1. THE VOW

You are the only one I need
The one for whom I would bleed
You're the enlivening air I breathe in
The one I trust, the one I could believe in
I want to protect you
To make your dreams come true
I stick to you in joy and sorrow
You're my now, stay my tomorrow
I want to hold your hand tighter
To make your life brighter
You are the one I was waiting for
The one I love, worship, adore
I give you my heart, my body, my soul, myself
I don't need anything else, anyone else
Can you accept me as I am? Do you
Let me take your hand and lead you
Through the labyrinth of life,
So that again and again we will reunite
In our blazing flame
As one person, one life, one heart, one name?

I do.
On this journey from birth to grave, and after death
Let me guide you through the closing darkness
Let me lead the way toward eternal serenity
Let me be only yours, my love, for eternity
Here I stand, asking to put your leash on my neck
Would you chain me and let me fly with you, never making me wrecked?

I do.


2. MESSIAH

In an age in we were born
You look at the sky, forlorn
The sun is shining, but not on you
You feel you are the thorn
On the withering rose that they call life
As they stand alone with a knife
This is a suicidal age, so full of rage
As the centuries closed the cage
There is no way to reverse, to start again
This is a tragic movie called fall of mankind
We are blind, still marching toward
The gates of hell, as living a pure life seems to be hard (impossible)

I do not care about faraway lands (why do you care?)
I do not believe if someone pretends
To be so good, so kind, you think I'm blind, but I say
I am not - 'cause I am your...

Messiah, believe me
I do not promise to save the world
But I listen to what you say, listen to every word
And if you wish to follow me, then come with me
On my journey toward salvation
To my haven, it's not heaven or a place of God
It's just a calm spot somewhere far
Away from noise, away from war
It's just mine but I give it to you
If you wish to come, and I hope you do
Come with me

Wars tear apart the ugly present
As a county lead by an ugly peasant
Is decided to be omnipotent
But I'm not singing about them at the moment
It's about you, your little lives
About the grey cities crowded like hives
With people having sorrowful feelings
It's about you, human beings
Unable to act, paralyzed by fears
Blinded by your sorrowful tears
As you cannot see the light so bright
So listen to me and feel the might

You are angel, why would you die
Even in my caress why do you cry
Why don't you feel the might I feel
Why do you deny standing on your heel
I would help you to forget the past
And defeat the demons of tyranny
Imagine life as a grand, long test
In which you have to achieve victory
By surviving every single moments
By fighting for yourself till it ends
By closing your fist and starting to defend
Your salvation is in your own hand -
but if you wish I'll be your...

I hope you will save me
And never let me down
Never let me drown alone
You'll never be gone
As I need you in my life (okay, my little wife)

You do not have to believe in God or Fate or anything
It's enough if you've got a ray of hope flickering
You might have a little flame or a burning fire
You have to act to fulfill your desire
I am here for you as you took my hand
You gave me power and now I give you strength
I won't be crucified even if I carry my cross
Meine Schicksal endet bei dir, in deine endlose Schloß

Hilf mir meiner Erlöser, hilf mir meine Liebe
Mit dir zu sein ist Die Freude
Das einzige, die ich brauche.
Liebst du mir? Ich hoffe sehr
Ich liebe dich, du liebst mich auch
Und das ist meine erlösung - ich bin der


3. MOONLIT DANCE

Dark is the night, only the silver light
Of moon is shining on us, as we lay on the grass
Hand in hand, with love, flying above
On our burning wings, a nightingale sings

And the melody is flying with the wind of the night
The claws of heaven are inviting us to dance in the moonlight

I look in your eyes, they tell me about the cries
Of past, forget it, with a burning fire inside we sit
In serenity, not caring about eternity
Under the stars, healing each others scars with a kiss

Dance with me tonight, the sky turns bright
Above the moonlit garden, the Garden of Eden
Dance with me tonight under the moon and the stars
Follow our master: love, like faithful scholars
Dance with me tonight in our imperfect lives
A perfect moment, we chase away the end
Dance with me tonight till the morning breaks
But till then we dance, no matter what it takes
Dance with me for eternity

She is the dancer of the kingdom of night
He is the dark wanderer burning with might
On the last night before autumn hand in hand
They dance under the moon, on the moonlit land

Entwined with each other, mistress and her lover
We dance in the might, you hold me tight
I hold you tight, and we burn, all that we earn
Is delight and love, caress me, rise above

She is the angel of her knight's dark mind
In the dark wanderer something she finds
So lovely that she dances with him tonight
In the empty ballroom of silver moonlight

Glowworms are shining, like candles they're glowing
The wind brings a melody from far away
The echoes of a siren's swansong, it doesn't take too long
To be mesmerized


4. ALCHEMY OF LOVE

The most complicated witchcraft on Earth
Is the alchemy of love
Conspiracies, decisions from the birth
Searching for a formula to rise above

Everybody in the mortal world
Searches for the potion called love
Even if we can fly like a bird
Without it we feel so hollow
We need this cage, the leash
Which we give in our angel's pure hand
We crawl to the legs of our fetish
To hear yes or no, to ascend or descend

We have to find the formula
To be able to give, to receive love
Wir müssen die Meister der Alkemie werden
Ich will, meine Engel, deine Liebe haben

Together we will find
The key to the depth of our heart
We will become
We will be one
One soul, one body, learning this alchemy
We will be the master alchemist
Of passion, of pleasure as we find the treasure
In the gilded chest of our loving heart

We have to find the slight line of balance
Between hatred and fanatism
This golden border is the essence
Of this mysterious alchemy
It mustn't be acidic or alkaline
But it also mustn't be neutral
If I am yours you have to be mine
Otherwise the theory of perfect love will fall

Ingredients:
For love you need two people
A condition unstable
Two souls so lonely and warm
Two minds so open and calm
On the calm water waves will be formed
The fire won't be scorned
And slowly two minds become one
Loneliness will forever be gone
The secret is not to choose anyone
But let your heart make a choice
And if you are at a critical point
Silence your inner doubtful voice
Step forward with shining eyes
With pure love, without vice
And take the hands of the other one
In the night together you'll be the sun


5. MY HAVEN (OUR HAVEN)

Welcome to my world, traveler
These are the realms of my dark mind
My soul is trapped here forever
And I keep yours here if you don't mind

I offer you a shelter from the world
Protection from all that is outside
But I have to cut your wings, little bird
In my cage even without them you can fly

Have you ever dreamt about a world
So different from grey reality
Serenity is not so far away
Come, sail with me and reach the bay of life

Come to my haven, little angel
Fly like a raven into my haven
My loving embrace, my opened heart
Drop your disgrace, drop a kiss on the face of reality
Come with me, we leave behind the pain, the suffering
My haven is awaiting you now

Welcome to your new home, my love
These are the realms of our dark mind
For our endless rise above
This will be the base if you don't mind

This is an escape route from the mortal hell
This is the Eden if you are here with me
If we are the bleeding core, this is the shell
If we wish to we can live here eternally

You do not need an invitation card
To enter this territory
I see your life is so damned hard
So I gladly share my serenity

Without you this world would be empty
Without you I would die alone
It will be ours forever, if it can be
Till the day we together will be gone

My haven is your haven, my soul is your soul
My heart is your heart, a plan noone can thwart
We are united, we can't be separated
We don't care if we are hated
Because we love each other so much

Come to our haven, little angel
Fly like a raven into our haven
My loving embrace, your opened heart
We live in grace, we won this race they call life
Come, my little wife, we forget all the pain, the suffering
As in our haven I caress you


6. HATE MYSELF (LOVE YOU)

Sometimes I am so blind
Sometimes I do things which are bad
Sometimes I wish to leave behind
Myself for the evil in me I've always had

Sometimes I act like a fool
Sometimes I'm greedy and selfish
Sometimes my heart is iced and cool
And like a shark I eat you little fish

My fire is burning always for you
But I hate myself while I love you

I hate myself
Sometimes I make myself
Cold and sorrowful
When I'm the tool of the evil dwelling inside
I hate it when I'm like this
Tortured by the frozen kiss
Of selfish, greedy, heartless, reckless demons inside me
You can hate me now
(But I'll always love you)

Sometimes I tear apart myself
When darkness surrounds my pure burning love
Sometimes I'm thinking only of myself
While you are the one who I want to rise above

Sometimes I might exploit you
But you have to forgive me that
As if I do that I'm not the one
Who I'm deep inside, who you wish to get

My heart is open always for you
But I hate myself while I love you

Greedy and selfish and heartless and reckless
That's me - I am the dirty darkness
I cause pain while I gain serenity
I make you bleed while you are the one who feeds my soul

Could you forgive me sometimes who I am?
Could you forget the cases when I act in an evil way?
Could you still love me if I am like this
Or would you grow hatred inside and let me fall out of your caress?


7. THEATRE

Faces fading away
Behind the masks of society
Worms crawling all around
Hiding the traces of anxiety
Since they were born they live in lies
They have fake tears, they have fake smiles
Grey as concrete, dull like empty space
Hiding behind their pride their disgrace

I do not take part in this drama
Looking so tragic but really it's pathetic
A manuscript full with clichés and lies and vice
Conspiracies, fake love and hate
You are acting in a way written
Every false steps are unforgiven
You can pray to the director, god
But I spit on you and leave you in the mud
Pathetic dolls, your mask falls

Theatrical personalities
Created after an old scheme
Theatrical words and acts
And they all want to take part in every scene
This is a constant lie, a web of hatred
The one they kissed, the one they suffocated
They're cold like steel burning with a fake fire
They need only you, whore, to fulfill their desires

I do not join your pathetic horde
I do not keep my truth untold
I show you all my faces
You can see how fragile my soul is
The dolls of fate and hate you are
I will turn this theatre the theatre of war


8. REVENGE

Didn't it hurt when he left you alone
After those aeons of love
Didn't it hurt when it was gone
And suddenly you fell below
Didn't it hurt when he sent you away
Without any slight traces of remorse
Didn't it hurt when he lead you astray
And what you thought to be true became false

Revenge... Revenge... Don't you seek for revenge?

A lovestory never has happy end because
If it ends then it's already sad
That moment nice words all became false
And you felt you would just soon go mad
You were left alone in the darkness
As all your dreams were destroyed
You were dancing on the blade of madness
As a wish for vendetta was boiled in you

Revenge
An act against you must be punished
A human being must be vanished
Revenge
A wish to make him feel what you felt
To make him suffer, burn then melt (and die)
Revenge

Didn't it hurt went the starlight of his eyes
Turned into a light of contempt
Didn't it hurt when you saw his vice
In the middle of your loving attempt
Didn't it hurt when you stood there bleeding
Without a reason why this happened to you
And even if he continued speaking
You no more listened, you thought what to do

Doesn't it hurt when you are treated like a doll
Like a foolish mind invaluable
Don't you think life has already taken its toll
And asked for more than what you're capable
Doesn't it hurt when you go home in the night
And they want you to be their slave
Don't you think you shouldn't give up the fight
And pay back all what they gave

Pay back everything! Revenge!

Eye for an eye
You want them to die
They lead you to doom
Reload, trigger finger on the trigger, kaboom!


9. SUICIDE

A deathwish that hurts your mind so much this time
Your decline is at an end you feel
You cannot heal your wounds, you just keep bleeding
In the darkness surrounding you
Who is on your side you ask with closed eyes
As all hope dies in your soul now
How could you solve the problems of your life
If you don't open your eyes you will see only lies

I wish to die, my only wish is death
I wish to pass away, to leave my sorrowful path

A little box of tiny capsules or a rope
You lost all your hope or at least you are mad
It is so sad that you cannot see the light
You feel no might, you want to give up the fight
You do not care about anyone else just you
Just the nightmares of your dark mind
You're blind, can't you see my stretching hand
Can't you feel my touch, my kiss, my love

Can't you see, can't you feel the bleeding wounds I heal
Can't you hear, don't you understand that I'm here to defeat your fears
Would you drop your away because of others around you
Wake up, open your eyes, stand up and I help to rise
Rise, rise, rise, live for me, live for yourself
Life, life, life, caress me and drop away that knife
Not your life

A little box, a present for you, a rose
A single flower grows then wither and die
By the time but not by a knife or poison
A flower must live even without devotion
But you are not alone like a flower in the dirt
On earth there is someone who loves you
You ask me who, and I tell you than I'm the one
Open your soul for me and I'll be your sun

In everybody's life there is darkness and light
But if they bear it why would you give up the fight
You can name your reasons but I name reasons against it
Against your foolish idea, you'd better forget it
If you end your life before the fate's hands kill you
Then you lose the only chance to have some bright days and years
Fears, scars are from the past, from the present
The resent, the hate are leading to your descent
But why don't you care about the love, the kindness
Why do you forget sometimes how nice is to be in a caress
In safety, to be happy for a moment, for eternity
Suicide is not the key

You cannot feel how it hurts to bear all the pain
I gain everyday from the memories, from my tyrants
You are the only delight for me, the only light I see
Through the curtain of my frozen tears, your words for my ears
Are the sweetest melodies, we have nice memories
Together, yes, I see that all, don't let me fall
You are the only one left for me

There were days in my life when I felt I cannot bear it anymore
But I remained here and I slowly reached the shore, with you

Death solves nothing in this world
And there is no heaven or hell
And noone returned from the other side to tell
That it did worth it, because it doesn't worth
To surrender if it hurts, so you have to stand up and fight


10. GINNY

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11. ANGELCLAWS

In the sunset red glowing Garden of Eden
An angel of another world stood by me
And as I descended into her eyes, standing there paralyzed
I had to assume that I fell in love again

She smiled at me and told me
That she loved me and I told her
That I feel she's the only girl
The only angel who I need in life
All grief of mine left my heart
As she caressed me and told me
She truly loved me, so faithfully
That I couldn't believe that such an angel could even exist

And this angel and I are together
We are one, we'll be one forever

Together we fly
On the zenith of our azure sky
An angel and I hand in hand
I'm drinking her love, breathing her scent
We never break apart
We have one soul, we have one heart
She strokes me with her angelclaws
Softly and gently like noone before
Forever for eternity
We fly together on the path of our destiny
Enjoying every beats of our burning heart
Till death do us apart

She's my goddess while I'm her god
We keep together in love in the sky, in the mud
If she bleeds then I am bleeding
And if it hurts we seek for healing

Your angelclaws have never hurt me
Even when you caress me in the night
You give me love, serenity and might
But please never ever pull them in my heart
Once demonclaws have torn it apart
And I had to pull it together again
And now it's so strong burning for you
In the fire of love as it will always do

But death will never separate us
Because we will fly together in heaven
Or fall in the underworld
Without a complaining word
As we will remain there side by side
We bear even eternal suffering
As it won't hurt in each other's arms
And all around us will remember
That we loved each other even when we were just dust and embers

Angelclaws can bite and can heal
It expresses what the angel feels
I'm so glad that my angel never tried to hurt me
And I hope she finds her serenity by me...


12. EPILOGUE

Sit on my side, my love
Let me sing a song, a last song tonight
The moon is glowing above
And the stars are shivering in our sight
This night will be different
This night won't have an end
So be patient, for one moment
Sit on my side in silence

I've told you so many times
Told you in so many rhymes
That there's a fire burning in me
And my flames caress you faithfully
If you wish I will be blind
Anyway you are the only one in my mind
If you wish I kneel in front of you
Hoping that you love me too

But this night you ask it or not
I kneel in front of you, my love
I dreamt about this moment a lot
And didn't know how it will turn out
I offer you my soul, my heart
I offer you my life, my death
My caress, as far as
You love me who I am

I'm not wealthy like someone else
But I hope it's me who your soul prefers
I'm not perfect, nor am I any good
But I'd try to give you all you need
You feed the fire inside me
You feed my glowing serenity
Just let me feed your heart now
I'd like to raise you above

Let the moonlight be the ring
Accept it from my hands, they're trembling
Cover me with your angelwing
While under the starlight I sing
Would you bind yourself to me
Would you find in me your serenity
Would you stay on my side in good, in bad
Would you stay when I smile or when I'm sad

Would you be my fiancée
Would you stay with me eternally?