1. Copy / Paste
i was there with you crying
sought a quiet place to hide in
endless slimy maze of mirrors
pain situated on my fingers
psychic noises in my bowels
psychic noises in my bones
psychic noises in my core
psychic noises
can't you see there's no future no treason?
can't you feel all i need is myself?
psychic noises in my bowels
psychic noises in my bones
psychic noises in my core
psychic noises
i've lost the key to stop
stuck i stand apart
away from me
away from me
i've lost the key to stop the speed of self-destruction my reaction in slow motion, how i wish you could get inside myself, copy your well-ordered view of life and paste it somewhere underneath my cortex, replace my cortex replace my sick cells with your beautiful hypocritical smiles
how i wish you could just come inside and save me from this fucking life
psychic noises in my bowels
psychic noises in my bones
psychic noises in my core
psychic noises

come
take
my life
away




2. Freedom Bondage
why do i never listen to my thoughts?
why do i never listen to my words?
why do i cry do i lie do i fake all this pain
without giving a damn about you?
why do i never listen to my blood?
why do i never listen to my scorn?
why do i cry do i lie do i fake?
my mother crying in a corner of her room
cradling the doll of her childhood
bleeding alone, i bleed on my own
don't you know this society is driven by stupid devices
stupid but serious devices?
you got stuck in the lock of your wrath stop your reckless pretence
why do you never listen to my sores?
why do you never listen to my thorns?
why do you cry do you lie do you fake
without giving a damn about me?
sick is the ending of a day not pretending
by the way to erase me away
my mother crying in a corner of her room
cradling the doll of her childhood
bleeding alone, i bleed on my own
shitamuki uzumaki no naka
itsumo shizumanai taiyo
and what we are is never too sure
weak and fragile
and perpetually at war
why do i never listen to my thoughts?
why do i never listen to my words?
why do i cry do i lie do i fake all this pain
without giving a damn about you?
why do you never listen to my sores?
why do you never listen to my thorns?
why do you cry do you lie do you fake
without giving a damn about me?
don't you know…
my mother crying in a corner of her room
cradling the doll of her childhood
bleeding alone.

And perpetually at war.

3. Erase me
this is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
black illusion of motion eyes burn ice bleeds
delusion of torture ice burns eyes bleed
eyes burn ice bleeds
delusion of motion my eyes bleed my eyes burn
illusion of torture my eyes burn my eyes bleed
this is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
why can i never feel myself at ease
can i never feel myself complete
can i never feel myself at ease and complete?
why i never feel at ease?
why i never feel complete?
why? just why?
this is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
i hate my self-despise
wanna devastate anything making me suffer
fuck it away fuck it away
who told you this is a game?
somebody lied to you...there's gonna be no pain...
now listen this is not a game
and be careful...there gonna be some pain
i suffer and i beat i'm smothered and repeat
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i suffer and i beat i'm smothered and repeat
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
don't need it...fuck...this is not a game
just anguish void blackness redness wounds death
anguish void redness blackness death wounds
why never can i forget i breathe shit eat shit drink shit
everyday get away my nausea sickness my pain
this is not a game and did i ever ask to play?
now god do something
destroy lie or shatter at least faint
faint turn the fucking light off and faint
turn the fucking light off and die
turn the fucking light off
off


4. Senbyôshi
ore no karada ni kuikomu jiyu to iu na no imashi
hajimari no toki o tsugeru hikari sae owari no shiroshi
jiyu no sokubaku o miru mono wa imada daremo inai noka
michi no sekai ni mayotta shitamuki uzumaki no naka
kutsu no boken kara hanareta
kokyu no genso to kawaita kirikizu chi o nagasu kamome no yume
jikogiman no chi to namida mippei sareta shinku
senbyoshi, nikushimi o kesu, shi no meikyû, shi no sendenseikatsu no kekka, shizukesa, kakubetsu no mikakedaoshi ni nayamu
LiAR, fucking liar.
momoku no osore ga nai mikomi ga nai, guzuguzu shitsumon wa hitotsu, LiAR, you fucking liar.
mugoi mugon ga hitsuyona muda da ka.

days full of dust, indelible rust
i hope that lust won't cover my hands
LiAR, you fucking liar
i caught you i saw you, a desperate try to slip away from the pain
how can i forget you forgive you believe you again?
how can you thrust me again?
how can you trust me again?
ComeColdCradleInACan
DimDustDevilDumbEnd
BigBoostBurningInMyBrain
AnxietyAnguishArising.
what is going on here?
why are you here?
where did you come from?
when did i disappeared?
it's dark it's cold it's real
it's black my soul but it's me
ComeColdCradleInACan
DimDustDevilDumbEnd
BigBoostBurningInMyBrain
AnxietyAnguishArising.
Arising.



5. Chissoku
never wanted to be never wanted to see
never wanted to believe it was happening to me
never wanted to be never wanted to see
never wanted to believe
i deny my lies my stupid face
i despise my sightkess eyes
fucking stupid die
blamefaith paingun knifetomb lifewomb mangod stainknot
shitdrain trickgame dreamfear disappear
hakike toketsu shukumei shukuteki
how to heal my soul by me wounded before?
need to show paradigmatic behaviour
suffocating breeze i got into my brain
non c'è niente niente niente
non c'è niente che devo capire
la mia mente non vuole fuggire
lentamente mi farò sparire
dio mi sente non mi lascia dormire
mi sente non mi lascia evidentemente
non mi so spiegare
never wanted to be never wanted to see
never wanted to believe it was happening to me
never wanted to be never wanted to see
never wanted to believe
how to heal my soul by me wounded before?
need to show paradigmatic behaviour
suffocating breeze i got into my brain

non c'è niente lentamente
evidentemente nella mia mente







6. Disciples of Zardoz

7. Mugon
hey god
i don't want my eyes back
muishi no muishiki kakokuna katagi
nama no itami fuminsho no itami
mugen doko da doko kakureta ka
mukitsu no mugon kawa ni kakatta
hissakareta kawa
junzuta reikon
life is cage life is canned
i don't want my eyes back
muishi no muishiki kakokuna katagi
nama no itami fuminsho no itami
mugen doko da doko kakureta ka
mukitsu no mugon kawa ni kakatta
hissakareta kawa
junzuta reikon
life is cage life is canned

i miss what it's yet to come
it's incumbent on me to forget before
anything begins
this wrangling day is sinking inside
oblivion of sudden breathes
flick of the wrist i float in a lashing shadow
hey god
kawa ni kakatta
hissakareta kawa
junzuta reikon
life is cage life is canned

mugen doko ka
mugen doko da ka
doko da ka




8. Seldom
seldom i feel alive stupid thing that i hide,
don't blame my pride last toy of mine
i feel tired of my scars that you scoff
got to wait to degrade and defrost
my life and my fate they pray for oblivion
weight of the noise of the time contraddiction
dust in the space means obliteration
whatever the fuck it means
hit me don't need me
hit me don't heal me
stab me i feel it tear me you want it
fuck me come on do it
all my life drawn in my hands
i cannot live cannot pretend
all my life is slipping away get out of my head
swimming in a pool of blood i lost my skull
soon you were there to fuck me up
just another can just another cage
one day i'll check blood's running in my veins
take a morsel of my hate pain swallow
stay away from my situation hollow
don't you dare to stand close follow
hit me don't need me
hit me don't heal me
stab me i feel tear me you need
fuck me come on do it
all my life drawn in my hands
i cannot live cannot pretend
all my life is slipping away get out of my head,
of the sewer of my head
big piles of shit throwing me out aping me in
cannotlivecannotdiecannotbreathe
big piles of shit exploding inside blowing my hate
cannotlivecannotdiecannotbreathe
can't even try to breathe do you hear me? breathe
breathe
take a morsel of my hate pain swallow
stay away from my situation hollow
don't you dare to stand close follow
my situation
hollow

9. LessNess
non c'è confine alla sofferenza ho scoperto che
non posso invecchiare
ho sempre più paura di tutto quello che mi circonda e
non lo voglio sapere come play my game
blind fear blind hate misunderstood maze
any given day any given faith
come ti sentiresti a distruggere tutto quello che
per te ha un valore?
non ti rassegneresti ad aspettare un giorno lontano che
cancelli il tuo nome?
non piango mai non riesco sai
non piango ma vorrei
it's getting clearer to me now
we'll suffer everyday we'll suffer anyway
suffer any given day
ComeColdCradleInACan
DimDustDevilDumbEnd
BigBoostBurningInMyBrain
AnxietyAnguishArising
Arising
io da solo ho provato io da solo ho fallito
sono condannato a vivere nella pece
che incolla i miei pensieri al suolo
sto lì a guardare in basso solo
senza luce
senza luce
blind fear blind hate misunderstood maze
any given day any given faith
non piango mai non riesco sai
non piango ma vorrei







10. DOG!
moot point of the morbid fear molten soul cooling
it's all the same old shit everyday
it's never gonna change no way
if you want to share this pain with me
you have got to learn just this trick
don't you hide in a hidden place
hide in the air hide in the days
i don't wanna know it see it feel it around
i don't wanna curse it forget it leave it aside
hailstorm on my bones
you probably think i'm losing my mind
it's all the same old shit everyday
it's never gonna change no way
if you want to share this pain with me
you have got to learn just this trick
don't you hide in a hidden place
hide in the air hide in the days
i don't wanna know it see it feel it around
i don't wanna damn it forget it leave it aside
sleeping pills to swallow
days and thoughts so hollow
so hollow











11. Elucidation
something moving within things
i know that sometimes it's better not to make too many movements
so you sink slower
thrust in the concrete
dead eyes dry hopes
me i make my noise against the one of things
and this hurts
words tell only i can't
no sex no stench burnt hands
on the other hand if you scream someone could even hear you
and that's enough to defeat the fear
something breaking
the world don't answer
me i make my noise against the one of things
and this hurts
nor happy nor sad just life
here is one who keeps talking to men
and goodness knows where shall they go away
i have no more tears
goddamn tears to weep for you for your disease
while the silence of death drowns the rumble of
human violence away

augmentation of the weight inner fear
i am deranged
i am thrust in the pain
i know whatever that hurts
and shall it be very clear
i'm not mourning
shall it be very clear
i'm not mourning
shall it be very clear
i'm not mourning