1. VENDETTA

I'm just your pawn
To move how you want
You're discarding all my thoughts
You're draining my blood
Just to fill up your cup
You take whatever you want

You wanna change me
You rearrange me
Tear me apart from piece to piece
You wanna mold me
Try to control me
Rip out the soul from me

You break me down
You hold me under 'til I drown myself
I'm not your prisoner
I'm breaking out
I know you're coming for me
I know you're coming for me
But you won't make me bleed

You wanna consume
So you pick at my wounds
Criticize with every cut
Held tight in your hand
So I can't take a stand
'Cause you're scared of who I'll become

You wanna change me
You rearrange me
Tear me apart from piece to piece
You wanna mold me
Try to control me
Rip out the soul from me

You break me down
You hold me under 'til I drown myself
I'm not your prisoner
I'm breaking out
I know you're coming for me
I know you're coming for me
But you won't make me bleed

I won't march in your parade
I won't march in your parade

You break me down
You hold me under 'til I drown myself
I'm not your prisoner
I'm breaking out
I know you're coming for me
I know you're coming for me
But you won't make me bleed

I won't march in your parade
I won't march in your parade


2. ERASE THE PAIN

Spinning around my mental now
Oh, my head's been filled with doubt
What I kept inside will eat me alive
Or will it keep me safe and sound?

'Cause I'm half alive
Numb inside
Dying to feel
I'm dying to feel

I can't feel anything
So lost and I can't be saved
Your voice but a memory
Fade to black and erase the pain
Erase the pain
Fade to black and erase the pain

Losing a piece of what I found
Losing myself in all this crowd
If I told you I'd die
Would you keep me alive?
Oh, would you save me from myself?

Half alive
Numb inside
Dying to feel
I'm dying to feel

I can't feel anything
So lost and I can't be saved
Your voice but a memory
Fade to black and erase the pain
Erase the pain
Fade to black and erase the pain

I pretend, I pretend
I pretend 'til I bend and bend
'Til I'm broken
Are you broken?
I forget, I forget
I forget 'til it crept and crept
Am I hopeless?
Are you hopeless?

I can't feel anything
So lost and I can't be saved
Your voice but a memory
Fade to black and erase the pain
I can't feel anything
Fade to black and erase the pain
I can't feel anything
Fade to black and erase the pain


3. FADE

Lips move, you speak
But nothing that you're saying is connecting
Heartbeat, repeat
How do I rise if I'm falling down?
Stop before I go and hit the ground
I swear it's what I'm gonna do

How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?
How do I make myself real, when I feel like fading?
'Cause no matter how I try, deep down I'm paralyzed
How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?

I fall, you reach, but I'm just slipping through your fingers
I lie, but you see, without a moment looking for a reason
Burn to die, to feel more alive

How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?
How do I make myself real, when I feel like fading?
'Cause no matter how I try, deep down I'm paralyzed
How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?

If I heal, can I stay, or I fade away?
How do I make myself heal? (Yeah)
How do I make myself real?

No matter how I try, deep down I'm paralyzed
How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?
(Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh)
If I can't let myself in
(Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh)
If I can't let myself in


4. WAR

You're the only one to blame

If you try to see looking through your sleeve
You don't have to be afraid
But if you try to clean with kerosene
You'll burn away

You roll the dice to see your fate
The devil always wins the game
You're better off with throwing grenades

Blow it up you like the way it burns
You'll burn at every turn
Soon enough you're gonna have to learn
When you light the fire to your flame
There's nothing left to say
Don't expect for me to call your name

Cause you wanna dream
But your therapy gets stuck inside your head
And when you try to leave
The hand that feeds is on your neck

You roll the dice to see your fate
The devil always wins the game
You're better off with throwing grenades

Blow it up you like the way it burns
You'll burn at every turn
Soon enough you're gonna have to learn
When you light the fire to your flame
There's nothing left to say
Don't expect for me to call your name

You're the only one
You're the only one to blame
Come on
The only one to blame

Blow it up you like the way it burns
You'll burn at every turn
Soon enough you're gonna have to learn
Explode, explode
When you light the fire to your flame
There's nothing left to say
Don't expect for me to call your name
You're the only one to blame
Don't expect for me to call your name
The only one to blame
Don't expect for me to call your name
The only one to blame


5. WAYS TO DISAPPEAR

I take my time, I don't do well with attention
I'm so used to stayin' in
To keep my walls from cavin' in
And I am a ghost, I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killin' me

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I'm dragging it out, I hold on tightly to memories
'Cause I'm scared of what will show
It might be best if you never know
I wanna run away, wanna start a war
Till my knuckles bleed, I need you, nothing more
I've been lying to all of you
'Cause I've been tryin' to face the truth

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home


6. GHOST

Hey, hey
Hey, hey

Hey, can you save me?
I can feel myself slowly fading
And my fear has turned to this
An empty black abyss

Trust in me but you don't believe
You can't see nothing
You won't feel anything

I'm a ghost, you don't need me
Need me
You let go, couldn't reach me
You weren't reaching out
Hey, hey
Hey, hey

It, it doesn't phase you
That the walls you place I would run through
'Cause to you it's just a dream
A moonlight memory

Trust in me but you don't believe
You can't see nothing
You won't feel anything

I'm a ghost, you don't need me
Need me
You let go, couldn't reach me
Reach me
You let me float away
You cut me out of the frame
And nothing really matters if it can't feel the same
I'm a ghost, couldn't reach me
You weren't reaching out

Can't you hear the sounds of the cracks in your room
Banging on the tiles just to scream out to you
My voice became a whisper that you'll grow to replace
And I'll be stuck in hell and you'll forget my face
Hey, hey
Hey, hey

I'm a ghost, you don't need me
Need me
You let go, couldn't reach me
Reach me
You let me float away
You cut me out of the frame
And nothing really matters if it can't feel the same
I'm a ghost, couldn't reach me
You weren't reaching out

Hey, hey
Hey, hey


7. FRAGILE BONES

Under your scope
So you can see close
Analyze the way that my colors take fold
You pin my wings down
So you can find out
How long it'll take til I fall to the open ground

I drag around all the weight of your words
Shutting me down so your voice can be heard
Make me your clone
Make me your own

You think you're curing a disease
You got the answers, the vaccines
You're making me hate me
Making me hate me
Pull at the strings to play your scene
But I cut the ties from underneath
You'll never save me
You'll never save me

Cause I wanna know
And do you reap what you sew
And do you dull whatever seems to have a pulse
You try and fix me
To fit your machine
But what's alive can never live without a soul

I drag around all the weight of your words
Shutting me down so your voice can be heard
Make me your clone
Make me your own

You think you're curing a disease
You got the answers, the vaccines
You're making me hate me
Making me hate me
Pull at the strings to play your scene
But I cut the ties from underneath
You'll never save me
You'll never save me

Try to be the one that you want and it just wasn't enough
You took all my pride and turned it to dust
You take my fragile bones and you make them your own
You wanted everything til nothing's left of me

You think you're curing a disease
You got the answers, the vaccines
You're making me hate me
Making me hate me
Pull at the strings to play your scene
But I cut the ties from underneath
You'll never save me
You'll never save me

Cause I wanna know


8. PUSH

Miserable
My funeral

I try to fake it now
I always had my doubts
Push me to the edge
I've been too blind to see
What's right in front of me
So push me to the edge

Can you even tell
That I do this to myself?
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me
Anyone to understand me
Yeah, or am I just too late
Stuck in my own ways
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me

And I try to blame you now
'Cause I'm just shutting down
So push me to the edge

So miserable
My funeral

Can you even tell
That I do this to myself?
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me
Anyone to understand me
Yeah, or am I just too late
Stuck in my own ways
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me

Yeah!
Yeah!

So miserable (So miserable)
My funeral (My funeral)
So miserable (So miserable)
Oh God

Can you even tell
That I do this to myself?
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me
Anyone to understand me
Yeah, or am I just too late
Stuck in my own ways
I'm just cryin' out for
Anyone to understand me

Oh God


9. PATIENT

Take a look inside my head
I tried to patch the wound
But it keeps on coming back
I'm hollow to the bone
Screaming "Take my all"
But you need more

And I can't say your name
'Cause you're cutting off my tongue
And I don't think you'll ever understand
Just how you left me numb
Oh, look what I've become
You left a hole
I'm not the same

And I'm a patient
I've been waiting for you
To ruin this day or to make it
You're getting high off of playing God
Either stop my heart or replace it

There's medicine to take
For trying to forget an unforgettable face
Tell me does it show?
I breathe you in
You watch me choke

And I can't say your name
'Cause you're cutting off my tongue
And I don't think you'll ever understand
Just how you left me numb
Oh, look what I've become
You left a hole
I'm not the same

And I'm a patient
I've been waiting for you
To ruin this day or to make it
You're getting high off of playing God
Either stop my heart or replace it

Mark me up, cut down the line
Killing me keeps you satisfied
And if it's really what you had in mind
Cut me up, cut me up
'Cause I'm already dead inside

I'm a patient
I've been waiting for you
To ruin this day or to make it
You're getting high off of playing God
Either stop my heart or replace it
And I'm a patient
I've been waiting for you
To ruin this day or to make it
You're getting high off of playing God
Either stop my heart or replace it

Take a look inside my head
Take a look inside my head
Take a look inside my head
Take a look inside my head


10. SHED MY SKIN

I wanna peel apart a piece of my eyelids
Take my past and throw it away
I need to stop repeating the process
It's always been my biggest mistake

Death to me, reborn today
Rip away whatever made me weak

Shed my skin right off my bones
Replace all I've ever known
Separate my fate on my own
Separate my fate on my own
Rip myself up inch by inch
Repairing it stitch by stitch
Separate my fate on my own
Separate my fate on my own

I like the sound of the cartilage cracking
'Cause every noise is another step
And all the scars that are scattered on me
Will fade away as I leave my flesh

Death to me, reborn today
Rip away whatever made me weak

Shed my skin right off my bones
Replace all I've ever known
Separate my fate on my own
Separate my fate on my own
Rip myself up inch by inch
Repairing it stitch by stitch
Separate my fate on my own
Separate my fate on my own

Surviving to make a change
Like a snake that breaks a cage
There was poison in my veins
I chose to throw it away
It was more than I could take
There was poison in my veins

Shed my skin right off my bones
Replace all I've ever known
Separate my fate on my own
Separate my fate on my own