1. THE HELL I DIED FOR

Like before, the emptiness held too long
Drifting away was all, that I lived for
Then and now, the harder I try I fall
Begging for crumbs to hold, remain alive one

Finding a ground, the reason to pull out
Burden of all, to think you over about

Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection
Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion
Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception
Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression

Like before, the loneliness was my own
Avoiding the truth to be known, the hell I died for
Then and now, fighting against the war
The striving will take my all, the end I fought for

Confront the cost, the win to prevail on
Sorrow of wound, to own damage and done

Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection
Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion
Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception
Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression