1. THROUGH SAD EYES

Night for night the same procedure
Thoughts are running like a film
No chance to sleep - too much fear
Of the day that waits for me

Out of sight not out of mind
I’m still shaking I'm still crying
When I (will) remember
But I cannot change (…)

I don't want to take this
Please let me flee
Don't try to hold me
Please let me flee

Is this my penalty
I don't know why / the reason
Real world - unreal problems
There is no fucking God
I feel like Caspar Hauser
Four walls and no light
Been born in the wrong world
No will to survive

I don't want to take this
Please let me flee
Don't try to hold me
Please let me flee


2. NO DIFFERENCE

When I’m down – you lift me up
When I’m sad – got some helping words
I feel cold - warm me up
When I fall – catch me all the time

Warm me – burn me – kill me – from inside

There's no big difference between
Booze and ladies can't you see
There's no big difference between
First it is fun then comes the pain

I’m afraid – you hold my hand
When I lie – bring me to the truth
When I need you – always there for me
Till the end - you're on my side

All I need
All I need
All I need
Give me all I need


3. M-LADY

Dark thoughts reigning in my brain
Driving me so insane
I need some flesh to drill
I got the will to kill

I take you in
Into my world
I have a bunker
Noone‘ll find you
I watch you eating
I watch you sleeping
I hear you crying
I’m masturbating

Neverlasting pain - everlasting pain

Sexual slaves for me
Satisfy in blood
Till the day you'll die
I’ll control your mind


4. AGLOPHOBIA

The closer - things seem
The further - they fade away
The more - I think about
The more - the pain grows on
I wanna - punch through
This dark cloud - above my head
The burning air - I inhale
Destroys my - inner self

I see no light - I'm at the end
I’m on a road - to nowhere
I see no light - this is the end
I’m on a road - to nowhere

I just wanna - get rid of
This everlasting pain