1. CONSUMED

Pulsing through my heart it's rising
Thinking can I really die
Just when I have started living
Falling faster to my hell

It's a burning in my chest and
No more feeling in my legs and
All this time it's been here and i've
Never felt it anywhere

It is taking over
Halt and stopped my life

I cannot see straight
Something's coming at me

Swallowing me whole


2. PEAR OF ANGUISH

I said something I should not have
Hands grag my legs and pull me in

Thoughts of panic
Fill my head

Come and help me, aid me, save me
Comfort me

Crackled laughter
Taunts my skin

Cold and damp

Feels so cold with a blinding grief
These clammy walls are my only friend

Why are they so quiet?
Worse is that I can't see
Just a gentle flickering
That won't let me be

Hands grab my legs and pull me in
Hands at my throat, no feeling left

No more panic fills my head
Crackled laughter calms my being, I am among friends

Acceptance has sunken in
I'm left gaping shivering and all my friends have left