1. LAND OF WONDERS

When you do your best but your ego says:
Your fantasies are not attainable.
You feel tired of fighting alone.
Close your eyes and lean on your dreams.

When you’re reclused and ego tells:
You do not deserve love, you’re not likeable.
You have right to choose other way.
Absolve your soul of beliefs restrictive.

Learned how to victimize the sound of our free heart.
Meeting the requirements in spite of being ourselves.

Always follow the guardian angel’s whispers
Proudly struggling with the help of their supportation
Come to believe your wishes, keep an open mind
They are reachable

Pay real attention to your sensations.
Consciously creating reality.

We are free to create wonder-land.
The strength of ours is undrainable.
Dreams unfold hidden paths now and then.
We all have unseen helpmates to defend.

...They show you the road...


2. AWAKENED

Looking through the veil of my tears
I take down the weight of fears.
Not my part in your fairytale,
Playing a fake role for your sake.

Leave you back my dark dancer.
Take your steps, without your partner.
Going through the years of my life,
I have learned to walk my path.

I tried to help and lifted up others all the time.
Even they just pushed me down and left me to die.
I know it was not intentional, just sometimes.
Heard not to be too sensitive, should close my eyes.

For you it was trivial to laugh, to look down at my naivity.
(naivity)
Wittingly wasting all my time, draining my final energy.
(parasitizing)

I am grabbed by strangers’ hands,
Brying to tear pieces out of me.
This choking, I feel it sentences to death,
I can not bear feeling used.

An angelic melody sounds now, breaking the spell,
The good intention seems to be hell.

My eyes are wide opened, painful to know my boundaries.
Leave back my helper self beyond strength, don’t chase your nightmares any more.
Here is the end of my victim role, I’ve been awakened.