1. BREATHER II

Let it be reborn invited
And I hate my ways now.
I looked possessed
In a focus of pure hate
And I was gone forever. Gone.
I didn't mean it
And now I'm faded and wasted
I'm throwing up the old.
I knew that I'd live it.
Admit it.
My demons were beating me down.
Cut out the black space,
The blood and frustration of
A wasted life.
And I sent myself away with the medicine.
Another sleepless night.
Another sleepless night.
Another sleepless night.
Another sleepless night.


2. THE FAMILY DISEASE

I'll vomit illusions,
Trick myself that i'm happy,
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.

I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.

Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
(x2)

I am forever alive,
I hook my heart to my eyes,
I reach from birth just to die,
I keep the devil inside i grow him in me.

I think my heart could receive it,
Cheap imposter where you heading,
Thank you my love would you believe me,
Thank you my love would you be listening.
But so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.

Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
(x2)

I watched you choke on me,
You leave me unbalanced,
You come back to break them.
x4

Feel me my anger's gone,
I don't breathe i only have a son,
It's not me (it's not me-e-e)
I'm not real, I Was never born.
(x2)

I AM FOREVER ALIVE,
I HOOK MY HEART TO MY EYES


3. THE CONSTRICTOR

Divided I'm carelessly counting my sins
The sight of growing too old to begin

Sentenced to find the one that is gold
In a pile of nothing
To our hearts we wreck we're reborn
I grow inside you I feel nothing
And when I'm side you I will be ready

There's not enough of a reason to be ugly
I'll crucify you and burn until you're nothing
And if my body is bruised would you believe me
That I am more than you and what you're reading

There's not enough of a reason to be ugly
I'll crucify you and burn until you're nothing
And if my body is bruised would you believe me
That i am more than you and what you're reading

Medic i feel headless
Leave me
Medic i feel headless
Leave me

Medic i feel headless
Leave me
Medic i feel headless

Divided i'm carelessly counting my sins
The sight of growing too old to begin

Divided i'm carelessly counting my sins
The sight of growing too old to begin

And if the world never died
I'd live long enough to forget what its shape is
I lost each one of my eyes
In a world mind versus the question

And if world never died
I'd live long enough to forget what its shape is
I lost each one of my eyes
In a world mind versus the question

And if world never died
I'd live long enough to forget what its shape is
I lost each one of my eyes
In a world mind versus the question


4. DEAD SPEAKER

Something didn't want you to live in me.
My body rejected you and you don't belong to me.
And after the bodies cleaned,
They have to make room for you to breathe.
Something didn't want you to die in me.

Breather you took it all away from me.
You're nothing.
Was I supposed to see?
Mother were going too fast for me.
I was a growing seed.
It ended mother.
I was still so afraid of my grave.
I was buried as a child father
And after all my organs were choked.
Do you still feel me?

I'll find sadness
It matches my sound
It's vicious as sex.
Devil you fed it, your son isn't finished


5. MOTHER LOVE

Fear love a failure to nothing but and empty shape we collide and we were dead on

Are you tired enough
I think i hurt your head enough
Bruising me the first touch
Well fall asleep well close it up

Count the days till you get rid of me, till i fall asleep i am meaningless endlessly you'd feel fine if you could bury me six feet underneath i wont see it
And now im recklessly ending it as it falls from the stage to the floor
The day ends when i say it does im afraid of him, im afraid of him

My mother sings when she's afraid of me because i hurt her more,
More than the son she sees it scares her half to death
My father sings when he's afraid of me because i hurt him more,
More than the son he sees it scares us all to death.

Oh, my son why did you leave me? Where did you run my son? Why did you leave me?


6. IN BIRTH

In birth we lose them
To sudden defects.
Our minds are not open yet.
And all, all the life you had
You'll finally see.

There's no life here.
We welcome you to the world in fascinating views.
We consume you wil all be alone.

You're breathing like you did.
You never wanted to.
You're always gonna lose
When no ones there for you.
You're barely human.
Yet we thought we'd see you soon.
We'll all abandon you.
We're always gonna lose.

Those who say there's nothing after,
Well, they're all ghosts
And none of them will matter


7. BONEWORKS

When feeding the ones left breathing
It's our only way to live.
My minds past growing in the salt,
With the bone community.
They took my tongue for the things i wanted,
But couldn't say.
When your taking my child away
My colors will surely change.
My voice will be the same.
Things were never that way again.
After they came and left,
We're nothing.
Your voice is a cannibal.
Your child got taken away.
Your life is an open wound,
Exposed to all of those around you


8. THE ABORTION PLAN

i left my head when i was home,
I caught an evil side of me,
I only breathe when i'm alone.
The days await till i am gone.
I grew right next to your heart.
I should have grabbed it and pulled it down.
I feel what your feeding me.
I hear what you really speak.

Could the eater rot in time?
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice
The world as an illusion.
Your body pushed through it.
In birth it all confuses us.
What do i do when i'm lying on a table?
My mother didn't want me, my whole life i've been starving.
9 months to grow inside you, my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant.
Where did i go? Hell, i knew that my heart wouldn't make it.

And the due date is close.
Well heaven knew it take a part of me.
But i only speak, i only speak when i am hungry.
Now the lights on my face.
And i've never felt more ugly when the devil grabbed me by the legs and shook me.
I was gone, you said it.

Homes where death is, i'll just forget it.


9. BOA

If i was fearing the world,
I'd be generous.
In habit, the world seems to feed what i need.
And in a separating ground pulled apart from me,
I erase everything.
When we were first born,
The liquid covered our bodies it got harder to breathe.
Without a clue in the world,
Our fathers poisoned their wives.
And the life that he made for me,
Are you afraid of us?
This isn't a place for us.
Your body is surely as sad as can be.
Wish i could feel again.
The sadness will never end.
Invited forever we sleep.
Hail deliverer the skin will peel off of me.

If i hadn't meant to live?
What would i give?
I had a part of you.
You were a part of me.
And now it doesn't exist.
In hell we decide.

I'm hiding in the lines of the sand with the old blood.
I'm dying and living alone in a home with nothing,
I'm nothing and i mean it
And i saw the afterlife
You had a reason to be.
And now their all alone.
We'll all be living and if they eat us,
They'll only show us their life is broken in pairs,
With the old love i'm extending my way,
As a full blood in this life


10. I CAME AS DUST (I LEFT AS DUST

I kept a cross in my right hand.
I dropped it into the quicksand the wood went to waste.
Your faith, it's broken.
You're furthering yourself to fame,
You're losing.
Your god is leaving.
I left it there for a blind man.
He pulled it out with no questions,
And i took his place.
And when there's nowhere to fit,
It leaves us here to be compared to him.
How could you bend your fears?
The day was reduced to tears.
Your stomach was armor.
An aid that would save your life.
It's impossible for you to hear.
Breather,
You followed me here,
You followed my footsteps here
You fit in my head,
Like a father i'll never remember you.
Ever


11. THE SPINE COLLECTION

The old ways always get at me,
Throwing myself on the floor when i'm empty.
Call me i'm falling in front of a demon possessing.
Making me talk.
My throat gets rid of a part of me.
Anxiety could end it all.
Physically i've found that i'll stay the same,
And you all should have nothing to say.
I was afraid of living alone.
You could of changed it.
They could have saved us.
I need something to fill in the hole.
How pathetic my face is allergic.
And everything my spine gives.
I wanna get rid of it.
The patches that hold my blood in.
I've invented a new sin.
The whole world takes part of it.
In learning i'll love him right now.
He does not exist.
Till then i'll be over it.
It's one thing i'll never miss
And i'll never find a way to be happy,
And there's no one here that's like me


12. DEVIL WALK, GOD WALK (HEAVEN WALK, HELL WALK)

For those who mean it,
Your skin will be cleaned.
The scales you have shed for the family disease wash the salt away from you palms.
You're sweating it out.
I beg for the taste of it,
Believing in him.
Devil the fear of you in me,
Delivering the failures that made me believe there's no life worth living,
Our children will leave.
We'll separate the family disease.
We'll create if we're dead.
We'll believe.
Guard them demon,
Let them be headed.
Kill them, burn them,
We'll be left seedless men.

It was diseased,
I was left just to see it.
The rotting flesh.
My teeth were all broken from feeding.
I found a bette love.
As i aged, it progressed and i left.
It's not over till it's over i said.

Found myself with a cheap mask in hand.
Drowned out.
Birth has it's hands reached out to welcome the sound of hell.
Open your eyes child,
Breathe now.
But don't move your mouth.
All of my heartless life i die
My voice will change when i start to smile.
My mind gets eaten away.
Our children die.
Wash the salt from your palms you're sweating it out.
I beg for the taste of it.
All of our sons and our daughters are dead,
And the birth that we stole,
The eater grows old