1. APRIORIUM (INTRO)

(instrumental)


2. NO FREEDOM

We are living under pressure
We cannot say what we believe, is true
There is no freedom left for us
There are no actions we can take
To change this
Yeah, we have to fight this system
We have to make it fall apart
Fight! Don't spare your life!
Just break away
Just break away to end the day!
Everybody knows the system kills us
everyone is bitterly unhappy
with this life
But No! They take to action
Just sit at home intimidated and afraid
But I know, one body is nobody
I have no power to defeat them
Once for all
So I just wait and hope my day will come
The slaves will rise, shed some blood
and conquer after all


3. ADMIT THIS

A wiry laugh, a deadly nerve
Eternal price of hidden passion
Create your god just to believe
And I will watch you go insane
But me - I want to stay alive
It seems our minds are the one
I just need to tear away
For our lives to be saved
Open your eyes and admit this
You have lost all of your mind
And your only dream has turned
Into horror and shame


4. PAINFUL TEARS

He flies above the streets
He feed with human fears
The only light he greets
Is light of painful tears
His mission is to kill
The people that make sins
He will do it until
The demon gives him wings
To run away from dreams
He thought 'bout suicide
How foolishly it seems
He found easy way to die
Ofcourse he did a sin
And lay the way to hell
But now he is obscene
Couse not belong to...


5. PIECE OF CARELESSNESS

Once I had a close friend
She was so right and nice
For all her goodness and concern
She asked nothing in return
I took it all for granted
And did not care much
I knew she will be there
To help me anytime
But it happened so that
I hurt her feelings again
And she just left
With no coming back
I felt her absence as if
I had a knife inside my heart
I just gave up and
All my life just fell apart
Come back! Can you hear me?!
Come back! I beg, I pray
Come back and stay!
Stay with me
I know I'm the one to blame
And I'm guilty, I'm unkind
I deserve to die...


6. LET THE WORLD JUST FADE AWAY

I know what life is all about
All that's left to do is shout
My dark destiny is calling out
And I'm going to break out loud
I want to end it all at once
Let the world just fade away
I will take my lethal chance
I've never liked it anyway
Let the world just fade away
I've never liked it anyway
I see just ruins all around
I fell the sun burns through my skin
There are no wars or hatred found
Neither there is anyone of kin
I see no sun - it doesn't rise
I believe the earth is dead
I know humanith will see demise
I cannot live - I can't forget
I believe the earth is dead
I cannot live - I can't forget


7. MENTAL STRAIN

You ask me something all the time
Presuming I should know a lot
About this life
About you and me
My brains explode every time
I am thinking of you
Apathy takes over me when you come in
But somehow I just know
That I care abouth you
Oh God, please find a way
To stand all these questions
All the stupid suggestions
All the endless lectures
All this disgrace
Come on!
Just ask me - something!
But then I saw you smile
In this homicidal manner
And got the trick
You are thinking I am a stupid freak
Sick! I'm sick of you!
Nothing! I want from you!


8. NOTHING

(instrumental)


9. ONE MORE SCAR

Woke up at night, in horror and fever
Feeling death-damp and pain in the liver
I saw a nightmare through my fairy dream
And it washed me just like an ice-cold stream
Once I was told by a fortune-teller
You were the last man standing in valor
Scars on the soul are never too old
They don't age with time - they only grow
Blood cannot warm up scars on the soul
Scars cause me pain for they're never too old!
Years bring us one scar after other
Friends pass away, children lose their mothers
Pain within me is becoming stunning
I guess my time to fade out is coming
I want to take things under my control
Instead the scar is still gnawing my soul
I stay up all night and go through this ache
I'm so scared to die before I'm awake


10. CORE

I don't know why
I want you to define
My comfor's far in mind
You are my last footstep to fly
Turn yourself to be my core
Is it too much that I'm asking for1?
Every time you ask me why
I want to feel alive.
When you hear my call
you turn your face to sky!
And I forget
I'm only a spirit but understand
I must love these things I hate
You are my last footstep to fly


11. THERE IS NO ONE BUT ME

But darkness is inside
Still lives in me
And this very day
It wants to be freed
Make it free
Please, make it free
I wake up and see - the room is empty
There's no one but me
The world is open to the feelings I have
It's the way I've chosen and I feel safe
I got up and flee
I try to escape from this rage
It's taking over me
There's no place I can hide
I keep running away
I'm afraid I won't endure this ride
And I will cry
And I will die


12. DYING MEMORIES AGAINST

You've found the reason
Why people kill
You don't think it's a treason
You just get the thrill
I've made my final decision
And this is what I envision
My love -
Is Running blood though your hands
Is Blasting scream no one can miss
Is Crawling fear inside my veins
Is Dying memories against
You've found new faith,
But I know what lies beneath
Perfection of the game we play
It Makes me desire to stay
I know that my destiny is
To die with this ultimate kiss


13. DEADLY SINS

Emptiness is filling my soul
The world is going down
Everyone has gone
I want to know what is going on
I want to throw all the feelings away
To become senseless
And not to be afraid
My body is bleeding
and I don't feel pain
I don't need a savior
death take me away
Lie!
greed, lust, sloth, gluttony,
wrath, envy, pride
Lie!
I don't need a help!
I don't want to be here anymore
All hope is gone
All things are done
I become free
No pain I can feel
And every sin I've done
Is just gone...


14. APOSTERIORIUM (OUTRO)

(instrumental)