1. ALTRUISTIC REQUIEMS

Well I’m thinking of writing a story - But the endings no good as you’ll see
Day and night on this question I’m pondering - Should I opt for somber or obscene?
This old tale of my life’s not exciting - Hardly something you’d put on the screens
But I know with the right choice of sending - My message could make the whole scene!

Thinking so hard, I’ve been wrecking my brain - How do I get it across that I’m not just insane?
Searching! Searching! (Come one come all and let’s hear from the choir now)

Jump from a building? (Disgracefully land!) Horribly overdose? (Hardly a man!)
Blow my own brains out? (God, what a mess) Walk into traffic? (It’s selfish at best)

Slowly, I’ll strive for perfection in dying - Like a pupae erupting from me
As the moth ventures forth from a larva - I’m an artist, here’s my masterpiece
How the masses will call me a hero - And the heavens shall weep at my name
Just as Jesus could walk on the waters - So shall I be reborn through my fame

Frozen in awe at my own majesty - Even God couldn’t teach me such humility!
Sainthood suits me! (Show some restraint,please no flash photography)

Red razor wrists? (it’s boring and bland) Columbian necktie? (Requires 4 hands!)
Hang from the ceiling? (We’ve seen it before) Strapped to a bomb? (pieces galore)

Why can’t I think up an end to my plight? It’s one for the ages, it must be just right!

Come on and think - Why is this eluding me?
Wait, hold your drinks! Find your seats cuz it’s time for a show!
You applaud as I take my stage before you all - Curtains all fall, they’re enrapt and here we go!

Tension is, rising up - every seat in here is filled
with a flourish, I toss a lone rose to the crowd - holding of, every breath
All men and women the same - The silence is palpable as gasoline turns to flame!

With a cry I’m set alight - To the screams of their delight
Altruistic till the end - Purified of every sin
When at last I collapse (Flesh is boiling oh so fast)
This my final requiem - So never shall I rise again
Oh! Such a lovely way to die........


2. UNTO ASHES

Hordes of bodies rotting turning in their grave
So swiftly woken from eternal slumber to this hell that I have made
Be reborn my wretched darlings I shall grant a second life
To rid the world of mankinds failings this land you've raped for the last time

Through your fears you've killed your children
Running scared to save your life
You've stolen futures from helpless victims – killed them all just to survive

Body count forever rising add their numbers to my hoard
harbinger of death arising – cleanse the earth of man abhorred

Slake your thirst my precious children – blood can be you sweet respite
Indulge yourself on human splendor – gorge yourself on flesh tonight

Glistening eyes of hell arising – skin so cracked and ghostly white
With arms so wide i bathe in glory – as they tremble awesome might
Who dares to stand against my armies – Innumerable like the stars at night
From the graves forever crawling – you can not kill that which has died

From Skies of black on the longest night – the dead know naught of pain and fright
You can run and hide, you can lock your doors – you can bathe in fear forevermore
Thy kingdom come, my will be done – This land of torture none outrun
When hope is lost in the winter snows – you'll meet your death with shame
As fate foretold

Morbidly engrossed as flesh begins to seperate from bones
Tainted blood is coursing through collapsing veins, poison the mind
Loved ones watch in horror – helplessly as sanity will fade
From once smiling eyes devolving into madness so depraved

From my throne above the world – I bask in my insanity
Such a voyeur watching as mankind's devoured by my plague
If to hell I go for ushering the end with this disease
With a joyful heart I shall set this world free

Broken limbs protruding – from a screaming son his mother eats
The organs falling – from his burst chest cavity

You'll meet your death with shame – as fate foretold

Granted amnesty – from your self-righteous judgement honestly
Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't deserve to die
Your kind is so corrupt – profiting from wars eternally
with a wrathful hand – I pass justice equal to your greed

From the soulless eyes you look upon the violence gleefully
passing from father to his son – this gift of immorality
Here your true nature shows – with you new life you've (finally) come to peace
Revel in delight – and become all you ever want to be

Hordes of the bodies rotting – return to your graves
You've made proud just like a beaming father – with this wreckage we have made

I stand alone with face upturned – no longer shall this earth be spurned
Alone at last i make my peace – this virus ends with me


3. THE PASSENGER

First let me say, I’m not deranged - Though some would say I made up everything
The illness they say, Lies in my brain - Then why won’t anyone take it away
The whispers I hear - Could not be faked - So hear my tale I’ve laid bare everything

Since I was a boy I’ve heard it’s voice inside my head
Though doctors say it couldn’t be that
Even shown it’s face they give me looks of their distaste
Well how the fuck would they know anyway

broken and beat - Just let me sleep
I know no reprieve - From this constant nightmare
At age 23 I taste defeat - While all of my peers are wasting lives so sweet

Broken and torn - Why was I born (Tell me)
There has to be more - Than this waking Hell
Skirted and scorned - Because I’m deformed (Kill me)
I don’t see the point - In trying to hold on

Hours laid awake - I’m hastened to an early grave
With no one in which - To share my torment
Though my family comes - I know they’d rather stay away
Such shame I see Inside their faces

What have we done - To bring an evil on this world
Though we have prayed - And we have wept
We’re borne a son - Of such ill will
What have I done - To earn such malice from my own
When parents shun their only son - For seeds that he has never sown

Why should I go on - What here is left for me
Except a demon’s ugly face - With such hate only i can see
Are these thoughts my own - Or have I fallen to the seed
That it has planted in my mind - For on my misery it feeds

So it seems - No help is ever coming for me
And though I’d hoped - The truth was always plain to see
When heaven weeps - I know it’s never for my name
What god above - Would ruin a child this way

In silence serene - I try to dream
Through the veil of death - I hope to pass unburdened
Though selfish my deed - I need release
Who would stop to think - To even mourn for me

With a glass in my hand - I tip the vial on its end
The screaming from the demons face - Shall never bother me again
Clutching at my heart - To death I’m destined from the start
With fear I turn my face below - And leave my body for the crows


4. CAST YOUR DARKNESS UPON THEM

Down darkened halls where they're kept - Guttered screams hold me enrapt
Sigils painted in the blood of earthly beasts god could not love

Blackened candles burning low - Arranged in patterns of ones below
Dragged and chained down to the floor you have been chosen as satans whore

Hold your head high For tonight you grant the gift of life
To the one who shall set this world free - Stripped of christs tyranny

With this act you will be canonized. - Granted hell for this offering of life
Until the day where he is born, our anti christ we bare your horns!

Oh, of which to choose Of bodies left unbruised
As a vessel for the end of times
For the one who shall darken the skies
as earth erupts with satanic cries

Buildings fall in timeless grace - As acid rain washes over my face
Nuclear winter so eloquently set - Upon a tirade of christians neath baphomet

From these veins we pay our ties - to sate the call of ancient rights!
Unto this godly wholesome lamb - bare forth this child clandestine

Forcibly obtained, dredged from this victim chained
with spread legs we take our vow to bring forth evil now avowed

bring us now our lord in hell - to cast the seed borne of thyself
In this world of earthly fire Bring us hell!

From these broken limbs - Eclipse thy final sins
Rebirth through fire now arised - Through godlessness youre redefined
With bowed head my prayer falls - Upon thine ears in hell echos
Enter earth now called divine - Sent as the herald of mankind

From these veins we pay our ties - to sate the call of ancient rights!
Unto this godly wholesome lamb - bare forth this child clandestine
Brought to roam this mortal land - re-shaped by your unholy hand
To Shepard in the end of times - the name on high is yours Divine!


5. BATHORY

The fear the hate that you hide you seek - Is resonating from within me
The horrors you run from -The nightmares you breathe
The slanderous paupers, the petty, the weak

Come one come all and enter my playground
Do not close your eyes or you'll become my treat
The workers the vagrants the lost and forgotten are lead to the slaughter like unwitting sheep

The foolish succumb to their unholy mistress - Awaiting in palaces of the elite
The bodycount rises up into the thousands - But no one suspects it's the devil they see

Hanging from a ceiling
The spasming bodies how sweetly they're screaming
throats slashed with a razor
rain down on me as I bathe in the meek
Watching as they lie there
Eyes gleam with glee as they twitch at my feet
A decade of terror - Praying to god but you'll answer to me

Butchered the corpses I leave to be found - By the patreons of markets and sowers of seed
The rivers are tainted by blood of the fouled - As the children will scream in their terror and flee
The stories the preachers will tell from their pulpits - Are whispered by servants to me mirthfully
I send my condolences to the small town - As their children are slain for my orgies obscene

The horror arising in wake of this madness - Will haunt the world enternally
While justice has so far - Been long from me kept I shall bathe in their deaths so blissfully

Hanging from a ceiling
The spasming bodies how sweetly they're screaming throats slashed with a razor
rain down on me as I bathe in the meek
Watching as they lie there
Eyes gleam with glee as they twitch at my feet
A decade of terror - Praying to god but you'll answer to me

SCREAM! Haunted by visions so foul as they
SEEK! Penance for crimes they've committed
Bleed! God isn't listening for you have be delivered unto me!
DIE! Hanging from ceilings of marble you'd never imagine, your wildest dreams
ROT! Like the beast that you are isn't it marvelous to be me?

Your god would not save you even as you cried
Forever they'll know my name bathory


6. NO SYMPATHY FOR THE MISBEHAVED

Listen to your mothers, children
It could one day save your life
As you know I’m always listening
Till I come on darkest night
With my 13 sons I venture
Down from mountain peaks on high
To prey upon the rotten hearted
They’ve earned the fate I bring tonight

My sick appetite unending - Feast upon your flesh and fright
In iron vats I place them screaming - Cooking skin brings me delight
Tender meat pulls free so softly - Melt the fat over the stones
My favorite snack I saved for last - As marrow flows from broken bones

If only you had listened better - For your elders understood
The only haven from this torture - Is to live a life that’s pure
My sick appetite unending - In my cave above the town
Once a year I’m granted passage - To snatch them up and gobble down

Obey every word that’s spoken - Don’t set one foot out of line
If deemed worth you’ll sleep safely - But if not, your body’s mine

It’s no use to run - Oh but please do try to hide
I live for the fear - The terror eating you inside
How I long for the hunt - The Gryla loose upon the night
With a voiding of bowels, I STRIKE!

Oh My favorite stew I’m cooking - Over flames that burn so bright
Watch their fragile bodies roasting - While sucking on a pair of eyes

See that no one cares - No savior’s coming through the door
If you’d cleaned up your act - You’d not be gutted on the floor
But I’m grateful all the same - Without you life is such a bore
The hunger gnawing at my insides - Till I feed once more

My sick appetite unending
Feast upon your flesh and fright


7. DELICACIES

It's 2 am and the hunger gnaws - Restlessly my skin does ache and crawl
My eyes lock onto yours - And I know between us this urge flows

The need to desecrate - Mouths are salivating for a taste
The victim matters not - All the flesh tastes the same until it rots

So patiently we've waited - Stalking our prey like little lambs
Enraptured, suffocating - On this need of blood for which I'm damned

Delicately she's carving - Love songs on bones ripped free from skin
Exquisitely enthralling - Such beauty misconstrued as sin

Eyes glistening in delight - While the stitches pull, holding lips tight
Your violent screaming echoes - Eyes are widening madly in your fright

Violently you struggle - Begging for an ending to your plight
I guess no angels listening - As I make the first cut of the night

So swiftly you're fading - Never seem to last as long as me
My mistress is waiting - For this sacred meal taken from thee

While your hearts still beating - Keep the meat as fresh as it can be
Organs preserved in jars - Save them for a treat, know what I mean!