER

Red river flowing
Wounds tearing open
The blade of a knife
Release my cares from me
Knife now blood stained..
Not a care no more
Tragic life
Meaningless times
I lost it all
Hey Wait
You say
That looks like blood
But no! It's the pain inside
Finally released
Let go, to leave this place
To play at someone else
Not me! No more
The perfect world
Out of reach
Except one way
The way it's troooooo


10. EVIL

Look inside your soul
And find the blackest part
Unfeeling and uncaring and cold
Then you have a feeling of my soul
I embraced darkness
As soon as I was born
Pushing out love
Inside my soul
My eyes see red
From heartbreak and pain
And painful visions
Inside my head
Pain takes the place of pleasure
Inside me is anger
No place for pleasure
Awaiting revenge at any measure