1. AVERSION

I am awake, but i swear i'm only dreaming,
This pain is what drives me, it keeps me from losing sleep,
I've let myself fall obsolete,
I cant recall a time where i felt complete...

This deep abyss inside my head is all i know,
I forgot what its like to be alone,
Now i'm so far from home...

This is a disaster,
How the hell have we ended up this way,
Forever Learning,
How to live with our (live with our mistakes)...
Now the world around me's changing I will stay the same,
Upon foundations built from better days...
(Built from better days).

While these offensives keep growing,
While my defensives are slowing,
I find myself without a leg to stand upon,
Where do I truly belong,
I've been walking this road for far to long,
Without a sense of purpose, i must carry on...

I wear compassion, like a nose around my neck.

How the hell did it come to this?
Another Nightmare in every fucking severed tie.
I have foreseen the coming storm,
But I'll be damned if it consumes us all...

This is a disaster,
How the hell have we ended up this way,
Forever Learning,
How to live with our (live with our mistakes)...
As the world around me's changes I will stay the same,
Upon foundations built from better days...

This is a disaster,
And its written all over your face
Your to ashamed to face the blame so i will take your place
As the world around me's changes I will stay the same,
Upon foundations built from better days
Before we fade away...

Oh how I've told you a thousand times,
Self preservation is a part of life.

Oh how I've told you a thousand fucking times,
You cannot take what is rightfully mine...


2. REST ASSURED

I've tried to comprehend the humility of your actions,
Before now I saw the good in you, now i see the truth,
And its overwhelming, you cant expect me to just walk away,
You said you found remorse, but i still have so much left to Say...

My Inhibitions wont shield me from this plight...

So carve these words into your skin,
And tell yourself it'll be worth it,
Coz it will never be enough, (no it will never be enough...)
But rest assured that my intentions have never ment so much To me,
Given time perhaps you'll see...

I can't turn back the clock, (we cant turn back the clock)
And i must bare these burdens, untill the end of time...

For all of my life, people like you have passed me by, but Not this time...

Ill tell you to your face,
This is who i am.

So carve these words into your skin,
And tell yourself it'll be worth it,
Coz it will never be enough, no it will never be enough,
But rest assured that my intentions have never ment so much To me,
Given time perhaps you'll see,
The hope in sincerity...


Are we the family of, the ones who've given up,
The hope within our homes to exorcize the ones we love?

Are we the family of, the ones who've given up?
(the ones who've given it up...)