1. CIRCLES

Searching, I'm ever searching for something to fulfill me in this life
searching, I will keep searching, I must find what it is that makes me feel alive

And I've exhausted my options
there is no corner I've left unturned
Is this pursuit meaningless ?
I find my life meaning less every day

When will I find a reason to push on ?
Stuck in mind, I'm running in circles
Life undefined, I'm heading nowhere
When will I find a reason to push on ?
When will I find a reason ?

And when I've found it, it will be mine to keep
No one behind the curtain keeping me
from who I need to be

And I've exhausted my options
There is no corner I've left unsearched
Is this pursuit meaningless ?
I find my life meaning less

And when I've found it, it will be mine to keep
no one behind the curtain keeping me
from who I need to be

Searching, I'm ever searching for something
searching, I will keep searching

And when I've found it, it will be mine to keep
no one behind the curtain keeping me
from who I need to be

Searching, I'm ever searching for something

I am blinded, I am lost
But I will find this no matter what the cost
I'm ever searching
Forever searching


2. SINKING

Running around in circles
This vicious cycle, it never ends
I’m never seeing yet you expect me to keep believing
To keep my hands held high

I can’t hear your voice, but I’m listening
Now I must make a choice. Will I sink or swim ?
But the current is too strong, my breath too short
I’m drowning

And I am fighting, I’m fighting this dread
But I’m losing ground God, I’m losing my tread
This disbelief, like leech in my head
Now I am sinking in these boots made of lead

All that you know will fall to dust
so in me you must put your trust
And in you I’ll plant a seed
an ever growing seed that destroys disbelief

Find in me what you seek
You’re swimming upstream
Child you are sinking

Stop swimming upstream and come to me
This isn't the way it’s supposed to be
You’re swimming upstream

Now I can see clearly that I have to give you everything
and you will come to me
but it might not be when I want it to be
So I’ll just keep waiting

And I am fighting, I’m fighting this dread
But I’m losing ground God, I’m losing my tread
This disbelief, like leech in my head
Now I am sinking in these boots made of lead


3. THE GREY

Broken mirrors, the only escape
I sit here, upon this throne I am the patron saint

Constant searching for what can't be found
Because I've been working in the grey
In the grey

I can't go on like this, Living lives through others eyes
In the grey
My bones are displaced in a skin I can't fit in

Heavy eyes and sleepless
Sleepless nights under the starlit sky

I guess my love was never enough
I turned my back and you called my bluff

Constant searching for what can't be found
Because I've been working in the grey
In the grey

Heavy eyes and sleepless
Sleepless nights under the starlit sky
Heavy eyes and sleepless
Sleepless nights under the starlit sky

Constant searching for what can't be found
Because I've been working in the grey
In the grey
I guess my love was never enough
In the grey


4. UNBREAKABLE

You will regret this

Every word that you say
Is pulling you deeper into your grave
Every step that you take
You're walking farther away
Yet I beg you to stay

I've given up on this
I'm walking out on you
I need to live my life
This change is overdue

And when you realize
Just what you've gone and done
You'll count all your mistakes
One by one

You will regret this

And this is where I no longer
Sell myself short
Fighting with this curse,
I am not blameless

Everything you've done
I was forced to run
This is who I am
This is where I stand

My world shakes around me
These walls are paper thin
My foundation is crumbling
As I give in to sin

Finding hope when all is lost
This journey is tiresome
I'll finish no matter what the cost
I will not stop
This cycle will be broken
For I have spoken

You will never stop me
My will is unbreakable

And this is where I no longer
Sell myself short
Fighting with this curse
I am not blameless

Everything you've done
I was forced to run
This is who I am
This is where I stand

I will change myself
Even If I have to walk through Hell
This is a declaration
I will not fail
I will change myself


5. FALLING

God where have you gone ?
Have you forsaken me ?
As far as I can see
I am alone
And I am falling fast
and I don't know how long I'll last

And I am falling fast
I Don't know how long I'll last

So will you come back for me?
God I am falling
I've strayed so far
Am I still worth saving ?

I can't count
The times I've walked away,
That I've spat in your face
Oh my God
I can't count
The times I've walked away
The choices I've made
Oh my God

I see the light
at the end of the tunnel
but It's not as bright as it seems

I look back at my life
All the mistakes I've made
All the mistakes I've made

Oh my god
Where is my head ?
Oh, God
How it plagues me
Disbelief, how it plagues me

I can't count
The times I've walked away,
That I've spat in your face
Oh my God
I can't count
The times I've walked away,
The choices I've made

I will not ever leave again
I am here to stay
And I will never leave again
I am here to stay