1. ARRIVAL

(Instrumental)


2. GLORY OF THE SHAME

This revolution in my mind
This generation will be mine
With the satisfaction
Only strongest will survive
Close enough to pain
Pleasure screams your name
I´ve seen this one before…
Glory of the shame
You´re the shelter
I´m the storm
That will never be calm
Glory of the shame
It goes by the name…
Beware I´m here to take control
Only I can save your rotten soul
For the devastation
That drove you out of your mind…


3. REFLECTIONS

I wasn´t solid enough to be
Things you rather wanted to see in me
Should I forget myself to get over you
All I can do is pretend and lie to myself
Over and over again…
Ghost of you
Still breathing
It won´t leave me alone
It keeps on teasing
Reflections of eternity are dark as hell
Now I can see
Of that I´m glad
My heart and soul are still mine…
I can´t stop believing in fantasies
You destroyed
Then forgot
Now I´m rebuilt
This promised land made by sand
Of an hour glass we misplaced
It´s broken
It has disappeared
And so have you…


4. ONE LAST SHOT

We used to be so perfect
We came together fine
It seemed like a crime
This world so blind we once created
More than a fairytale
Oh how we shined
Not anymore
I sing for justice here
We stand in time
Waiting for our one last shot
Shot to come in
This world so blind
We once created
Where faked
Painted smiles
Felt so naked
I was blind without a stick
Taste of morphine on your lips
Made me sick
Never learned to love suprises
Respecting how we swore
Eye for an eye
Smile for a smile
When your wings are torn
The distance between
Right and wrong is too short
And it feels
You got nothing left to lose
Sky above fading down
You feel abused
And I don´t want it
No, I don´t want it
This endless mile that we are
Walking, waiting
For one last shot to come in
But we need it
Somehow we need it
This unknown we are suffering for
Losing hold of what we were before
Where´s the mercy?
When we need it the most
When we can´t hold on
I´ll be ok, I´ll be allright
Nothing can brake me down
No one can hurt me
As long as you say
That you´ll stay another day


5. FADING YOURSELF

Fade all the demons in your head
Its getting harder to understand
Delusion all that makes no sense
It´s all in our minds
It´s all in our eyes´they see
What they want to see
The hole truth
Beyond these endless lies
Every face that you make
They´ve become so lame
You´re loosing yourself
Your faith
Can´t you see
That there must be something you know
And more to believe in
You´re fading yourself
Take some wasted years
You thought you knew
And you´ll see you were wrong
What it takes?
What´s the price of being in bloom?
You become so numb
All that mattered is gone
If you keep looking back
And feel sorry for yesterdays
You´ll be one of the strangers
You can´t recognize yourself
The passion you felt
It was so strong
Now it´s gone


6. PLANET OF THE SUN

On and on I was looking for freedom
Less and more I found it by you
This darkened sky or our heavenly kingdom
The thing in common is
There´s is not so much left to say
Are you ready or not?
Ready for the truth?
Sick and tired of this nonsense
I´m frustrated by you
The sings of silence are getting louder
Breaking the bond we protected so long
I don´t see a reason to ponder with this any longer
There´s no turning back
Just one way to fall
Fall apart
Are you ready or not?
Ready for the truth?
Sick and tired of this nonsense
I´m frustrated by you
In a life that we live in
Far love we believed in
This might be the day we die
So we can be born again
And life should be easy
When there is something to hold on
That´s what they told me
That´s what I thought
Planet of the sun


7. A SONG FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED

Never needed anybody helpless
Restless little soul
Always fighting against somebody
Living in denial all alone…but I know…
No one can live broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this shell around me
Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone...
No one of us can live forever
This life's like a suicide with no gun
Heart full of love but soul is crying
Knowing this is what you've been hiding from
Soon you will know
The greatest thing you ever felt
Was when an enemy turned into a friend
You could not trust
New sunrise in a lonely heart
Sunrise always follows the dark
Now you know
I know you know


8. SINNERS NIGHT / MISTY MORNING

It's a misty morning
But I feel like I can fly
Every step that I take
Is heavier than a thousand miles
Concrete jungle's calling
And I'm sure I don't want to resist
It's a one way high
Turn me on with the devils kiss
Who would want to spend a lifetime with bad selfesteen?
Don't you never ever think about it
You will see that there's no doubt about it
The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoasterride babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race
The spell is all around
This is our chance
Just take my hand
Don't ask me why, cos I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more
Soon the night is over
You're underdoped
Just take your time, here is one for you
Before you know it blows your mind
Here the hell freezes over
And seven days have gone so fast
And cash that I got is from the chaos that I planned
Who would want to spend a lifetime with bad atmosphere?
Me neither
If you know what I'm saying
Forget the bullshit what they keep on telling


9. SWANS

Thrill of fear flash of cruelty
Was what I sensed of the signs you were sending
Lives as one but separated
Who'll draw the lines
Who tells when it's too late?
And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done
It's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back
The picture is clear and so brave
But you wanted to have it your own way
Sometimes things are as they seem
And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done
It's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back
How long do we have?


10. STOP FUCKIN' AROUND

Remains of sympathy
That's kind of what you left me with
Our divided destinies nailed to be lost
Beauty marks of history easily will repeat itself
I have nothing to prove to you
This time I'll take and make my move
There's no "you're the one"
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child
Lies accusations
I won't crawl I'll take your pride
Otherwise you will proudly stay above everything
In case love is dead
Can't let myself go to waste
You wanna taste my revenge
This time I'll turn my back on you
Hey you!
Look what you have done to me
All my feelings turn to hate
All your sickness insanity makes me a mess
So I won't wait...
Stop messin' around... Stop fuckin' around...


11. EMBRACING PAST

Autumn rain in december
Darkness offers company
Some part of me doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?
I don't wanna talk about of worse
Or of some better
Why can't we stay like this forever?
While the rain has become so much colder
Embracing past it's not gonna last any longer
I keep on thinking
Thinking it's so releaving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet
Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate...


12. WE CAN´T GO ON

Remember the time you used to say
We've come to the end of our own way
Or this journey has just begun
You're the lesson cursed I never learned
You're the flames in the fire when we burn
I ain't got time for you and I
Someday when I become old and wise
I'm able to explain to you
Why love is kind to be cruel
Forget the grief to celebrate
Come enjoy this dance on the edge
Together it's softer to fall
You know I'm afraid to say it loud
You know I'm too scared to spit it out
I have to scream and shout
We can't go on, we can't go on, we can't go on
We can't go on, we can't go on, we can't go on
No more excuses for me to go
No excuses that I know
Oh my darling we're doomed to fail
Just can't get the words out of my head
No reason to wait for better days
Life's a bitch and then we die
All this time I trusted you and fooled myself I was dumb
Love is just for the fools and I've heard it should be fun
It might be fun, it can't be fun


13. IN MEMORIAM (IMMORTAL PEACE)

Like seasons change their face
Rain like the tears
Winds got your voice
Whispering my name
Landing shadows come around
Telling me the same old story
With certain sound
I´m stuck in a place
Prisoner of this room
Painful memories of me and you
I take colors on longing
And paint you on my wall
Is it too much to ask for some golden peace
That´s what I expect from you at least
It´s simple and understood
There´s no way out
I wish that I would be dead
Dead like you and I
Falling like a butterfly
After one lived day
I hope you will find your peace
Immortal, eternal and real
I know I cannot be dead yet
Just can´t live it again
Too much, never enough
We´re stuck in time
Till death leads us away
In a moment that I´m scared the most
You´re sleeping away
Soon you´ll be lost
Every breath that you take
You´ll be closer to where you belong
I never thought this could be so hard and rough
After all we´ve been through
Can´t get enough
Of this sweetest dream
You once gave me as a gift
I hope you´re waiting for me somewhere out there
In a place where we can hold each other again
You went first I´ll come right after you
I´m depressed I don´t care
I miss you, I hope you hear me