1. WALLS OF ANXIETY

Trying to sleep
Can feel it coming
These wounds are deep
I'm losing control
The darkness gets
The grip of my soul
I'm floating around
Falling there is no solid ground
Loaded with fear
Don't know why but it won't disappear
How many times will I fall?
Will I rise again?
I will climb these walls of anxiety
Break it down, piece by piece
I've used to blame you, blame society
This is my war, my enemy
I'll fight it till the day I'll be released
Walls of anxiety
Bring me the light
And I will follow
I'll put up the fight
Still standing strong
On sinking ground
But I don't know how long
How many times will I fall?
Will I rise again?
I will climb these walls of anxiety
Break it down, piece by piece
I've used to blame you, blame society
This is my war, my enemy
I'll fight it till…


2. SILENCE

Who are you?
You've changed so drastically
What used to be has faded away
Something's wrong
Can see it in your eyes
Your mind is here, but your heart is not
Why, oh why?
It's taking over me
You've closed the door and hid the key
I'm breaking down
You are my everything
My heart, my soul, my life, my goal
Here we are now
The silence is killing me
Let it out, I need to hear
Side by side
So close, but so far away
The shining light has turned to gray
The air is gone
To feed the flame
Tell me why is it me you blame?
Just say the words
Look into my eyes
Throw away your wall and your disguise
Here we are now
The silence is killing me
Let it out, I need to hear
Side by side
So…


3. THE TRUTH WILL BRING THEM DOWN

What is wrong with this world, am I dreaming?
Can't believe what is happening here
We're going down hitting hard, hitting fast
No one knows how long this madness will last

Some people think they are more then the others
Full of lies and alternative facts
Do what's told and you're saved from condemnation
Hold your ears, keep away from the truth

Open your eyes
Face the reality
Question the ones who drag us down

Wake up, stand against, criticize what's being told
Break free, stop pretending their words will turn to gold
The truth will bring them down (down)
Eventually you will see what's going on
The truth will bring them down

So many promises and thing they will change
Painting a picture that we all wanna see
Taking advantage of a bad situation
Make you believe that they are holding the key

Open your eyes
Face the reality
Question the ones who drag us down

Wake up, stand against, criticize what's being told
Break free, stop pretending their words will turn to gold
The truth will bring them down (down)
Eventually you will see what's going on
The truth will bring them down

Politicians and scientists who are bought to mislead
Religious leaders who brainwash their own people
With power comes great responsibility
Well, it doesn't seem like that

Who can we trust, who can lead the way?
Change is a must and some people need to pay

Wake up, stand against, criticize what's being told
Break free, stop pretending their words will turn to gold
The truth will bring them down (down)
Eventually you will see what's going on
The truth will bring them down
The truth will bring them down

4. I'M SORRY

Looking into this box called normality
Against my will it's not my place to be
You try your best convincing me, drag me in
Almost there, the closest I've ever been

You gave your hand, gave your heart
I was uncertain right from the start
Again
I'm sorry I'm backing out this is not what life is about
I'm sorry I let you down
You need someone else who can carry that crown

The story repeats over and over again
Don't know why, it's just the way I am

You gave your hand, gave your heart
I was uncertain right from the start
Again
I'm sorry I'm backing out this is not what life is about
I'm sorry I let you down
You need someone else who can carry that crown

I'm sorry, I let you down!
I'm sorry, I let you down!

I'm sorry I'm backing out this is not what life is about
I'm sorry I let you down you need
Someone else who can carry that crown

I'm sorry I'm backing out this is not what life is about
I'm sorry I let you down you need
Someone else who can carry that crown

I'm sorry, I let you down!
I'm sorry, I let you down!


5. WELCOME TO THE FREAKSHOW

I walk the stairs down to my room
Once again to face the doom
Time for bed chills down my spine
Fear approaching it's a bad bad sign

Closing the closet
Turn off the light
Holding my pillow
When I enter the night

Everytime I close my eyes and slowly fall to sleep
This nightmare coming over me and drags me down deep
Ripping me apart, piece by piece
Welcome to the freakshow, feeling like a creep

I wake up exhausted but the battle is won
A new day is born but what have I become?
A psycho freak it's getting out of control
When the night falls, the darkness gets a grip to my soul

Closing the closet
Turn off the light
Holding my pillow
When I enter the night

Everytime I close my eyes and slowly fall to sleep
This nightmare coming over me and drags me down deep
Ripping me apart, piece by piece
Welcome to the freakshow, feeling like a creep

Everytime I close my eyes and slowly fall to sleep
This nightmare coming over me and drags me down deep
Ripping me apart, piece by piece
Welcome to the freakshow, feeling like a creep

Is someone there? I think I heard a noise
A thing that moved or a distant voice
My thoughts mess with me, chaos in my head
Dreams about ghosts, who wants to see me DEAD

Everytime I close my eyes and slowly fall to sleep
This nightmare coming over me and drags me down deep
Ripping me apart, piece by piece
Welcome to the freakshow, feeling like a creep

Everytime I close my eyes and slowly fall to sleep
This nightmare coming over me and drags me down deep
Ripping me apart, piece by piece
Welcome to the freakshow, feeling like a creep


6. MY HERO

You've left this earth
You did you part
Showed us love
And who you are
Your memory is in our heart
Our thoughts won't take us to happy days
You've done so much in so many ways
Gave us tools to be ourselves

Time will heal you used to say
It's hard to believe
I think of you still every day

'Cause you were
My hero, My fighter, My friend (Always by my side)
My hero, My guide 'till the end

I wish I could pause, rewind
Play it again
What was left behind
Memories and moments with you

Time will heal you used to say
It's hard to believe
I think of you sill every day

'Cause you were
My hero, My fighter, My friend (Always by my side)
My hero, My guide 'till the end

Time goes by, steps I take
But my bonds with you will never break
Within my heart there is the space forever
Life goes on I look ahead
Bring along the things you said
Day by day nothing taken for granted

My hero, My fighter, My friend (Always by my side)
My hero, My guide 'till the end (Always by my side)

My hero, My fighter, My friend (Always by my side)
My hero, My guide 'till the end


7. MY SHADOW IS MY ONLY FRIEND

I didn't ask to be a psychatrist
Didn't ask to heal a soul
I disconnect really don't care about
Triviality and bullshit stories

Exaggerations, hypocrisy
Can't stand empty words
Parasites sucking energy
Leave me alone, leave me alone

Socializing bothers me
Don't care what people think about it

Hey! You! I don't need your problems cause
I, too, have issues on my own
Leave me by myself, no need to pretend, that
My shadow is my only friend

Expectations, social status
I don't want to play this game
Show me honesty, show me emapthy
No need for plastic personalities

Chasing spotlights, confirmation
Admiration and 10 minutes of fame
Im backing out, not a part of this
Makes me sick, makes me sick

Socializing bothers me
Don't care what people think about it

Hey! You! I don't need your problems cause
I, too, have issues on my own
Leave me by myself, no need to pretend, that
My shadow is my only friend

I used to try, I used to reach out
I was shallow, I played the game
It broke me down, made me who I am

Socializing bothers me
Don't care what people think about it

Hey! You! I don't need your problems cause
I, too, have issues on my own
Leave me by myself, no need to pretend, that
My shadow is my only friend


8. CANNIBAL

Get away, get away
Leave me on my own tonight
Done enough, made your point
Nothing more to talk about
You used me, like so many times before
Get away, get away
Get out of my sight

I tried to close the door a million times before
But my self-destructive demon makes me want her even more

She eats me like a cannibal
Spits me out, and does it again
She treats me like an animal
Cannibal
Cannibal

Take control, pushed around
And let her underneath my skin
Like a drug in my veins
The needle where i pump her in
Save me
I'm addicted to the way she touched me
I play her game, I am lost
Running round in circles

I tried to close the door a million times before
But my self-destructive demon makes me want her even more

She eats me like a cannibal
Spits me out, and does it again
She treats me like an animal
Cannibal
Cannibal

I will, I will break the stare I'm in no more
To say, "Just walk away"

She eats me like a cannibal
Spits me out, and does it again
She treats me like an animal
Cannibal
Cannibal

She eats me like a cannibal
Spits me out, and does it again
She treats me like an animal
Cannibal
Cannibal

Cannibal
Cannibal
Cannibal
Cannibal


9. FLY AWAY

Stop complaining, you drive me mad
All this nonsense really makes it sad
I've got a feeling you've lost control
Lost a grip on what drives your heart and soul

Afraid to fail, to breathe, afraid to see
The opportunities and all you wanna be
Time to live, take control, face reality
Feed the hunger that grows internally

Don't waste your talent
Don't waste your energy
Your dreams will listen
Just fly away

I step forward, and you step back
What's the point turning white into black
I've had enough, don't condescend
No matter what this bullshit has to end

Afraid to fail, to breath, afraid to see
The opportunitiеs and all you wanna be
Time to live, takе control, face reality
Feed the hunger that grows internally

Don't waste your talent
Don't waste your energy
Your dreams will listen
Just fly away
Don't waste your talent
Don't waste your energy
Your dreams will listen
Just fly away

Afraid to fail, to breathe, afraid to see
The opportunities and all you wanna be
Time to live, take control, face reality
Feed the hunger that grows internally

Don't waste your talent
Don't waste your energy
Your dreams will listen
Just fly away
Don't waste your talent
Don't waste your energy
Your dreams will listen
Just fly away