1. EXISTENCE

It's over, it's finished, I am dead inside
I'm not gonna feel anymore
'cause I am dead, please bury me, I am dead

It's over, it's finished, I am dead inside
I'm not gonna feel anymore
I am dead, please bury me, I am dead

Our relation - creation of dark passion
I am forever subdued and tranquilzed

Your desertion - converting from my eyes
My feelings caught in your jar like fireflies

This sensation - frustrations of simplified minds
My dreams they die as they lie on the naked floor

This dimension - ascention to sullen despair
Your eyes they lie as we cry to the tired sky

It's over, it's finished, I am dead inside
I'm not gonna feel anymore
I am dead, please bury me, I am dead


2. ADORATION

Pretend you're in my heart
Pretend we'll never part
Everything beautiful dies

With you inside of me
With you I'll never be
Anything else than you

I know my love is gone
I know I don't belong
Everything beautiful dies

Just to feel the taste of love
Intertwine with your inner thoughts
Feel your loving touch
I know you're too far gone

And when I lay me down to sleep
The stars above me bright and far away... like you


3. SENSES

It's no surprise, I'm tainted now
I'm left here in chains
I've become what I despise
Decayed and senseless

The Bitterness in my heart, I take no heed
I can't feel the rain
I've become my own disguise
Deprived of senses

My life in flames, It's all to late
I sleep on thorns but cannot feel the pain

I hate - I hate everything
When I am not with you


4. REALITY

What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to feel
What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to heal
What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to cry
What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to die

All the beauty I feel
I know it's not real
All the beauty I see
Will never belong to me

I tried to hide
But I fell apart
Why do I try
To desolate my heart

What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to hate
What I wouldn’t give for - it's all too late
What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to need
What I wouldn’t give for - a chance to bleed


5. EVERYTHING

Everything I tried to be
Let the poison into me
All the beauty my sins cost
Everything that I have lost

Everything I tried to do
Whispered me away from you
If you and I cannot be one
Then forever will be gone

Now that I have lost everything

My heart in silence weeps

You are present in my sleep
You haunt me when I'm awake
My thoughts you always seem to keep
Is it too late?


6. ALL THE BEAUTY

All the beauty I see
All the beauty I see
All the beauty in this world
Ain't nothing compared to you
All the beauty I feel
All the beauty I hear
All the beauty in this world
Ain't nothing compared to you

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

All the beauty I see
All the beauty I see
All the beauty in this world
Ain't nothing compared to you
All the beauty I hear
All the beauty I hear
All the beauty in this world
Ain't nothing compared to you

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

I adore you everyday
I adore you everyday
I got all the time in the world
To wait for you
I love you everyday
I love you everyday
I got all the time in the world
To wait for you

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you


7. CRAVE YOUR LOVE

Burning so bright, but still so fast
Will it burn out or will it last?
This love feels so right
So are you ready for this?
So are you ready for this?

Crave your love
Crave your love

I see a star so bright in your eyes
I feel the love of a dangerous kind
I try to reach you with my heart
You know I know you know
You know I know you know

Crave your love
Crave your love


8. FALLING FOR YOU

Love me like I love you
Show me your paradise
Hold me when I hold you
Desire for you
Kiss my sweet lips
Lead me to the sky

Beautiful one
Beautiful one

Teach me about all your things
Your flesh, your blood, your you
Tell me my love is enough
Stop running, I'll do
Caress your skin
Like meadows in the wind

Beautiful one
Beautiful one


9. I WANT TO DIE

(I'm too tired of this life)
I just wanna die
(All I need is my big sleep)
I just wanna die
(You are so far away)
I love you to death
(You love someone else)
So I just wanna die
I just wanna die

(Another day passed me by)
I just wanna die
(Another day filled with pain)
I just wanna die
(You are not here)
I love you to death
(You're with someone else)
So I just wanna die
I just wanna die

(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you
(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you

"We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease
No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain
Finally, there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern, without a tear
You own my heart and life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you
Dream of you makes tears stream down my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile
Your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart
You are everything, I am nothing
I want to die, but really, I am already dead"

(Another day passed me by)
I still wanna die
(Another day filled with pain)
I still wanna die
(You are not here)
I love you to death
(You're with someone else)
So I just wanna die
I just wanna die

(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you
(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you
(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you
(Create hate)
I hate myself for loving you


10. MORTALLY BELOVED

Thank you for everything
Every moment you shared
I appreciated your stay
Every smile you gave away

What's the reason to live if I cannot love?
(I can't get over you)
What's the reason to live at all?
What's the reason to live if I cannot love?
(I can't get over you)
What's the reason to live at all?

Thank you for leaving
Now I clearly see the dark
Embraced by agony
I fear nothing but life

What's the reason to live if I cannot love?
(I can't get over you)
What's the reason to live at all?
What's the reason to live if I cannot love?
(I can't get over you)
What's the reason to live at all?


11. I MAKE THE MISTAKE

Now close your eyes...

You're present in my sleep you hunt me when I'm awake.
My soul you seem to keep.
My heart will weep again and again and again...

These days? In my head? Make me feel you are the one...
These dreams in my head seem real...

[In my heart]
You're in my heart
You're in my soul
[In my soul]
Want you close
[In my heart]
You're in my heart

You're present in my sleep you hunt me when I'm awake.
My soul you seem to keep my heart will weep again and again and again...

These days? In my head? Make me feel you are the one...
These dreams in my head seem real...

You're in my heart
(In my heart)
You're in my soul
Want you close
(In my soul)
You're in my heart
(In my heart)
You're in my soul


12. MY SHADOW SELF

What truth there is left, what hope might still live
I think I can feel it, I think I believe it

What love might have lived, what heart might still beat
I think I can feel it, I think I believe it

Gone is the darkness that I once called my home
Or have I become it? Am I still alone?
Gone is the fear, or at least so it might seem
Is this the one of which I know I cannot dream


13. AS WE CAN NOT BE ONE

(Instrumental)


14. FOREVER WILL BE GONE

Heavenly memories, born from my desire
Dark is the path deprived
of all but blood-torn hearts

Hellish remembrance is the truth
that shuts my eyes
Blackened, my life, but still I live to breathe the lies

All the beauty I have lost forever will be gone

By your headstone on my knees,
I fail as you've died once again
Torn asunder, falling under
- God, I hate myself
Burning up, i'll always bleed,
This time there's only hell
For me

By your headstone on my knees,
I fail as you've died once again
Torn asunder, falling under
- God, I hate myself
Burn in hell, but live to tell
- there's no remorse for me
For me.