1. TO BRITAIN WITH LOVE

Where do i begin
I remember the first night we met
It was 1996 at the splash club in london
And i had a huge crush on you
Over the years ive grown to love you
For so many reasons
Manchester
Bristol
Exeter
And nottingham
To name a few
Youve watched me bleed
Bruise
Sweat
And scream
And youve never been afraid of me
I dont blame you for what theyve written about us
Or our relationship
No one really understands it
Not even me
I love it when that happens


2. BEAUTY FIEND

It's true...i've got demons inside me

And sometimes...they need to speak
My dark places...make me feel ugly
My lips are glossed but my heart is weak
I'm diseased
As seen on tv
Please forgive me
For not being pretty
Or sexy
But god never blessed me
Here's what you'll find
Next time you undress me...

Scars
Wounds
I'm
Bruised...

Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend

Once again
Without perfect teeth
I begin
The dream as i sleep
Soon i've sinned
My skin is still thick
My mouth as always
Is brutally honest
At my calmest
I'm tired of explaining
How it feels
To be exploited
And rated
Number one, two or seventeen
Fuck what they print in those damn magazines

Scars
Wounds
I'm
Used...

Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen

Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend

Stuck inside this mask of mine
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't touch me
Don't fucking touch me
Don't touch me... Why?
Can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl
The girl you love to hate!!!

Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm the beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend

Why can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl
The girl you love to hate!!!

Stuck inside this


3. STICK IT TO ME

It doesn't matter what i say
Doesn't matter what i do
I don't really give a fuck
About you
Nowadays it's all fake
Put some make up on your face
Lookin like a fuckin chick
In lipstick
There is nothing here for me
Dressed up in your new disease
Hollywood is full of shit
Don't ask me to seel my soul
I would rather be myself
You...do what you're told!

Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to

Take a picture if you need
While i bleed
What makes you think...
That you know me
Dinner and an interview
But i'm not a fan you
At least ... I tell the truth...
Damned if i do, damned if i don't
Damned if i will ..... If i won't
Stab me in the back
And buy me one more drink
Suck my trust until i'm fucked
Then you can say you fucked me!

Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to

You're so sneaky
With you're surprises
You're so sweet
Underneath disguises
I can't wait
For you to criticize this
Don't think i don't
Know how big your knife is

Stick it in me
I know you want to
Stick it to me
You know your going to
Stick it in me
I know you want to
Stick it to me
You know your going to...

You don't know me like i know myself
And i will never tell
You don't know me like i know myself
You can go straight to hell!


4. HEARTSICK

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
I can't remember how i got my last scar...
The bible tells us jesus... Was a rockstar

A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish

Early morning exorcisms keep me awake
Seven stars surround me as i burn like a saint
I can't remember why my knees are so sore
The bible tells us mary... Was a whore

A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish

There once was a girl, and she suffered from sickness
Her mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses
Tried to pretend it was all in her mind
But i know her voice... When i hear mine
God, are you listening? I hear you in my room
As hot as the moon on the tenth day of june
There's no sleeping for me, i'm losing my faith
Love is not safe in a world filled with hate

Heartsick..
I'm sick..
Still sick..
My heart.. Is sick


5. SICK WITH ME

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6. BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

Blasphemous girl
Drunk with sin
She sits in her skin
Filled with anger
Fuelled by liquer
Drowns in dreams
With no savior
From the truth
None can save her
He is her own personal jesus
And he will not be her last
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass...

I am... A blasphemous girl
I am... A blasphemous girl
I am... A blasphemous girl
I am... A blasphemous
Girl

Magnum mouthed i shoot to kill
You murder me with legs and guilt
Strangle me... With tragic hands
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass...

I am... A blasphemous girl
I am... A blasphemous girl
I am...

Stab me...like a stalker
Rape me... Like a hero
Stab me... Like a stalker
Rape me...and be my hero
Bless me darling and i will forgive you
Eloquent and full of grace
You speak in tongues behind my back
A dry lung vocal martyr
I will suffer for my lover
I will suffer for his sins
I will suffer for my lover
I am suffering for him

Torture me with timelessness
Worship my first with every kiss
Resurrection of my pain
Drag me down our memory lane
Introduce me to devotion
Leave me numb with no emotion
Stars surround you when i feel you
You look better when i cannot see... You
Honesty... Looks good to you
But liar should be your tattoo


7. MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWER

We're going to a nice place..

Your mouth blooms like a cut
Sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns
And i bleed within
Your leaves fade to brown
And i watch you die
In my torture garden
Under black sunshine

My beautiful flower
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me..

Our love starts to spoil
Your lips bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
Is where the evil grows
Your petals start to fall
And the weeds attack
In my torture garden
The blue sky is black

My beautiful flower
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me

Your mouth blooms like a cut
Sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns
And i bleed within
Our love starts to spoil
Your lips bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
Is where the evil grows

I am earth..
You can feel me touch you
Hear me breathe...
Coz' it's my air that loves you
And i am fire...
You will feel me burn you
Come inside...
And i'll be water with you

He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me


8. MASOCHRIST

Come to me
As christ redeemed
Your make up hides your identity
But i can see you're still diseased
Get off your cross
Get off your knees
Dare i see the same in me
Never thought that i could be
So you just lick your wounds
But it's too late
Trust will lead you to your own fate
Masochrist
What you sew is what you reap
Youre only sick as secrets that you keep
And what you use is what youll need
But i cant stand to watch you bleed for me
Forgive me father for i'm not clean
I'd rather be miss magdalene
Your vaseline won't heal my demons
Cause i don't talk to god
I'm screaming
Dare i see the same in me
You never thought that i would be
So let me bruise my knees
Rape my faith
Scar myself with love and with hate
Masochrist
What you sew is what youll reap
Youre only sick as secrets that you keep
What you use is what youll need
I cant stand to watch you bleed for me
For me
For me
For me
For me
Oh lord hear my prayer
You look like you are scared
I do what you taught me
It's your turn to watch me
Oh lord hear my prayer
Pull me by my black hair
Stab me with your greed
It's my turn to bleed
What you sew is what you reap
Youre only sick as secrets that youll keep
And what i use is what i need
Can you stand to watch me as i bleed
I bleed
I bleed
I'm bleeding
For you


9. SYCOPHANT

One two freddy's commin' for you
Three four better lock your door
Five six grab your crucifix...

Something wicked this way comes
Premeditated evil numbs
Cartoon kids crayola smiles
Children of the korn fed styles
But i don't buy your lies
I see through your disguise
Don't feel your screams or cries
Why?...........

[Chorus]
I'm sick of looking so sick i can't
I'm sick of the sycophant
Sick of listening so sick i can't
I'm sick of the sycophant

I see you breathless and deranged
A little girl who's acting strange
Tryna scare us with your scream
But it's all routine
And all you do is take
Steal and immitake
You and what you create
Your fake!.....

[Chorus]

I barely recognize... You in your new disguise
Cosmetic covered eyes
Just tell me why? Why? Why? Why?

You put the make up on, take the make up off
Searching to be found
But you're so fuckin' lost....

Now the road to hell is paved with stones
And some of them are fakes and clones
Counterfeits which suck and bleed us
Wearin' fuckin' adidas
But something just ain't right, no substance only hype
With faith you got the life that made you rich
And a punk ass bitch!....

[Chorus]

Sick of you and anyone like you, sometimes i think i've lost my mind... Or else this whole world's blind!


10. HEMMORRHAGE

I stick my finger down your throat
Explore my thoughts of murder
A journey through the human heart
Dark places filled with terror
Obsession lets me have my way
Devotion makes you stay
This mercy seat you imitate
Wont let you get away
In praise of him i pray
In praise of him i'm saved
In praise of him i give myself away
Come kiss away my honesty
Exploit me with your pain
Learn to love this monster you created in your name
Confession lets you face your fear
Redemption leaves a stain
The thought of me makes you so sick
Theres nothing left to hate
In praise of him i pray
In praise of him im saved
In praise of him i gave myself away again
In praise of him i've prayed
In praise of him i'm saved
In praise of him i gave myself away
A different sort of suffering
I practise what i preach
Aromatherapeutic death
Can you smell me speak
If violence is religion then everyones a star
It doesnt matter what youve done
Only who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Underneath the hollywood cross
Underneath this holy wood cross
My lover let me tie you down
Hold your heart my hostage
I promise after i am through
Your skin will still taste salted
My mouth is not your enemy
My lips are not your friend
If we were still together
I would torture you again
In praise of him i pray
In praise of him i'm saved
In praise of him i give myself away
In praise of him ive prayed
In praise of him im saved
In praise of him i hate myself today
You never know what you will find
Until you look inside
I never knew what i would find
And then i looked inside
Let me torture you again
Torture you m


11. ROCKSTAR

I feel
The skies open wide
See your blue eyes
When worlds collide
Your'e by my side
Sometimes
I've cried
Wished it was me
Wished it was me who died

I can see you in the sunshine
I can see you where i stand
I can see you in the bright lights
I feel you hold my hand
Let your light surround me
I loving memory
Let your love surround me
Shine down on me
Shine on me

Something... So deep inside me
Binds me with you
Told me a secret
Swore that i'd keep it
Someday my friend
We'll meet again
So until then
I'll keep our secret safe

I can see you in the moonlight
I feel you when i sleep
I can see you on those dark nights
I feel your arms around me
Let your light surround me
In loving memory
Let your love surround me
Shine down on me
Shine on me

Rockstar..
We will always be bound
We will always be down
We will always be bound
We will always be down

I feel you when i scream
Your words
I am just a girl, that hurts
Feel me when i scream
These words
I am just a girl, that hurts
I feel you when i scream your words
I am just a girl that hurts...
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl
That hurts