1. LIQUID

As my senses evolve I need to learn to stand my ground - I am
Forced into a shaking world when all I need is safe and sound - I am not satisfied
Looking into a mirror but I don't really think I need to reflect - I am
Unrealistically happy although I know it's just a state of neglect - I am not satisfied

As the fire burns I'm standing still I'm paralyzed and cold - watch my dream unfold
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead - although I'm breathing I am dead

I am second in line when all they needed was number one
I am sitting in the corner of that circle they placed me in - I am not satisfied

As the fire burns I'm standing still I'm paralyzed and cold - watch my dream unfold
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead - although I'm breathing I am dead

I don't mean to disagree but it just seems that I am lost
In situations that won't ever turn out in my favour I might just give in
It just seems that I will always live my life face down

And Still I am - not satisfied
And Still I am - not satisfied

As the fire burns I'm standing still I'm paralyzed and cold - watch my dream unfold
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead - although I'm breathing I am dead
As the fire burns I'm standing still I'm paralyzed and cold - watch my dream unfold
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead - although I'm breathing I am dead

Although I'm breathing I am dead


2. BLOODSTAINED

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

So you lived your life on a level of indiscretion which I've never seen
Your ignorance makes my silent anger just wake up and scream

It's bloodstained

So in all this hate the suffering it makes me go insane
Twistin' and turning to avoid the burning that is this pain

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

So you would like me to go down in you
Face it I won't let you win this game
So you spit in my face for you
Still I get up and scream over

Is that all that you got
I got more for you
Your past will catch up with you
So why not take a chance now

So you blame it all on the use and abuse of your sad power
But I'm sad to hear your arrogant excuses as I break you in your finest hour

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve blood hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

So I say did you not fuck it up
Did you pay when your greed just wouldn't stop
All that time did you ever think of me
But in time I will make you understand
Ironically I will make you understand
You will violently learn to know my name


3. GHOST

I made you and your hate to
Socialize in a matter that suits me fine so while I breathe in
You punched my teeth in
I tried to explain it but you just you just don't see

I see right through you

So you do things mainly bad things
Is it to satisfy your own neurotic needs
I got this feeling I'm just dreaming
But just make sure I'm awake when you punish me

Come follow me
To that place where we both see
What happened to you
I need to see if it's all true
Confide in me

I was blind but now

I see right through all that you do
But though I see you I know you're not
Here with me and still I try to explain to you
How your presence is affecting my state of mind

Oh suck me in inside myself
I want to fucking taste myself
It drags me down your dismal past
And all you want is to make that last
Oh suck me in inside myself
I want to fucking taste myself
It drags me down your dismal past
And all you want is to make that last

Oh suck me in inside myself
I want to fucking taste myself
It drags me down your dismal past
And all you want is to make that last

Don't want this its - true what they say
Ignorance is bliss - I'll find another way
In my mind - it's all good now
I don't do things - that's abnormal
They'll take me - and put me away
Listen to me when - I tell you I'm not insane

I see right through you
I see right through you


4. DB'XX'D

He's been told that he can't do wrong to a lonely child
That cries in his song to understand
The mans depravation but to him an invitation
So he came in the child turned its head and its a sin
How his eyes looked all dead then what he saw
The fear on his face could wait no more
Heart-stabbed and disgraced

Double crossed

That's a double cross
Backstabbin' doublecross
Heart stabbin' doublecross
his pain and his loss

In his eyes was the recognition of a nasty face
Whose hurt and mission has fucked a life of bodily prison
It's consequence of a sick mans vision
He made a move the gun went off and
He changed the mood into blood coloured madness
All he saw was the shadow of a grown
man n' flesh was raw as he fell down again

All he ever wanted to be - was that man
Did he ever stand up and - see for himself
Never wanted that intimacy - nor that fear
If he would only reach out to me - I'd show him life

And that I can't stand you make me sick - so sick

Have you seen the tears that the boy cries
Have you seen the pain that he wears inside

So alive the pain ensures that he really feels
Like a part of the damned such a bitch joy and smile are long gone
Its just hate in small child rape land
He's all locked up in a room with his devil it's all fucked up
He's going down in pure revenge so he saw
How his best friend helped him study and the score
Justice done a dead body

All he ever wanted to be - was that man
Did he ever stand up and - see for himself
Never wanted that intimacy - nor that fear
If he would only reach out to me - I'd show him life

All he ever wanted to be - was that man
Did he ever stand up and - see for himself
Never wanted that intimacy - nor that fear
If he would only reach out to me - I'd show him life

Won't you wait for him - won't you wait for him
They took all he had - what's left is all in his head
Won't you wait for him - won't you wait for him
They took all he had - what's left is all in his head


5. TATTOOS

What the fuck is wrong with you
Depressed again or just gone insane again
Don't know what it is but I can't stand it anymore
I'm strugglin' to cope showing off again
See my scars and tattoos I wear mine on the inside
A constant annoyment in a moment that already scares me
And everyone else is that what you want
A concentrated glass bowl of despair panic and sorrow
I fuckin' wear mine on the inside
I still need to ask a question though Because I fuckin' need to know
What's your definition of arrogance is that what's shining through

Try to break me down I'm immune to your disease
Look into my eyes and the take one step back please
Execute deception all pathetic and depraved
There'll be no exception as to where my words are engraved

No relief an everlasting mind in peace
Reality doesn't hurt me but it will hurt you again

Pain inflicted sentence convicted
I don't need to see this through
Easy solution made from hard confusion
I think you know the end

No relief an everlasting mind in peace
Reality doesn't hurt me but it will hurt you again

Conquer the same old past I don't regret
That anger it seem to last in me
You say I'm sick I'm just confused
To why my mind seems so abused I'm not

I need to take on myself
Only to teach myself
Is that's what's hurting you now
I will be hurting you now

No matches as my eye it catches your unable to see
No regrets I'm taking all bets all arranged by me

Try to break me down I'm immune to your disease
Look into my eyes and the take one step back please
Execute deception all pathetic and depraved
There'll be no exception as to where my words are engraved

No relief an everlasting mind in peace
Reality doesn't hurt me but it will hurt you again

In time you will see truth


6. THE NAKED AND THE DEAD

You know I can be like that man you can't see
Guess what's hiding in me it's that thing I stole
From in sickness I know you'll clean this blood off
My business and embrace me

Now you can't stand it - don't ask me to
Help just cuz you're stranded - I don't want to
You know where you'll end up - not in my head
Screaming and alone - between the naked and the dead

Souls are lost in my kingdom
I've waited to see what you could bring

You'll fall

You'll fall into my possession
Then you'll see I'm Judas in black and I love it
You'll fall into my hands
Where's your ripcord hate me

Feel deceived and hated thought you would make it
Hold that glass and break it pull that smile and fake it
Sit up and spit up really wish you would wake up

Souls are lost in my kingdom - my kingdom
I've waited to see what you could bring - you could bring
I'm heedless as I take you in - I take you
And feed you my mind and sin

You'll fall into my possession
Then you'll see I'm Judas in black and I love it
You'll fall into my hands
Where's your ripcord hate me

The purest of all black and damned souls
Now I've claimed what was yours and I will use it as I damn well please
You'll see me coming but you won't feel as I enter your body
And rip out the real you

The real you - the real you

Inside you is me as you act I breathe
Guess what's up my sleeve insight

You'll fall into my possession
Then you'll see I'm Judas in black and I love it
You'll fall into my hands
Where's your ripcord hate me

Hate me
Fuck you - you hate me


7. CLOSED EYES

It's hard to forgive a man who bought revenge with his soul
A vein injected with a man's life and his goals
It's in my face it hurts and I fall into a hollow sphere
Well I don't want that to happen to me

I don't want to see what - my face might be
Damn your shameful lies - as my conscience it dies

Stop and listen as silence roars out in the night
One can't fake that anger and oh it's shining so bright
Is this my fault I will light it up to see
I will light it up

I don't really see I don't want to be is this my fault
I don't see inside of me a moment turns to infinity

I don't want to see - what my face might be
Damn your shameful lies - as my conscience it dies

I just might hurt you my friend

All that was left for me - was destructive in misery
I blame you for all that I did - it's eating me bit by bit
How can all this be true - I blame it all on you
Electrocuted with a sense of loss - anxiety will see me through

Flipping through the pages of a mind that hurts me
Sometimes I wish that I could eject from this
Seat of pain I'm fuckin placed in and let it go
Flipping through the pages of a mind that hurts me
Sometimes I wish that I could eject from this
Seat of pain I'm fuckin placed in and let it go

You tell me what you think of me

And my sense of energetic rage
Compiled into a ball of anxiety
Do I need your help - do I need you


8. MECHANICAL SPIN PHENOMENON

Blood on the walls it embraces the fear
That goes on in his mind - as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control
And don't see and don't choose - to see his work

He won't hesitate for a minute to reach
For everything he ever wanted
He could be that star he could be the one
No complications when the game is won
He sees city lights in an instant
He's going to light the night into a fire
As he turns them down with a pitiful look
Blessed nitroholic in a pickup truck he burns

He burns

Stand or fall - anger says it all
Dance to his groove - moral on the move

Animal-like and he knows it
Still he covers it up when he shows it
He's got time to spare as he's turning it up
No hesitation as he's ready to drop he screams
Undefined and somewhat normal
Still he's not aware he is mortal
He's got eyes that glow with a beautiful light
A mechanical spin roaring in the night he burns

He burns

Blood on the walls it embraces the fear
That goes on in his mind - as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control
And don't see and don't choose - to see his work

Fuel driven to expand - memories burning
In a mind-like tin can - it's hard to see
Mechanical addict - a drug of choice
Somatic dynamic - it turns into an institution
It's hard to forgive - blind perspective
Evolve to conceive - machine of beauty
Veins bleedin blood red - electrified
Human yet still bred - full automatic concept of mind

Anger grows in time
Dance to his groove
Moral on the move

Out of his mind for a minute
It seems like nobody is willing to let him spin it
With a pounding heart in a body of steel
The mechanical spin with a mind at the wheel he sees

Blood on the walls it embraces the fear
That goes on in his mind - as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control
And don't see and don't choose - to see his work


9. ZERO GRAVITY

Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me
Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me

Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me
Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me

Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me
Light I can see turn it out in me
Wasted time to be what you wanted from me