1. Fury

Just like a castrated whore I?fve fallen down
Goodbye I can?ft stand myself anymore Tear me down
Yes,I?fm the downright shit The whole lot of them look down on me
The incarnation of hate won?ft come apart
No,you?fre just the fuckin?f bitch Don?ft look down on me

Gonna sink in the bottomless darkness There isn?ft a thing in sight
Beyond that point there should be something I see
Something I see?c

* (Say!) Where is the root of this fury ?
Something irritates me
(Erase!) The painful self-portrait in my mind
Everything I despise

I don?ft wanna depend on somebody I only wanna know inside of me
The surging suffering The emotion with patches all over?fs changing its
shape
I have to embody the fucked up soul in my weakness
It?fs time to break the seal I never let you have it all your own way

*

Why can?ft I find it ? Why ?
Drag sanity out of insanity
Fake is vanity Save wounded purity


2. A Fragment of Mind


Freeze! Fuck you up!
Can?ft find the theme to be blamed What?fs the thing you need?
It seems you play around with my feeling
When you hit me, / When you abused me, I was smiling my sorrow away
But don?ft you think I hold my tongue as I am?

* (Finally!) I bit your hypocrisy
All my hate gradually welled up in my heart
(Already!) You aren?ft to be pitied
I slit your mouth not to be able to say fuckin?f words

Bitch!
It?fs time to break I don?ft forgive you for entering my place
I hate to lie myself out of truth
Why do you rule me? / Why do you confuse me? I?fm fed up with following
you
I don?ft wanna miss timing to be released from you

*

Get lost!

(scat)
This time you?fre the sacrifice If you die , I feel so nice
Are you ready for suicide? It?fs no use to try to hide

You?fre motherfucker!
No one is all on your side I see when you fall
Realize you?fve been dreaming for a long time
You said something / You cried something It didn?ft matter what happened
to you
We weren?ft the relation between master and servant


3. Ripped Away

Why do you denounce me as a failure ?
Don?ft talk knowingly without knowing a thing
I?fve disguised my sorrow with a fake smile
Should I be under your thumb ?
As I have some doubts, my brain goes numb
Beat real emotion down to live easily
I tell myself by force

* You can?ft see me really to be
Nothing on my face is ripped away

Don?ft you remember what you?fve taken it away ?
Is it fun to irritate me ?
The past time was full of pain And I was uptight
A bold face I put on
I don?ft know what I?fm gonna do from now on
I lose myself between fears and difficulties
All my faults make me mad

*

Though I realized what it was meaningless,
I tried to make up for a hole of nothingness
The wound inside my mind has been bleeding
While I?fm doing so, I lose my feeling

*

Digging up my nature from the closed ego
No one can deny this impulse


4. Time to Break

Freeze! Fuck you up!
Can?ft find the theme to be blamed What?fs the thing you need?
It seems you play around with my feeling
When you hit me, / When you abused me, I was smiling my sorrow away
But don?ft you think I hold my tongue as I am?

* (Finally!) I bit your hypocrisy
All my hate gradually welled up in my heart
(Already!) You aren?ft to be pitied
I slit your mouth not to be able to say fuckin?f words

Bitch!
It?fs time to break I don?ft forgive you for entering my place
I hate to lie myself out of truth
Why do you rule me? / Why do you confuse me? I?fm fed up with following
you
I don?ft wanna miss timing to be released from you


Get lost!

(scat)
This time you?fre the sacrifice If you die , I feel so nice
Are you ready for suicide? It?fs no use to try to hide

You?fre motherfucker!
No one is all on your side I see when you fall
Realize you?fve been dreaming for a long time
You said something / You cried something It didn?ft matter what happened
to you
We weren?ft the relation between master and servant


5. Ruins

Luxury -
It?fs transitory Unfortunately the way of collapse is coming
The fall of me
Is there necessity or penalty? I can?ft accept everything
Destiny
It?fs easy to be settled by such a word
Eternity
Outward reliability People try to get what they never search

* The only soul that lies beneath the ruins should know Time flies like an
arrow
And nothing is in life?c

Someday
I?fll rot away and may realize the fault is what I?fve sought
Gonna be insane
My efforts are in vain Even my stupid resistance comes to naught
So tame
I can?ft run away No more pain I lack the energy to writhe
I wait
Silence takes me away All comes to an end when I close my eyes

*

How far do I go?
Never return the ego that keeps on floating to me, it fades away
I can ?et see / I can?ft feel Something that drives me confused
Cheap hopes and mean appetites don't matter Recollection is only emptier
Was the day I spent meaningless?
The desperate fight brought about my destruction between fancy and reality
Tears I shed turned into blood and footprints I left would also be erased
It seems I don?ft exit from the beginning From the beginning?c