1. WE ALL FACE THE DARK ALONE

Why are we here, what do we live for
The saddest truth is that we don’t know
Am I your saviour
Or are you mine?

Bleeding terror
Beckons me to wallow
In catatonic despair
I’m turned to stone

Chanting eyes
Ascends me mischief
Of the bewildered
Breeding once more

What I’m capable of now
(what you done)
What twists all thoughts
(you will never know)
My flesh becomes a tomb
(were you forever will be)
That houses all opposition

The power is in the loins
Twirling in vile bodies
Our father is his seed
Excrements of the counterpart
But this power I cannot keep
It was never mine to have
Still twirling in my body
But not under my control

There’s no light without darkness
There’s no being without myself
Matter and spirit is what unifies
And recognize my nature

With my split heart comes all the memories
Hard to forget some hard to keep
Never intended to be like this
I who once made a promise

With my split head comes all the pain
Hard to ignore and easy to remember
Never intended to be like this
I who once made a promise

I am shattered, I am not myself
The bastard in me won’t let go
The lier in me has just awoken
And my mind has just begun

But here in my mind I am not alone
Defiled and divided
My soul can no longer be counted as one
I now constitute as two
The question now is what to do with you
We are still searching for a god without existence