1-Elevation

How Am I Supposed To Think?
Can I Feel? My Hands Are Numb,
My Feet Oh No My Dick Is Dumb
And The Rain Came Down Plucked My Sight
Elevation, Elevation, Elevation
How Am I Supposed To Think Now?
What's In My Head Now?
Like A Cheap Parlor Trick Slight Of Hand And The Blood Covers A Soul,
Any Day Now What Do I Feel When I Awake?
Where Am I From When I Am Lost?
I Feel So Low, I Said My Hands Are Numb,
My Feet Oh No,
Elevation I Said My Hands Are Numb, My Feet Oh No,
Elevation And Every Time I Get Up They're Pulling Me Down,
Can't Get My Feet Up Off The Ground,
I Said My Hands Are Numb, My Feet Oh No.
How Am I Supposed To Think, now?


2-Too Much Nothing

I'm always excusing myself
But now it's getting hard to tell
The reason why I even care
Increasingly, I'm unaware

Instead of bettering myself
I'm crawling deeper in my shell
The whole point that I am alive
Seems to escape me at this time

I think too much nothing too much

I've never known how to behave
I've never strayed far from the grave
I need to get up off the ground
To force myself to make a sound


Ego Trip:
Ahahahaha

With a guilt ridden frown
hidden smiling deep down, laughing at the crowd
Nauseating sound
Laughing at the crowd, nauseating sound

As the blind lead the blind
crusade for sight
coralled in the corner, this leash is too tight
coralled in the corner, this leash to too tight

I can't keep up this act please expand the role
choking on dialogue you've all heard before;
choking on dialogue you've all heard before
with a guilt ridden frown hidden smiling deep down
dying inside paint a smile on this clown;
dying inside paint a smile on this clown
Tainted face jaded by disgrace, regurgitate your faith!

Fornicate your mind all that hides inside
roll around, defecate, compensate
fornicate your mind all that hides inside
roll around, defecate, compensate the mess you made no escaping
from the end ego-trip punishment,
ego-trip punishment
ego-trip punishment
ego-trip punishment
No escaping from the end ego-trip punishment
ego-trip punishment
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up, nothing left to land on)
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up, nothing left to land on)
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up,nothing left to land on)
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up,nothing left to land on)
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up,nothing left to land on)
falling down, you can't get up (can't get up,nothing left to land on) etc.
Nothing left to land on!

No escaping from the end, ego trip- punishment
No escaping from the end, ego trip- punishment
Falling down you can't get up
nothing left to land on
falling down you can't get up
nothing left to land on


3-Mommy

Mother may I?
Mother may I please go outside and play?
Don't put me back in the dark
I promise I will not tell anyone
Mother may I?
Mother may I please share our little
secret of love?
The way that you touch me, should I feel shame?
Mother may I?
Mother may I please feel your warm embrace?
Mother may I?
I feel your hands on my face
No you can't go out but,
you may cum inside of me
Mother may I please feel you?


4-2nd Thoughts

I Hold Your Throat Within My Naked Hand I Can Never Hope
To Have You Hear My Word I Lose Control At The Sight Of Blood
I Visit You Through Six Feet Of Soil Bitch! I'm Mad As Hell,
Mad As Hell Why Can't You Understand The Words Shut Up?
Why, In Gods Name Did You Think You Ruled The World?
I Am The Punch Line Jokes Can Be Cruel Hi Honey I'm Home
I've Lost My Soul, You Swallowed My Heart Whole, Choke!


5-Indifferent

Distraught In Deprived Thought Within A Golden Rave I Make
It A Point Of Being Pointless Brainwash It All Away Distressed
And I Detest Vain In A Shade Of Gray Telegraphing
All Of My Punches Couldn't Fight My Way Out Of A Cardboard Box
And In My Own Small Way I Make An Indifferent, Difference I Realize,
I Fantasize, I Apologize Crawling Under A Rock I Hold Up
A White Flag I Could Of Been,
I Should Of Been I'm Just A Has Been I Hold A White Flag Responsibility,
Rationale, Religion I Hold My Head Down In Disgust Distressed
And I Detest Distraught In Deprived Thought


6-Simpleton

Beat like a dog
Pissing all over shit on the rug
Lie down and roll over,
shove my nose in the floor
Make me think about what I have done
Pledge your dependencies
Soon jealousies
Tendencies turn
Secrets we share
Into weapons of warfare
Bleed like the creep
That I have become face down in shit
And I want you to beat me senseless
What I have done, it's just begun
Face down in shit
And I want you to be me senseless


7-43

Mind hemorrage
Fucking folding chairs in the hallway
Crucified, paralyzed
You laugh, I cry
Calculating my miscalculations

What is the sign for
I'm choking to death?
Something's caught in my throat
It must be something I have said

Sighted blind
Braille is fine
Two black eyes
Are you a badass or just a fucking asshole?

What is the sign
For I'm choking to death?
Something's caught in my throat
Could it be something I have said?

There's too much, not enough
God and dog, well I've seen a dog
I'll take my chances and sleep like a log
Hard in the ground, dig?
God, dog, God, dog
Agnostic, insomniac, dyslexic
I'm wide awake and I'm wondering if there is a dog