1. ENDSHADOW

Take to the ends of humanity wishing for reprieve
Take from me your atrocity, turn around and leave
For the world is wrong I found out
For the hope that's lost I wound up

In shadows of spirit, cause my life is gone
I don't need your healing, cause everything is wrong

Pray and tell your cause, I'm fighting your frustration
You know it's your own loss, I hope for desolation
For the world is wrong, I found out
Now that I don't care I've wound up

In shadows of spirit, cause my life is gone
I don't need your healing, cause everything is wrong

The border's crossed and I am done
You must take everything, you've won
I'm just another face like yours
So take my soul and make me pure
I'm mindless just like all the rest
Forsaken everything, I'm blessed
I must repent for it's your will
I'm one of you now that I'm killed

...... It lifts me from the edge,
You've stolen me again, and made me

Enshadowed by spirit, cause my life is wrong
I'm taken by your healing and everything is gone


2. ONE DAY

It is rare that I see truth within myself.
My sprit is broken and torn apart
I'm giving up hope, giving up all I've cared about
I'm so discouraged, so down
and I'm feeling so sick,
Like I've used up all my chances.

...I'd sleep but the cold awakens me.
(The coldness that makes me feel alive)

It's just that one day I hope to be something else
Someone besides myself
If only one day I could be someone else
For just one day
I might not feel so alone.


3. PURE

"I kill myself
I kill for god
Waiting, leaving,
I can't see your light
I can't feel you..."

You see we've come to the end
And I can't pretend we'll return anymore
Do you see now where we've gone
Can you understand can you feel it strong?
I don't know where the answer lies
We live by fear and die in denial
Is this the final chance you have?
Will you take it now, will make it last?

"Just rape my mind
Make me believe it all
I can't help your dead hands
I am agonised by fear
Punish me, scorn me
Throw me into hell, I belong there
And I won't die for you
I can't die for you
I'm already fucked, I'm already dead
By the sins I've forsaken"

You burned in the fire of their heart's content
And followed everywhere they went
You won't believe this is your fate
Until the day you fall from grace
(You'll fall from grace...)

"Insert the cross
Into my bloody cunt
I'm a slut for you
And only for you
Sodomized, victimised
I can't be chastitised
So fuck me, love me,
Do me all over again
Yeah take me to heaven,
Take it like you never have
And make me pure again."


4. INNOCENT

Is it too late to remember those innocent days?
You harbour resentment, I know
You remember only the things I've taken away
I'm silenced by grief and crying below this haze...

I've been so selfish, been such a fool,
I always knew I'd never really get inside of you

Is it too late to hope now everything's changed?
We've traded places yet it's never the same
They sought the illusion that I shed
To become the one thing that they dread

They're all discouraged catastrophes
And I'll never grant them any of my sympathy

If only we learned to forget...
Instead we're taught to regret...

It was always my thought if we learned to forget we'd be Innocent again
The way we must think, the way we must choose, the way we Must always pretend
It was always my thought if we learned to forget we'd be Innocent again
Because who can argue what's right or wrong when it all Comes down to the
End?

If only we'd learned to forget...
We'd never know such regret...


5. I CONFESS

I confess I'm nothing you thought I'd be
But you already knew
It's only some days that I forget myself
And but fewer that I care

I'm nothing that I wanted to be
I've said nothing that I wanted to say
And it's only now that I confess
I'll never find my own way

You looked so solemn as I laughed at
Everything you said
You thought that I actually cared
When I really wanted you dead

I'm nothing that I wanted to be
I've said nothing that I wanted to say
And it's only now that I resent myself
Cause I'll never find my own way

And it's the way I'm always going to be
Because I've lost concern for myself
And it's the way I'm always going to be
Because I've lost control of myself