1. REFLECTIONS OF A SUICIDAL MIND

The sound of sirens can be heard far away
but it is too late
you destroyed the last of me;
there is no turning back or regret
everything that is done is done, I know you did it to hurt me why would you lie ?

I ask myself why ?
my tears frozen to ice my hands cold as the morning snow
Your words echo in my head
that the concussion of an iron pipe blow on the head

Tears flow from my lifeless cheeks but you can not see
what you have caused me all these years far away and forgotten by humanity

I reach the end of the tunnel for your forgiveness, but nothing helps I can not do more

days become years why could not you just moved on. and left me to die in peace
I could feel your words cut through me like the sharp razor blade that parted to our time

I close my eyes and embraced by the falling snow which fall from the dark sky and slowly disappear


2. BROKEN MIRRORS

As the wind howls in the night,
I swore to banish the dreadful day,
I curse you with my soul,
As one of you at the time shall lead us now !

And now I am the one of your soldiers calling,
Here to recall the day of man kinds end
Ah the broken mirrors !
A hope of broken life a decaying reality
Like a wom lost,
I search for guidence !
With a note forged in blood

The broken Mirrors
Struggling upon my endless reflection
Starring into the dark depths of my soul
As I search for guidence

And now I am the one of your games of love and joy is over,
I am here to remind you I am still here !
Starring upon your vomiting reflection
As I search for guidence I forge your name in blood,
The broken mirros the beauty of my pale reflection
Starring into the mirros watching you die as I search for answer,

The broken Mirrors
Struggling upon my endless reflection
Starring into the dark depths of my soul


3. I DON'T BELONG HERE !

Scared from the taste of life
Scared from my everlasting pain
Can't feel anything from all theese
Pills and alcohol

My bodey warm from all the blood
I'm losing
Everything starts to feel numn
What a wonderful feeling

But regardless to my state
I start to think of how fucking usless
I am how much I polute the world
With my pressence

I dont belong here !

I hate you all but I hate myself
Even more I need to die and I want you
To join me to the other side

Don't be afraid come with me

My old friend

Years has past I have become
No more than a shaddow a pail reflection
From the usless creature I was

You brought me the calm and emptines
That I longed after this whole time
The silence is unbable I can finaly rest

I can't imagine people being afraid of you
Thank you my old friend I welcome you
With joy death...